My girlfriend is an idol

"You...you are the one I want to stay with." Li Xianzhe said seriously.

"Rejecting Li Yi Liya is also to not make you feel a little unhappy. Your importance to me is much higher than her.

Coupled with the fact that the relationship between us is here, I can't make it up to you, but instead use a stranger like her who has joined the company."

It turned out that he just refused without even showing a heartbeat expression just now. Did he consider his feelings all the time?Jin Hyunjing pursed her mouth, and the little temper that was still holding back quickly disappeared.

In the end, is he making trouble unreasonably?

No, even if this matter can be uncovered, the issue of the wide-sleeved fairy skirt can't be left alone.

With such beautiful clothes, it's no wonder that girl showed off for so long before facing them.

Even if Jin Zhiyan agreed to lend her to wear it later, it was not his own after all.

Jin Hyunjing pursed her mouth, her mind began to reverberate with the look of Jin Zhiyan, and when she thought of the ring again, her heart became more and more chaotic and could not be calmed down.

Li Xianzhe looked at her as if not in high spirits, and asked with concern.

"What's wrong? Isn't it, what did I say wrong to make you unhappy?"

"No..." Jin Hyuk-jung was startled, and then realized that she was in a daze. "Are you telling the truth? Tell the truth~~"

"Of course it's the truth..."

Li Xianzhe left the girl's smooth waist with both hands, put his head behind his head and looked up at the ceiling, sighed, "I really want to hire a secretary, and I have to let you do it...

First, we are familiar with each other, and second, from a selfish point of view, I will pay you a little more...

At least with you, even when I am very tired, as long as I see you appear in front of my eyes, my whole body seems to have endless strength."

Jin Hyung dropped her hands and placed them on his belly button, staring straight at him like this.

When he raised his head, the beard in front of his chin was very eye-catching and took away the girl's sight.

I don't know if the air in the United States is more likely to give birth to beards than in South Korea. During this period, Li Xianzhe's beard grew very fast, and it was almost a week that he would shave several times.

A few of them even seized this opportunity to take turns to serve as his image beautician.

Jin Hyung-Jing still remembers that when they shaved her for the first time, the things that could have been solved within two minutes, were stunned that they lasted for half an hour under their careful state.

Because I was worried that once I tried hard, he would scratch his face.

So when holding the razor, even along the edge of the face, from the place with the least beard, it is gently and slowly, little by little.

When they were scraping, they didn't even dare to breathe more, for fear that their hands would suddenly shake.

Ah~~ When I combed my hair, I was never so nervous and serious.

And when they were helping him to shave, the razor made a faint "rustle" sound when he walked across his face, they all thought it was very nice.

Before having personally experienced this incident, even Jin Hyung-jung felt that beards were the labels of "uncle" and "father".

People with beards are very old.

Perhaps because of this, many young boys around, and even idols in the circle, rarely have beards, and they must be shaved off at a certain point.

Or simply go to the hospital for laser hair removal, and you will never grow a beard for a lifetime.

But this prejudice was broken here by Li Xianzhe.

It's really the first time I feel that it is such an attractive thing for a man to grow a beard.

Once I witnessed Li Xianzhe standing in front of the mirror proficiently, smearing his chin with white foam.

After a little bit of cleaning with a razor, they felt like they were stuck in, and they began to make that kind of decision.

Speaking of which, there are four beautiful girls who help themselves to do this kind of thing every day. Li Xianzhe naturally found it interesting and accepted it calmly.

The more his body deteriorated, Li Xianzhe became more focused on his image than before.

No matter what method is used, he doesn't want others to see that he is completely "sick".

When Kim Hyung-jeong stared at Lee Xianzhe's chin and remembered the past, Lee Xianzhe was still unaware and continued to talk about his thoughts.

"Although as I am now, it is difficult to keep working efficiently at all times, but... I still have you? During this time, you have been by my side, taking care of me and supervising me. I.

All my preferences, life and rest are perfectly controlled by you.I... It's been too long, too long, I haven't experienced this feeling, it's comfortable and intoxicating."

"How does it feel?" Jin Hyung-jung's pupils shook slightly, and slowly fell down, his fingers began to fiddle with Li Xianzhe's chin and beard intentionally or unintentionally.

"It feels like being taken care of." Li Xianzhe smiled.

"No matter what you do, there will always be people around you thinking of yourself, or before doing something, someone will do it for yourself. From such a person, you can feel that you are not alone, and that There are still people in this world who care about themselves."

Freeing a hand to hold Jin Hyung Jung's catkin, Li Xianzhe continued.

"Because of this feeling, I used to think I was the happiest person in the world until that happened."

Jin Hyunjing subconsciously held the hand held by him, and she vaguely understood that what she heard next might be the secret that this man has kept in her heart.

"You...should have experienced the feeling of being gnawed all over by loneliness and infiltrating the depths of your soul?

That kind of unimaginable loneliness and indifference, when I knew my mother had passed away, my favorite woman also left me at that time, for the artist dream she had always concealed."

"Yes...Senior Kong Seung Yeon?" Jin Hyung-jung pursed her mouth and said a name softly.

"Yeah~~" Li Xianzhe nodded lightly, but now, he can calmly say things that he feels he will never mention again in his life, like he is now.

"I... I was scared to lose that feeling because I couldn't imagine the most important person leaving me.

From then on, I was the only one who didn't know what kind of attitude and goal to live with, and I also thought about ending myself in a very extreme way."

While talking, Li Xianzhe rolled up his sleeve and pointed at the wrist of his right hand.

"Here, there used to be a scar, but now I can't see it anymore, there is still here."

He grabbed Jin Hyung-Jung's hand and placed it on his head, and gradually fumbled to a specific position, "This is also a scar, this hole."

In the most immature and emotionally unstable period, Li Xianzhe tried to commit suicide many times, and each time he was rescued because he was found in time.