My Feelings Can Wait

Ji Yooyan stroked the small folds between her eyebrows, "It's not what you think, I'm fine." She looked far away for a moment, soothing Jingxiu: "Wait for the evening, can I talk to you in detail?"

Jing Xiu touched Bai Yu with his fingertips and barely let out an "um".

"Fortunately for you." Ji Yuyan grabbed her catkin who was pressing on Bai Yu, held it in her hand, and diverted her attention: "Without you these days, my mother doesn't know how uncomfortable it will be by herself. is you."

Jing Xiu looked at her bloodshot eyes, suppressed her worry, pretending to be relaxed and sighed, "You look harder."

Ji Yuyan is puzzled.

"It's dark, thin, and haggard." Jing Xuan's tone seemed to be disgusting.

Ji Youyan blinked his eyes, pretending to be aggrieved. Before he could explain, Jing Xiu softly coaxed her: "Did you not sleep well? Just sleep for a while. It will take half an hour to get to the hospital."

Ji Youyan loosened his brows, and seldom put his head delicately on Jing Xun's shoulder.Jing Xiu adjusted her sitting posture accordingly, making Ji Yooyan more comfortable to lean on.

She wears a down jacket with a hat, the fluff on the hat is soft and warm.

Just like Jingxun.Ji Yuyan was trapped in the familiar fragrance, and finally found a long-lost peace of mind.She was very tired, but her brain was awake, and she couldn't sleep, so she leaned on Jing Xiu's shoulders, and communicated with Jing Xiu about Ji Changsong's condition and asked Zhong Qingyu if she was embarrassing her.

Jing Xiu cares about her affairs about the avalanche, Ji Youyan is afraid that she is worried, and deliberately describes it plainly.

"The car passed through most of the canyon. The road ahead was too rugged. The local guides suggested walking there, so we got off with five people in one car. Actually, the distance is not very far. If it goes well, it will be there in an hour. I didn't expect to leave. For about twenty minutes, I suddenly heard a loud noise coming from the top of the mountain, followed by the exclamation of the local tour guide. We still didn’t realize what he was doing. Looking back at him, we saw that there was white snow not far behind him like a flood. The same pouring down from the sky."

For the rest of his life, Ji Yuyan is not without fear."There was an ice ball hitting us, so we ran in the opposite direction. We could hear the sound of a layer of snow falling down behind us. When we stopped, the people over there who had no time to hide were buried alive by Baixue. ."

"We can see some people's shoes, hands, and bags exposed outside the snow, struggling. The avalanche seems to have stopped, and people from other countries are yelling to save people. We have returned to God and rushed quickly. We went up to the rescue. Before the rescue team came, without tools, we used our hands to cut through the layers of thick snow."

Her hand should have been hurt at that time.Jing Xiu was shocked when she heard it, and she moved her shoulders to signal Ji Yoo to speak.Ji Yoon sat upright with interest, and heard Jing Xiu call her name calmly: "Ji Yoon."

"It's dangerous, you still insist on going forward?" Jing Xiu's face was serious.

Ji Yuyan bit his lip, lowered his head and said, "But even then, I didn't have time to see him for the last time."

Jing Xun's heart trembled.Of course she knew what Ji Yoon was for in ignoring danger, but what she wanted more than those unknown possibilities was the safety of Ji Yoon.

She calmed down and exhorted: "Promise me, not as an example. Don't let yourself fall into such a danger next time."

Ji Youyan gave a "um", as if thinking of something, his eyes were deep, and he solemnly said: "There won't be another next time, I promise you."

For Jingxun, she will take care of herself.

Because they had greeted the hospital in advance, the car drove directly to the door of the inpatient department. Ji Youyan and Jing Xun, wearing hats and masks, got off the car one after another, and walked quickly toward the elevator in the building.

After Ji Changsong stabilized, Jing Xiu asked the hospital for a single-room superior ward in advance to facilitate Zhong Qingyu's rest and Ji Changsong's transfer out of ICU.

In the ward, Zhong Qingyu had been waiting for a long time. He saw Ji Youyan push the door and walked in. He was safe and sound. After hearing the avalanche, the heart that had been holding him really fell.She cared a few words about Ji Yooyan's life outside, and disliked her as if she had gone to Africa, and then accompanied Ji Yooyan to the attending doctor's office to learn about Ji Changsong's situation with Jing Xun.

The doctor said that the situation is the same as what she explained to her on Jingxiu Road. It is temporarily stabilized, but if he does not have the operation, as Ji Changsong gets older, the situation may get worse in the future, and the operation will be more difficult.So, if you want to have surgery, you have to be as early as possible.Of course, any surgery is risky, not to mention that Ji Changsong has diabetes and other problems.

Ji Youyan weighed and weighed and tended to undergo surgery, but the matter was so important that she did not dare to make a decision immediately.

After I came out, it was nearly half past three, which was the opening visit time of the hospital ICU.During the visit, only two family members could be admitted at a time. Jing Xiu knew the rules and said that she was waiting outside, and Ji Youyan and Zhong Qingyu went in to visit.

Ji Changsong has taken off the ventilator in the ICU and can speak independently.Seeing Ji Yuyan, he just looked up and down a few times, his voice was weak, but his tone was always calm: "It's dark, do you often run outside?"

Ji Yuyan nodded, before he could speak, Ji Changsong asked again: "I heard your mother said that you were looking for someone. Did that person find it?"

Ji Youyan didn't know how to answer, and only vaguely said, "I think so."

"That's good." Ji Changsong affirmed.

Ji Youyan frowned and asked Ji Changsong straight to the door: "Dad, what do you think about the operation? I heard my mom say that you meant to do it? Didn't you reluctant to do it before?"

"Sooner or later, you have to suffer a stab, and escape is not a way." Ji Changsong said calmly.

Ji Yuyan was speechless for a while, Ji Changsong lowered his eyelids, was silent for a few seconds, and explained: "I had something to worry about before."

"Yes, I'll tell you one thing. In case of any accident in the operation, you take care of your mother. She gets along better than me, with a knife-mouthed tofu heart..."

As if to explain the funeral, Ji Changsong said calmly, but Ji Youyan made his nose sour."Mom, keep it for yourself, I can't take care of it alone." She rarely showed a willful attitude like a little girl.

Ji Changsong glanced fixedly, and let out a soft laugh from his nose."Are you alone?" He glanced sideways at Jing Xiu, who was standing quietly outside the glass window, and turned to the subject: "She is pretty good. After working hard for her these past two days, I can see that it is true to you. Heart."

Ji Yuyan's gaze followed him to Jing Xun's body.Jing Xiu noticed it, knew that it shouldn't be something bad, and smiled lightly.

She went in with Zhong Qingyu to see Ji Changsong's.Ji Changsong was still wearing a ventilator and couldn't talk, but Jing Xiu told him don't worry about Zhong Qingyu, she would take care of her, Ji Changsong looked at her for a long time, made a hoarse whine, and nodded to her.At that moment, Jing Xiu felt hot in his mouth.

She knew that they finally accepted her, the Ji Yuyan who loved her.In fact, she has never really cared about other people's opinions, but Ji Changsong and Yu Zhong Qingyu's recognition of her is very important.

She was fortunate that Yanyan was finally able to remove this shackle and be free.

Ji Changsong regained his gaze and said earnestly, "I have nothing to worry about now. Now that you have spotted her, your mother and I can't control you, so we can take the rest of the road. Don't let your mother and I feel that now Recognition of you is connivance."

Before that, he was unwilling to undergo surgery, so he couldn't worry about himself?Ji Yuyan looked at him with his usual serious face, his throat was astringent and his eyes were sore.

"We will have a good time, you come to supervise it." She sniffed, joking with her nose.

Ji Changsong's eyes flashed with a smile, noncommittal.

After leaving ICU, the three people went to the attending doctor's office again to confirm the time of the operation and various things to pay attention to.Back in the ward, Ji Youyan answered Wei Yizhen's call to deal with some work matters.Jing Xiu watched Zhong Qingyu and Lin Yue chatting about Bhutan and Nepal.

After Ji Yooyan finished the phone call, Zhong Qingyu urged Ji Yooyan to take Jing Xiu and Lin Yue back for dinner and rest.She saw the bloodshot eyes in Ji Youyan's eyes and the Wu Qing in Lin Yue's eyes.

Ji Yoo couldn't help her, and he had something to say to Jing Xiu alone, so he agreed and agreed with Zhong Qingyu to come and accompany her at ten in the evening.

The three of them got out of the hospital and got into the car. Lin Yue looked back at Jing Xun from time to time, but stopped talking.

Jingxun was inexplicable: "What's wrong?"

"Teacher Jing, didn't Sister Yao Xiao come with you?" Lin Yue hesitated.

Ji Youyan answered with interest: "What does it have to do with you?"

"It's been a long time since I missed her." Lin Yue replied in a low voice, and found Ji Yooyan and Jing Xun staring at her, smiling meaningfully.

Lin Yue panicked and wanted to cover it up, "It's the kind of miss of ordinary friends."

"Does any of us say that it is not an ordinary friend missed?" Jing Xiu bit the word "ordinary friend" every word, full of teasing.

"Xiaoxiao is preparing dinner, you can see it when you go back." After saying that, she said with a certainty: "I wanted you and Xiaoxiao to sleep in the guest room these days, but it seems that Xiaoxiao and you sleep together It's not too safe."

Lin Yue blushed to the neck, "Teacher Jing, you and Jie Ji broke up!" She repeatedly denied: "I don't have it, it's not what you think, I just...just..." She stopped and said no. Go down.

Ji Youyan kindly relieved her, "Okay, I won't tease you. You know if you have this thought."

Lin Yue lowered her head and did not deny it.

"You have to really have this mind, and you have to think about what it means. Also, Yao Xiao seems to be very straightforward. You have to be prepared." Ji Youyan was more serious, afraid that she would get vaccinated first.

Lin Yue whispered "um".

Seeing that she was not in a high mood, Ji Yuyan changed his tone to encourage her: "You should get the moon first, you should have many opportunities next. Take it yourself."

Jing Xiu caught the meaning of her words and raised his eyebrows to look at her. Ji Youyan tilted his head and said with a smile: "I'm not going anymore. The focus of the next work is also in Beicheng. Teacher Jing, you are ready to receive a sticky Are you ready?"

Jingxuan's eyes waved, don't ignore her at first, but the unreserved curvature of her lips betrayed her good mood at the moment.

When he got home, Yao Xiao just finished the meal. The four of them had dinner together. Then Yao Xiao sent the meal to the hospital. Lin Yue and Ji Youyan took a shower and went back to their rooms to make up for their sleep.

When Jing Xiu came out of the shower, Ji Youyan was still sitting on the bed, looking down at the book in his hand, as if lost in thought.

Jing Xiu opened the quilt and went to bed, and asked her casually, "What are you looking at? Aren't you sleepy?"

Ji Youyan came back to his senses and smiled reluctantly, but the smile didn't reach the bottom of his eyes: "Axun, I have something to show you."

"what?"

"Because the person who gave the clue said that the master was seriously ill, I was afraid of missing it and insisted on passing it as soon as possible. But people are not as good as the sky, and the time was delayed by an avalanche. It was half an hour away and I missed it." After that, she took out a page of letter paper from the book and gave it to Jing Xun, "The master knew that we were looking for him, and left this letter to us."

Jing Xiu felt that she was suppressing something in her tone.She was stunned, reached out her hand and took the letter paper, looking at a dozen lines.

Daokong on the letter seemed to know what they were confused about, and explained in a simple and concise way the cause of Jingxuan's pain from time to time at midnight.

It was because of an accident happened when Jingxiu looked back in time in the previous life-Ji Youyan's soul body followed her into the battle.Jing Xuan entered the battle as a physical body, while Ji Youyan's soul body was too weak and could not pass through. But Jing Xuan's soul sense unconsciously perceives the existence of Ji Youyan, and divides his essence to protect Ji Youyan as one body. Fighting against the two men's punishment, caused the instability of his three souls, and his energy was unable to return.

The three souls are damaged, and the deficiency and cold are in the bones, so they will be induced and magnified the disease and pain in the body at the moment when the Yin Qi between heaven and earth is at its peak.Only when Ji Yuyan touched her body and the soul joined together, could Jing Xiu's three souls be complete.Unless the Three Souls repaired her own body over a long period of time, in every life, if Ji Yuyan's company is not accompanied to repair her damage, Jing Xuan will be in a disaster.

Dao Kong said that Ji Yuyan is Jingxuan's luck and Jingxuan's medicine.

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There are probably two more chapters to end, let me figure out how to finish it better.