My girlfriend is an idol

Chapter 1884 The Disturbed Heart

This "chairman" made many people breathe a sigh of relief.

In contrast, they are all called "Ouba Ouba", but in fact, this kind of address is not something everyone can call.

This corresponds to the relationship between them and Li Xianzhe.

Li Caiyan joined later, and naturally never met Li Xianzhe.

If you directly call "Ouba", then you are on the same level as them.

Even Yu Dingyan would be suspicious of this, let alone other people.

However, no one noticed a trace of flushing on Li Caiyan's face when she lowered her head.

Li Caiyan came here with a different purpose than others, and Li Caiyan knew that he wanted to get a spot for his debut.

When Park Zhenying personally brought her into the company before, I don’t know how many people secretly treated her because of her looks. Even if they didn’t treat her with harsh words on the surface, there would never be fewer secret opinions.

When she went to Imperial Entertainment to practice later, a group of people secretly proclaimed themselves happy.

I feel that the hell training mode of Empire Entertainment has forced many people back, and it is obvious to all that they can persist.

Perhaps their curse had an effect. It didn't take long for Li Xianzhe to sprain his foot due to excessive practice, and he needed to take a cast to rest for several months.

Everyone understands the concept of letting a trainee not practice for a few months.

Although Li Caiyan did not return to JYP during the period, she heard from her younger sister Li Cailing what many JYP internal trainees thought of her. Most of them were gloating.

It's just that the sprained foot is not my intention.

If you want to get injured and get a chance to rest, this kind of situation will not happen to the group of trainees.

So whether it was Huang Lizhi who sent her to the medical room or Park Zhenying, his sister personally came to visit her and comfort her.

It is an established fact that I cannot dance for a short period of time, and it certainly cannot be changed.

Unless she wants to be disabled for the rest of her life, Li Caiyan can only bear it with red eyes and gritted teeth.

That period was definitely the most tormenting period in her heart. Every day she watched "MixColor" on TV and the three major TV stations in the hospital bed. The paranoia of a certain idea in her heart became deeper and even twisted degree.

It's just that I planned a lot before, and deceived my sister because of my own thoughts.

In the United States, Li Caiyan didn't even talk about Li Xianzhe at the moment when he left the airport.

She felt that with Huang Lizhi's personality, she would at most mention herself in front of the other party.

It is absolutely impossible for the other party to personally buy such a smart wheelchair as a gift for the first meeting.

For a moment, the girl remembered that these seniors were in front of her, and she didn't know how many times she had said good things about that person.

Maybe they are used to those good things, so they are very natural when they say it, but for themselves...

After thanking him, Li Caiyan looked around and found that these seniors were looking at herself with envy and inexplicable eyes, and the moment they looked at each other, they would smile naturally again.

What are they envious of?Are they envious that they have not experienced this kind of special care?

From before moving into the villa until getting off the plane, Li Caiyan could feel that although these seniors treated her well on the surface, they did not accept her as they did to Jinziluo.

As long as she is there, the seniors will deliberately avoid her once they talk about something slightly private.

Sometimes Li Caiyan wondered if it counted as they were squeezing themselves out.

But such an idea was rejected by myself as soon as it appeared.

Obviously, if this level is considered squeeze out, then what is the experience in JYP these years?

Because of the time of integration, coupled with the sudden joining, there is no preparation for the seniors.

Perhaps because of this, they are more or less repulsive and resistant to themselves.

Li Caiyan hates this feeling.

Therefore, when getting into the car, touching the folded wheelchair frame that was placed on her own transformation, Li Caiyan's heart felt a complicated move.

Since she was a child, she has been taken out to mock appearances and other issues, which made her timid and careful when facing many people, so that the inferiority complex would penetrate into the tone and expression of her speech.

Apart from letting go when dancing, she is the ugly duckling in life.

I heard too many rumors about that when I was at Empire Entertainment. Many people said that this company is a paradise for trainees. At the beginning, Li Caiyan didn't believe it.

Because before entering JYP, many people also said that JYP is heaven, how humane inside, and how much the president loves his trainees.

After really entering, Li Caiyan realized that the so-called humanization is just a feature that JYP deliberately built.

Who will take the initiative to publicly say that the company is not good?Basically what is waiting is the fate of getting out.

So whether trainees or celebrities, they will have a desire for survival more or less after coming out.

JYP can't show the bad side of the company under the lens.

But in fact, inside JYP, especially among trainees, the dark side that other companies can see is not only here, but because it is one of the three major clubs, it will be magnified many times.

Compared with squeeze out trainees, senior directors beat and scold trainees, the unspoken rules, and those who do not see their debut and hope to be foreign aid.

Like Li Caiyan, who has defects in appearance, but lacks background, ordinary seniors are unwilling to protect a person who has no advantage in appearance and body, so even if those things happen in the past, they must endure it.

I have been paying attention to myself like this, knowing that I am inconvenient, and I directly spend money to buy a wheelchair to help me move. This is also the treatment that artists who can make money for the company will receive.

He is a small trainee, how can He Dehe?

Ring tones...Reizhi...I seem to be...a bit grateful to be in such a company.

In those rumors, no matter how exaggerated and outrageous when you hear them, seeing is believing.

Suddenly I wanted to see that person soon.

Li Caiyan bit her lip and stroked her bandaged leg with one hand unconsciously.

Get well soon. When you get better, you can dance well, show your strength for yourself, and let that person see that you can make a debut.

On the other side, Yu Dingyan watched Li Caiyan's reaction from beginning to end.

Since getting in the car, this sister has been silent and bowed her head, sometimes staring at the wheelchair blankly, and sometimes touching her injured foot, mumbling that she doesn't know what she is talking about.

She absolutely believes that Li Xianzhe's delivery of such a wheelchair has some elements of buying people's hearts.