My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 142

After the Spring Festival, Ji Yuyan and Jing Xun returned to Beicheng to start construction in a low-key manner.On Valentine's Day, the good news of the passage of the new law arrived as scheduled. Ji Yuyan and Jing Xun, like other supporting stars, generously sent blessings to the new law.On the same day, because of the partnership of "Sunflowers in the Night", the two people were invited to shoot the Valentine's Day double cover magazine. Because the composition was too ambiguous and the picture was too eye-catching, the relationship between the two once again aroused public debate. .

Blocking is not as good as sparse. In such heat, Gu Lingfeng took advantage of the trend to launch a trailer for "Sunflower in the Night", announcing the movie's fixed date.

Because I was too curious about the relationship between Jing Xiu and Ji Youyan, the number of hits exploded once the trailer was released.As a result, I entered the trailer one point. Before I could see what was going on between Jing Xun and Ji Yoon, everyone was distracted by the words "Ji Yoon" written on the screen after the three rows of words, composing and singing.

Ji Yooyan can also sing, compose lyrics and arrange music?Most people put a question mark in their hearts and looked at it suspiciously.

The color of the trailer screen is outstanding, stepping on the various nodes of the background music, the editing rhythm is relaxed, and the high level of Gu Lingfeng's guide film is well displayed.He is a well-known director, and the audience has high expectations for him, so it is not a surprise.But surprisingly, Ji Yoon’s song seems pretty good?

Soon, the enthusiasm for the scandals about Ji Yooyan and Jingxun dropped, and the rankings of hot searches such as "Sunflowers in the Night" and "Ji Yoo Yan Are Nice" rose rapidly. Various gossip entertainment forums and related discussion posts also filled the homepage. .

When you clicked on the entry square, most of the speeches were made by people who were surprised by Gua Lu, and the fans of Ji Yuyan cried with joy, "My treasure girl is finally heard by everyone".

After hearing the real feedback from the market, Ji Yuyan was relieved and allowed Wei Yizhen to contact well-known music critics to help her build momentum and link marketing.

As a "underrated musician in the past", Ji Yuyan was re-acquainted by everyone and harvested a large number of fans.

On that day, the song dropped to the top of the new song charts of major music apps, and in the next few days, it topped the hot song charts and successfully won the championship for several weeks.With this achievement, Ji Youyan is the first among the new generation of actors who have become famous for acting.

In the voice of fans, Ji Yuyan announced that she would release a new album again after many years.

In the busy preparations for the album, the time shifted to March, and the film began to promote activities. Ji Yooyan and Jing Xun were given the opportunity to be honest. It was also this month that the outstanding CP super chat fans surged and everyone was ridiculing. Didn’t you fall in love at public expense?

This question was not answered until the film was officially released in April.As in the previous life, "Sunflowers in the Night" was applauded and popular, and amidst the affirmation, the box office rose steadily.

Everything went well, except for Jingxuan and Ji Yooyan's fans, who began to tear up secretly after a short period of peace-because it is rare that Ji Yooyan's performance can actually not lose to Jingxuan.So there are always people who compare the performance of the two people in the movie, and then there will always be dissatisfied fans who refute it. You say, you put your gun with a stick, and you accidentally go to war.

The war lasted until the Golden Magpie Film Festival at the end of June. Both Ji Yuyan and Jing Xun were nominated for Best Actress for their outstanding performance in "Sunflowers in the Night".

Ji Yooyan and Jing Xun were helpless and funny for the fans' private fights.They actually have no idea about this "shadow queen".Wei Yizhen and Ji Youyan discussed the draft plan for "if they win", and Ji Youyan directly smiled and said that he didn't need it.She subconsciously believes that everything will follow the trajectory of the previous life, and it is only natural for Jing Xun to take this shadow queen.

Jing Xiu knew her thoughts and didn't break it up, but contacted Wei Yizhen privately and told her to make careful preparations and participate in the whole process.

Until the film festival entered the contest for the best actress, the host was selling off the stage, and Ji Youyan quietly patted the back of Jing Xuan's hand in the audience, still waiting to be proud of my girlfriend.

So when the picture on the screen was frozen in Shen Yu-Ji Youyan's huge personal poster, and the audience cheered and cast their sights on her, she lost her attitude.

She looked at Jing Xuan in a daze, her face definitely not happy.

The camera was zooming in to capture Ji Yooyan's every move. Jing Xiu pretended to be congratulated, hugged Ji Yooyan sideways, blocking her expression, and whispered: "Yanyan, it's time to go up..."

She felt that her shoulders were wet and lubricated, and immediately, Ji Youyan let out an "um", sat upright, said "thank you" with her slightly red eyes, and stood up on her feet.

The starlight was waiting for her in front. Everyone only saw how swaying and swaying she was wearing a black fishtail evening dress. Only she herself knew how horribly she was walking.

In that moment of extreme consternation, her long-lost memories suddenly seemed to be opened.

She remembered everything together.She remembered that at that time, Jing Xiu said without regret, what did Dao Kong ask:

Do you regret it if your life is self-destructing and you are responsible for your own karma?

Do you regret it in the future life, the glory of the rest of the world?

Life and death are fateful, success or failure depends on heaven, do you regret it?

She took another thing that should have belonged to Jing Xuan.Ji Youyan stood on the stage, looking into the tender eyes, and sadness came from it.

She suddenly understood that she had never been waiting for Jingxun to prepare for the public, Jingxuan had nothing to lose; it was Jingxun who had been waiting for her, waiting for her to be really ready.

She took a deep breath, suppressed all her emotions, took the trophy from the guest, and responded to the host’s congratulations and gave her acceptance speech.

She confessed that she did not expect to win the prize, so she was actually not ready to speak.

"Thank you for the affirmation of the judges, thank you Gu Dao for giving me this opportunity, thank you..." After a slick and official thank you, she said: "Finally, I want to thank my partner, Teacher Jing Xiujing, there is no outstanding Joe Yue, there would be no brilliant depression, without her, there would be no me."

She stared at Jing Xuan and whispered: "You are the queen in my heart"

On the spot, everyone didn't feel that something was wrong, except that she knew how to behave after she was a newcomer in the film and forced Jingxuan down the steps.

She stepped off the stage and handed the trophy to Wei Yizhen who was waiting in the audience. She went to the bathroom under the pretext of going to the scene.

Until it was about to end, Ji Youyan never came back.Jing Xiu couldn't rest assured, and sent a text message to ask Ji Youyan. It took several minutes for Ji Youyan to reply that she was in the lounge.

Jing Xiu confessed to the person next to him, and immediately got up and walked out of the scene.

In the lounge, Ji Yuyan had already spent his eye makeup, bowed his head and looked at Jing Xuan who came to her.

Jing Xiu sighed in his heart.She locked the door, walked in front of her, learned the way Ji Youyan teased her, and scratched the bridge of Ji Youyan's nose: "Who is this bullying us?"

Ji Yuyan was silent.

"We won the grand prize, so we should be happy."

It's okay that she didn't say anything, but when she mentioned Ji Yuyan, her mood came up again.She opened her mouth and said in a low voice, "Axun, I remember everything."

Jing Xiu was stunned: "What do you remember?"

Ji Yooyan's voice was as harsh as it was squeezed from his throat: "Remember all the conditions you promised to the master. Axun, it's me..."

Jing Xiu covered her mouth and prevented her from speaking."Regardless of the conditions or not, you deserve this award today."

"Besides, you remember everything, then do you remember what I said?"

She stared at Ji Yoon, her voice soft, "I said, I don't regret it."

In an instant, the water vapor in Ji Yuyan's eyes turned into substance and fell on the back of Jing Xuan's hand.

"I also said..." Jing Xiu held Ji Youyan's chin with his hand, and kissed Ji Youyan's tears heartily, "Yanyan, your glory is my glory."

Ji Youyan stretched out his hand to wrap around Jingxuan's waist, closed his eyes, and raised his chin to welcome Jingxuan's gentleness.

With salty tears mixed with sweet breath, Ji Youyan whispered and gasped in Jing Xun's ear: "A Xuan, my greatest glory is Jing Xuan's girlfriend."

After the movie was released, Ji Yooyan's performance amazed everyone. Therefore, although Jing Xun's voice is louder for the best actress of this film festival, Ji Yooyan also has no shortage of supporters.That night, the news that Ji Youyan won the crown swept the Internet instantly.

She was called the dark horse that came out.Her acceptance speech has been watched time and time again, and her performance on and off stage is almost always watched by netizens with a magnifying glass frame by frame.

Soon, the speech that everyone felt was nothing at the scene was interpreted by netizens in other ways.

"Don't you think the word partner is ambiguous? Does it mean a partner or spouse in English? It's a pun in English specifically?"

"I still think the latter is also very ambiguous, You are the queen in my heart, is it really a confession?"

"Hahahahaha, didn't I think so by myself?"

"Tell the truth, the aura between them is too good, you watch the video for three minutes and fifteen seconds, does JYY still touch JX's hand?"

"I bet they really have a situation with a pack of spicy strips."

"I will add a pack of spicy strips."

"Upstairs, I will add fifty packs!"

...

But no matter what the outside world might guess, Ji Yuyan and Jing Xun never responded positively.Due to the fact that Ji Yuyan is now added to the film, the new album released in May has also received rave reviews and sales. For a time, the popularity of the country has soared, and the limelight has been the same, so no media has to rush to this festival. This scandal angered everyone.

On the eve of his birthday in July, Ji Youyan participated in another film festival. Before the opening, there was a backstage interview, and Jing Xiu was also resting nearby.The reporter asked Ji Yuyan: "This year is the tenth year of his debut. The first ten years have been fruitful, and the next decade is about to come. Yuyan can you share your expectations for the future with us."

Ji Yuyan bit his lip and smiled, "I'm expecting a title."

"Oh, what title?" The reporter was curious.

Ji Yuyan blinked slyly, and refused to speak.

After this video came out, it was taken out of context by some people who had been waiting for Suan Ji Youyan, questioning whether Ji Youyan was a bit too bloated, isn't it good to be so arrogant in front of Jing Xuan?

Wei Yizhen saw the comments on the Internet and asked Ji Youyan strangely what he meant.Ji Yuyan glanced at her disgustingly, and Wei Yi really realized it suddenly and clapped his hands "Oh".

This misunderstanding was not solved until July.

Because the career has improved in recent years, and it coincides with the tenth anniversary of his debut, Ji Youyan promised his fans as early as the beginning of the year. On his birthday this year, there will be a tenth anniversary birthday party with free tickets. Thank you for your company for ten years. .

The birthday party was chosen at the Huanzhou Grand Theater, the location where the "Idol Creation Project" was recorded that year, where she, Jingxuan, and the fans began their dreams.On the birthday party, except for Ji Changsong who was not suitable to come due to heart problems, Zhong Qingyu, Jing Xun, Jing Xun’s parents, Tao Xingruo, Ruan Ningwei all came to the scene.

The audience was almost full.

The first half of the birthday party was a review of the past ten years, fan interaction and other links. At the end of the interactive session, on the stage, Ji Youyan gently sang the theme song of the "Idol Creation Project" that year, awakening everyone’s understanding of the lush years of the year. Memories.

The whole chorus, with tear gas, the birthday party moved to the second half.

Ji Yuyan put on Jingxuan's customized earphones for her, holding Jingxuan's customized microphone for her, and sang everyone back to the past, to the present, and to the future.

She sang three songs from the past competitions, three songs that were sunk in a monograph, and in the soft choking voice of everyone, she sang ten songs that everyone is familiar with in the new album.

The song was played in a gentle style, and after it was played with a strong sense of rhythm, each song burned up, and the mood rose little by little, finally detonating the audience.

It seems to be a medium-sized concert with great atmosphere.

Jing Xiu looked up at Ji Yooyan from the stage, waved the support stick in her hand and hummed softly. Taking advantage of the dim lights and chaotic scene, she followed the fans to call Ji Yooyan during the interval between singing.

Others couldn't hear it, but Zhong Qingyu and Jing Shurong sitting next to her heard it—when can Jingxiu (my daughter) have such an emotional outburst?!

The two cast their eyes from both sides of Jing Xiu in shock, and Jing Xiu didn't notice anything.They smiled at each other, pretending that they hadn't noticed Jing Xiu's gaffe, and quietly turned their heads back.

After the last majestic alternative rock on the album, Ji Yuyan went backstage and changed his leather jacket and removed heavy makeup.

The lights came on again, and she appeared on the stage with clean makeup, holding a guitar, wearing a simple white T-shirt and blue cropped jeans, just as she had first met.

She adjusted the height of the microphone, smiled slightly and said to the audience: "Finally, I want to bring you three new songs that have not yet been released."

"The first one is called "Homecoming", and it is for you who have accompanied me all the way from nameless to now. Thank you for your support and company, thank you."

After the first song was sung, after the fans wiped their tears to express their love for her, she sang the second song again.

The second song is called "Homecoming", which is given to parents who support them and understand them.

The last song was different from the first two. She looked at Jing Xiu in the audience and said, "I will tell you your names after I finish singing."

Tao Xingruo and Ruan Ningwei noticed Ji Youyan's sight and began to roar.Jing Xiu seemed to feel something, bit her lip, and the roots of her ears started to feel hot.

"Dark clouds hide the footsteps of twenty years old

Bring you in

Covering her heartbeat can't be restrained..." She kept looking at Jing Xiu's direction, smiling, and chanting.

Slowly, not only the people around Jing Xuan found out, but everyone in the audience found out, and they followed Ji Youyan's gaze to the corner where Jing Xuan was.

"Xinghe illuminates the distance of thirty years old

Engraved with you

Cover everything like barrenness

Early morning

Sun and rain

Only you can get rid of the mist..." Word by word, gentle and affectionate.

The audience began to restless.

Ji Yoon put down the guitar, picked up the microphone on the stand, and got up to sing a cappella: "...to cover everything is love."

"Early morning and sunset

Sun and rain

Please spend time with me..."

She walked towards the edge of the stage, the last word fell, and she happened to stand in front of the stage directly opposite Jing Xun's seat.

"The name of this song is "Homestay", also called "Jingxiu"."

"Jing Xiu, marry me, will you be the home of my life?" She stretched out her hand towards Jing Xiu and smiled.

In the eyes of everyone, Jing Xun stood up, slowly stepped onto the stage from the audience, and stood opposite Ji Youyan.

She didn't say yes or bad, but took out the ring from her bag, took Ji Youyan's outstretched hand, and pushed the ring into her ring finger.

"Why did you get ahead?" She annoyed Ji Yoo indulgently.

The audience exploded, with screams and exclamations one after another.

Excellent super words are boiling.

Weibo and blog are paralyzed.

In the last five minutes of July 21, Ji Youyan posted a Weibo and blog:

In an interview not long ago, a media teacher asked me what I expected for the future, and I said I was looking forward to a title.Fortunately, on the last day of 29 years old, this wish came true."

Jing Xiu forwarded:

Hello, Mrs. Jing.

Later, the media conducted an exclusive interview. In the interview, the host asked Ji Youyan: "In fact, many people worry that you and Teacher Jing are not the most suitable time to open your relationship at this time. What do you think about this?"

Ji Yuyan slyly said: "If you hesitate, there will never be the most suitable time."

"Then have you ever worried that it will affect your development after being public? After all, in fact, now...the mainstream concept has not been completely reversed."

"It's false to say that it's not at all." Ji Youyan curled his lips and said with relief: "But this is something we must face."

She said: "Maybe for many people, heterosexual love is a matter of course, just like everything in the world is attracted by gravity. I know that going downstream is a more relaxed choice, but I have no choice. You can only go upstream."

"Because I am only attracted to her."

"She is my sun, and I will always rotate towards her."

The author has something to say: This time my preview is accurate, and the appointment is over.(There is a high probability that there will be no extras, but before the "End" tag is marked, short daily small fragments may be randomly dropped. I have considered the past game scenes when Miao chased Ji Wang, but I am afraid that it will not be written well. On the contrary, it affected everyone’s imagination, so I decided not to write it. After all, holding the pipa half-hidden may be the most beautiful.)

From December last year to now, this article has finally come to say goodbye.When I typed the three words "end of full text", I was quite emotional. I felt reluctant and relieved. I did my best to finish it.I hope I did not disappoint everyone, and the excellent CP did not disappoint everyone.

Thank you for your company over the past eight months. In writing this article, I have harvested many of the "best" in my codeword career. I have reunited with a lot of cuties, and I have met many new cuties. Every cutie is a I think of it will give birth to the preciousness of joy.Thank you for supporting the original version, thank you for mine, thank you for your comments, thank you all for irrigation, thank you.(Thank you for my lovely 3800-word long comment on the quilt in the mountain city. It’s really so thoughtful, okay)

I wish every little cutie can meet sweet love and share every beautiful moment of morning, sunset, sunshine, rain and dew in life.

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So, if you are destined, we will see you in the next book~