In one word, I'm not sweating from fatigue, but sweating from confusion and anxiety.
I don't have personality and I don't have confidence in myself.It was also one of my serious problems from the pre-rebirth world.
No way, when someone who looks like me tells you that, it looks as if you're telling me.
"There's a lot of personality around you.In it, you seem to have envied your fellow human beings with no personality. "
"Well, that's...."
That's all I can think of.I was disgusted by my lack of personality and envied the personality of others.And I was jealous of it.In the previous world, I did such a thing after my first year of school.
"And the memory of this part is blurry and I don't know, but something happened that greatly changed me.But when I was asked if my mind had changed significantly, I didn't feel different. "
"No, don't..."
It's as if I'm nauseating every word that tells me something I don't like.Then, your heart beats as loudly as you can hear it, and your vibrations are getting violent.You can't breathe as well as breathe deeply to calm down and regularize your breathing.If you lose consciousness of trying to calm down your breathing even a little, you'll be hyperventilating, and your palpitations will become more intense.
"I still have a feeling that I have been recognized as a god and have a little confidence in myself.Sometimes I see a little hesitation about my friends being alive. "
Yes, I remember talking a little when I was alone with Gact.And Gact said:
"My contents are the same as before.That's why the environment has changed, but not me.So it's the same as before. "
I did say such a word. Because....
"Because you didn't feel like you had changed... you were afraid that you had not changed, and you hoped that others had changed, right?To defend myself.You didn't want to live with that personality in this world, did you? "
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"I don't have personality.Therefore, by relying solely on my abilities, my friends' individuality has improved, and I think I wanted to stand up on my individuality. "
"No!"
I shake down the sword I was holding against the false celt.
Fake Celt instantly produced the sword of light and took it.
"Hah hah...."
I didn't mean to attack you.However, the body reacted naturally, and when it realized that it was going into a pseudocell, it was attacking.
I noticed it coming back to me with the sound of the blade colliding with the blade of the weapon.
"I see 80% of you.You were sanctioned by God.But that's because of your abilities.That's not all you can do to build your personality.In order to forget that, I suppose a good kid is using his abilities for people in accordance with God at least with the idea of personality. "
"That's not true."
When I play a fake Celtic sword of light with a weapon, I aggressively push my left arm forward, explode the air on the spot, and blow up the fake Celtic.
The fake Celtic flew up to 20 meters away.And slowly wake up.
"I... * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *Everyone had a lot of good stuff.That's true of personality, knowledge... there were more things we could do, and there were more of them who could say something interesting. "
I'm not the one with an open mind. I don't want to say anything, but I talk indifferently as if my mouth is moving on its own.My eyes became hot, causing burning pain in the back of my eyes, and I was about to explode.When I noticed it, there was a lot of tears coming out of the dam that couldn't stop the weir.It was the first time I cried in this world.
"Yushiriz... higu, it's always bright... Gato is a knowledgeable and humorous person.Eh... hah... Dan's a good talker, and she can be handy with anything.Yubis was impressed by various people, and Mehuyu was loved.Ugh... but I... "
I rub my eyes clear with tears and look back with my red green eyes.
"But... even if I envy others for something without personality, it's not beautiful to say that I use this ability for people." "This is my pure heart." "It's not born of my own jealousy." "It's my pure heart, Celt Sigmund."
Yes, that's true. Maybe I'm jealous and I don't have personality.But I have an idea that I created myself.It's not just abilities that I can create.
Fake Celt suddenly started laughing at the words.
"Kukuku... hahahahahahahaha... I see, you admit that you have no personality and are full of jealousy to others?"
"Yes, it is."
Returning it, Fake Celt stops laughing.And it turns into a serious look.
"... I always used this technique to break their hearts and kill them as they are, but even if you were to break your weakness... my technique wouldn't work anymore..."
That way, he turns off the sword of light and walks with his arms slightly raised.
"Surrender. I've lost to you... I can't do anything if I can't break my heart."
"... but thank you."
"It's kind of... very refreshing. I couldn't tell anybody... that if I talked a lot, I might be able to handle it."
I smiled at the fake Celt, wiping away the tears left in my eyes.I felt a little wider and smiled unconsciously.
"... you're funny."
Huh?
"Why are you laughing?"
"... because I'm feeling better."
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Fake Celt keeps his eyes shut.Immediately thereafter, the same light as the transfer board is produced from the ground.Probably, but the fake cellulite created it.If we check that the beam of light on the transfer is as green as usual, it looks like we can move on to the next floor.
When I try to move slowly over there, a fake Celtic comes out.
"Hey, you call yourself Celt."
Yeah, that's right.
Celt, I want to follow you.
"With me?"
I'm a little confused by unexpected words, but Fake Celtic's eyes were serious.
"You're the most interesting person I've ever met.That's why I want to make a deal with you.And I want to go into the spec space where you are as a part of you.If you say so, you'll be my master.Besides, I can be a powerful force for you. "
"Yes, but how? The contract."
"Name me. That's all."
Is that all you need?
"Ah, but once I sign up, I'll keep you as you are.After the contract, you can call me when you want to.I'll stay in you while they don't call me.So you're gonna give me a name? "
"Okay, I'll put it on."
"All right, let's name it. My name."
Name... yeah, I'm like me, but I'm stronger and more masculine than me.It's normal to behave like this because I'm originally a man, but I can't help it because I live as a girl now.The one behind me... the other who sleeps inside me...
"You are... Alto. Say hello to my counterpart today, Alto."
"Alto... that's a nice name. Okay, let's go.Feel the new power. "
That's how Alto closes his forehead when he walks up to me.And when the light came out of his forehead, he didn't see Alto in front of him.
Can you hear me, Lord?
Alto's voice echoes in his head.
Yeah, I can hear you.
"Remember when you want to call me.I'll come out of your body anytime.Besides, I'm basically quiet. Say hi. "
"Okay."
The system reacts when you talk like that.
"You have acquired new skills"
Skill Name: [Minute Body (Alto)]
Type: EX Skill
DETAILS: Skills that allow you to contract with a special Guardian Spirit to create the same body size as yourself.Skill name designation applies to the name of the body named by the contractor.The body can:
You can use all the capabilities of the contractor.
· Communicates with contractors everywhere.
Basically, the body should be close to the contractor and at least 100m, but if the contractor gives permission, it is possible to move the double independently of the contractor.
Skills acquired by the counterpart are also applicable to the contractor.
Even if a double dies, it will be transferred to the contractor.
Wow... wait a minute, this means I'm actually going to have another one, right?This is too much.....
I have to think carefully about this Alto and use it.
"Oh, that's right. Hey, Master."
"Celtic is fine. What?"
"Celt, I think I have more personality than you think.At least I have a stubborn idea. "
"... well, thank you. I'll go.Oh, and it wasn't me when I called, was it? "
"Ah, yes, I understand."
It must have been Alto's little care.I can throw up a little now, so let's forget about it.I have to go quickly.....
When I enter the pale green light, I will be transferred to another place.And there was no one in this magical space, and the eternal silence was created and vanished.