My girlfriend is an idol

By the way, Kong Shengyan is not an idol, but an actor. "We are married" is just the beginning. As an actor, kiss scenes and passion scenes are inevitable unless she gives up her career as an actor.

Standing up and sitting beside her, Li Xianzhe held Kong Shengyan in his arms and comforted.

"You don't need to say sorry to me. For the thing of love, sometimes, you still have to give in to your dreams. For the sake of our many years of knowing you, if you go to Pledis, there will be no need for us to talk again.

Don't waste our last little friendship on this company, because sooner or later I will destroy him, and I will get back the things Han Sung-soo snatched from us bit by bit."

I silently said sorry to Zhou Jieqiong in his heart, but Li Xianzhe thought that he would train Zhou Jieqiong by his side, and he would always be better than Pledis. Han Sung-soo would not employ people. Pledis is really a lot of people waiting for the contract to expire. Leaving, was delayed alive for several years of youth.

After sending Kong Shengyan away, Li Xianzhe leaned in the elevator alone, staring blankly at the slowly changing number, as if he would arrive at a new floor every second, from the seventh to the sixth floor. The first floor, from the first floor to the seventh floor, and then to the top floor.

"Dingling bell~~Dingling bell~~"

Compared to others who use some songs as ringtones, Li Xianzhe is very monotonous here, and even the soil is scumming.

After returning to my senses, I took out my mobile phone and looked at it. It was Kong Shengyan's call. It was only two minutes after I put her in the car from the back door. "What's wrong~~"

With the sound of sobbing and sobbing, and the sound of the car's engine, Kong Shengyan wiped her tears, and after a few seconds she had the strength to say "I am scared now~~"

Rubbing his eyebrows, Li Xianzhe suddenly felt irritable. It was not against the opponent, but the words he said before, "Go back to sleep, don't think about anything, at least don't think about it now."

"Sometimes I really don’t know what I’m doing. I feel very lonely. After becoming an artist, there are only announcements that I can’t finish running every day. The agent coldly urges you to stay by my side. Don't stay with me by my side."

"Are you okay..." Li Xianzhe glanced at the time, quickly tapping the number buttons on the elevator with his fingers, but stopped after thinking that the other party was leaving in the car.

"I sometimes feel like I have a mouth open, and people all over the world are watching my jokes.

I can’t figure out many things. I can’t figure out why I called you two years ago.

I can't figure out why I broke up with you to continue my artist dream.

I can't figure out why not making a phone call after breaking up with you hurt you so much.

I can’t figure out why I picked up the variety show "We Are Married". I can’t figure out why Dingyan persuaded me to reunite with you. I have been hesitating so much that you are not mine anymore."

There are too many things that I can't figure out. Li Xianzhe held the phone without saying a word, raised his head and walked out of the elevator. He clearly saw the tears spinning above his pupils. As long as he bowed his head and blinked, the tears would fall. .

"It's been two years, what else are you talking about?"

"Dingyan sends me text messages every day. Do you know that, every time I see her mentioning about you in a message, I feel that even my sister hates me.

She has been saying before that missing you is my biggest mistake, is it because I am too stubborn, is it because of my stubborn stage dream, so see again, when I regret, even you don't want me.."

Kong Shengyan doesn't like this feeling very much. Her sister is not on her side. As an older sister, she doesn't understand her sister's thoughts at all, and her sister is not for nothing.

To say when the regrets began, that is, Yu Dingyan’s daily photo bombing, and the faint show off, all grew up together. She had already felt the thoughts of Yu Dingyan, and she was hesitant, even afraid When she took the initiative to attack, the younger sister walked in front of her, even if it was only secretly now.

Lee Hyun-chul licked his lips, only feeling extremely bitter. "Listen, Seung Yeon, two people broke up. It was never a problem for one person. The fuse of our breakup was the disagreement of ideas. These words seem to be nothing. Only those who really appreciate it know how deadly it is.

Ever since you told me that you admire the singers on TV, I knew that when we were in a relationship, we were attracted by each other's stubbornness, and we would squat to the end if we recognized something.

I always tell you how much I look down on artists, in fact, just to dispel your idea of ​​being an artist, because I know that the artist is very tired, very bitter, because the huge itinerary can't bear it and finally get sick. This is Korean performing arts. Realism in the circle, I am afraid that after you become an artist, we will meet each other and spend less and less time together.

Later, I even said that if you become an entertainer, then we will never want you to meet. In fact, I just want to make you care more about my thoughts, but I didn’t expect that what I said would really become reality."

"Are we really, it's impossible? Are you really, you don’t feel anymore for me?" That touch of longing took over in my heart, and Kong Shengyan never had a moment like this, she wanted to hear To the nostalgia that Li Xianzhe said, knowing that he is currently dating another girl, he still wants to ask this sentence in a guilty way.

Wiping away the tears from the corner of his eyes, Li Xianzhe tried his best to calm down his tone. "Sung Yeon, you will like me today because you know the harm that those things caused me two years ago. You feel guilty, but you forgot. How did we torture each other.

If my mother did not pass away, if I did not go to the military, did not go to school in the United States, if I was in front of you in Korea, if I still did not support you to become a trainee or an entertainer, you might not say these things today. , May not like me again."

"I'm not going to Pledis anymore, I will tell the agent, is it okay for us to start again, even if we are friends, as long as you don't refuse me."

"Time won't go back, if you can say these things to me earlier, hehe, you can't go back."

When he returned to the recording studio, Li Xianzhe was still blushing, and anyone could see his haggard appearance, as if he was a few years old, and the color of his chin and cheeks had darkened a lot.

"Don't worry, I kept you waiting for a long time."

It was Sunny who opened the door for him, and Li Xianzhe reluctantly squeezed a smile when he met his eyes.

"Are you okay?" Everyone was taken aback by Li Xianzhe's appearance.

"It's okay, it's all solved, how do you master the song, are you familiar with it?"

Xu Xian opened her mouth and wanted to say something. Jessica directly grabbed her hand and shook her head. Looking at the expression on that face, their experience was enough to guess the ending. At this time, changing the topic is the best choice.

"Hey, it's just three songs, we are a girlhood."