My girlfriend is an idol

He is in this state, but Li Xianzhe has never seen or heard of him.

"Taikui, let my brother finish."

Zheng Yunhao held a bottle of soju that had just been opened, and in front of Lee Hyun-cheol, he drank half a bottle in an instant.

boom!

Putting down the bottle, Zheng Yunhao contentedly burped and continued, "When the five of us debuted, we had promised to make TVXQ the best boy group in the world.

But when we had conquered all of Asia and were ready to stand on the top of the world to declare to everyone, TVXQ split that year.

During that period of time, 800,000 Xianju in South Korea fell apart, and the company's executives banned us and confiscated our mobile phones. We can see fan quarrels everywhere in our FC.

Part of Xianju took to the streets to parade, sit and demonstrate at the entrance of the S..M building, and they threw stones at all vehicles with high-level access.

Even the junior trainees who came to the company were afraid to go out easily.

When we walked to the place where the performance was performed, the organizer and the company separated the five of us and did not allow us to interact.

We are like manipulated dolls, just singing on the stage. Although we are angry and helpless, it is a pity that the audience in the audience and the fans only regard us as "performers". Please them.

It was also at that time that we understood why we walked anywhere, and there was a faint fear in the eyes of others looking at us.

Even our predecessors, whom we respect very much, have to look at our faces every time they say a word.

They are not lamenting TVXQ's success, they are not cautiously performing the show because of our popularity.

What they fear is the fan behind us-Xianju.

But when I knew this, it was too late. A few months before, the three of them faintly expressed their dissatisfaction with the company.

At that time, I only felt that as S...M people, the company should not complain about our kindness. Instead, as the captain, I even reprimanded them.

But when they brought their uncles and aunts into Teacher Li Xiuman's office one day, and handed in the cancellation letter to the company, I knew that TVXQ’s five-person period was over.

Tai Kui, do you know what it's like for a person with religious beliefs to collapse one day?

For more than a year, Chang Min and I stayed in the practice room and did not dare to come out. For dinner, we also entrusted the younger trainees with good relations to help us buy and send them. What we were afraid of was that we would see everyone's eyes after we went out.

I'm most afraid of hearing "TVXQ".

At that time, Chang Min was still young. He was very helpless in the face of such things. He had been crying and hugging me for a long time, saying why the five of us should do this.

In RB, in South Korea, and even in China, the five of us have been relying on each other. You also know that Chang Min has been taken care of by the four of us in the past.

At the beginning, I didn't understand why the three of them made such a move. S..M trained us and made us become TVXQ.

No amount of dissatisfaction, we can't betray the company.

In those few months, the five of us talked in private many times, and one day they always hoped that Chang Min and I could leave together like their three predecessors like Shinhwa.

They even figured out the route of our activities later.

But we did not expect that things would be so bad that we could not imagine.

Even with high-level warnings and the subsequent ban of RB Aihui Records, we are not afraid.

The important thing is that at that time we were all at the most passionate age, trying to fight for what should belong to us.

The night before JYJ was announced, we escaped from the company despite the warnings from the senior management and the brutal beatings of the brokers. It is here. In front of this bar, each of us tried to persuade each other with our own theory, but In the end, I was defeated by my own retreat and persistence.

In the eyes of the other party, we are all betrayers. The two of us chose to stay because of the company's wooing. The three of them chose to leave for themselves.

The five of us know what TVXQ these four words mean more than our fans.

Even if they can see the tears and sweat we shed, even if they see us dragging our tired bodies onto the stage, what they like is after all TVXQ on the stage.

In 2011, when Chang Min and I set off again as TVXQ, the three of them sent us congratulatory text messages one day.

In the face of the accusations from fans, we can actually ignore it. As some said, three of the five of us have chosen to challenge the bottom line of this circle and seek more benefits for more people. And Chang Min and I Is choosing to stay guardian.

The relationship between the five of us for more than ten years cannot be defeated by those who split and climb the wall with offensive words.

We just want to use our own efforts to prove that TVXQ’s glory was created by the five of us, and the two of us are to protect and continue its glory.

Among them, those who have deteriorated are the fans who don't want us to fit together again!3+2≠5?What do they think of us in the past five years?A joke?"

As if venting all the anger in his heart at once, Zheng Yunhao lay on the table and gasped.

"Didn't they think about how many times they have done things that hurt us, and how many words they said that made us chill? Since the establishment of TVXQ, Xianju troubles have become commonplace in the entertainment industry.

But we have to coax them like a clown, and apologize to the seniors and juniors who have been attacked by them."

Li Xianzhe grinned secretly. No one can think of the so-called extremeness of Zheng Yunhao and Shen Changmin's decisiveness in the eyes of fans after the split five years, and the loneliness and helplessness they have to face, and there are those who stick to the Xianju camp. How much pressure is created by the expectations of fans here.

Some words are destined not to be spoken to fans, even if TVXQ is already a god-like existence in the eyes of many people.

"So Taekyu, this time, you must help me!" Zheng Yunhao squeezed Li Xianzhe's hand. Now in S.M, the only one who has the opportunity to satisfy his ideas is this younger brother except for Li Xiuman.

However, some things are almost impossible to accomplish in the face of various external factors.

Li Xianzhe knew Zheng Yunhao's thoughts, of course, when he heard this, there was a flash of fire in his heart, but then, he disappeared.

"Brother, the five of you want to be together again, the chances are slim."

"I know, even if there is a little hope, I will help persuade there one day, as long as you can promise me a request."

From the bottom of his heart, Li Xianzhe wanted to refuse, because this task gave him a sense of powerlessness.

But Zheng Yunhao was bloodshot and full of expectant eyes, which made him feel soft. "What's the requirement?"

"That's...let me..."

Under the colorful lights, Zheng Yunhao's already distorted face made Li Xianzhe's pupils shake violently.

Zheng Yunhao's obsession exceeded his expectations.

"Brother, what are you...?"

"My time is running out. As the captain of TVXQ, I can't stand it. The things we worked hard with our youth will disappear in the next two years.

Our things, our hearts, we know ourselves.

It's just that I want to find what I lost.

Tai Kui, you should go crazy with your brother once...just as... the last wish of your brother before he joined the army."

Coming out of the bar late at night, Zheng Yunhao stopped a car and left first.

No one knew, a plan was quietly born in the conversation between two people.