My girlfriend is an idol

Chapter 1081 I am not going to compete with you

Jessica, whose gaze was facing straight ahead, was quietly clenched into fists when the jade hands pressed on the sheets were not seen by others.

Although it was shaking the snow-white jade feet as always, but this kind of concealed the trembling on the body, it can be seen that Jessica's heart is not at all calm at the moment.

When Kim Taeyeon returned to the dormitory and sat next to him, this kind of thing that always made me feel uncomfortable already existed.

It was not that the other party snatched her chicken legs to eat, but when they sat down, the other party's eyes always glanced at himself and Xu Xian from time to time.

Later, she boldly told the members the source of the two strawberries on the collarbone.

The expressions of Sunny, Hyoyeon and Seo Hyun, everyone thought about Taeyeon after that day, Sunny mentioned this matter in front of them.

Who is that person? Everyone has an answer in their hearts.

When I started eating at the dinner table, no one took the initiative to bring up this matter.

Pretending to be stupid, in this case, it is the best way not to pierce Kim Taeyeon's face.

Afterwards, Sunny took the initiative to give Kim Taeyeon something to eat, and Jessica knew that this was a chance for herself and Kim Taeyeon to speak alone without everyone breaking through.

In terms of emotional intelligence, there are few people who can be better than Yoona, but in general, the girls in the girls' generation are not as good as Sunny.

If such a thing happened a few years earlier, with her youth and vigor, Jessica would definitely choose to have a big fight with Kim Taeyeon.

But now... he is not so angry anymore.

"Really? Congratulations."

After a long time, Jessica opened her mouth slowly, but the answer was that a trace of consternation flashed across Kim Taeyeon's face.

She would rather think that the other party questioned her a few words, and that was the result that should have appeared.

"Sunny told us before that you dressed yourself beautifully and returned to Jeonju with him early in the morning. At that time, the members had guessed something vaguely. It was just because of guessing, so everyone put it on In my heart.

You, although Tiffany said that you are a person who makes people feel unable to catch, but Taeyeon, I still think that you really don't lie, and you write directly on your face when you encounter some things."

Kim Taeyeon sat silently on the side of the bed, eating bite by bite of the fried noodles that hadn't cooled down, occasionally tears fell, and she did not reach out to wipe it.

This kind of eating is really ugly to death?

"Taeyeon, do you know what I envy the most?"

Jessica got up, moved her ass and gradually leaned against Kim Taeyeon. On that impeccable face, there was an inexplicable look, jealous, sigh, and entangled.

"It's that you can be desperate for your relationship. When you were with the EXO junior before, everyone was opposed to saying that you were inappropriate. Everyone even thought about the consequences if the company found out. But you Still with him.

Although you are breaking up now, I also thought at the time, if it were me, what would happen to me?If the company makes me think about corporate and personal careers, I might choose to break up with the person I like."

Speaking of this, Jessica's expression is a lot bitter.

"I used to believe that girls’ generation and personal career are more important than anything else. It wasn’t until after the contract was renewed that this concept changed. I don’t know where the fate came from, so we tied him together. .

He resolved our crisis and made the nine of us more willing to understand each other's hardships and difficulties.But Taeyeon, none of these can be reasons for you to say sorry to me."

Jessica laughed mockingly, she never regarded that person as her own.

Others are not allowed to come over to compete with oneself, if the other party is also single, but the members think so.

Therefore, she and Xu Xian will always take into account each other's thoughts, thinking that if they can find their own happiness without hurting the sisterhood, it is the best of both worlds.

But where is the reality like this as you think, as you wish.

"I tried to confess to him, but it turned out to be the opposite of you. At that time, he told me that apart from work, he didn't want to get too involved with our girlhood.

I thought he was doing it for the sake of face, but then I realized that he was the one who said it.In the days after that, I thought a lot, probably because of my pride and Jessica as a girl's generation, not allowing the same situation to happen to me a second time.So I chose to temporarily stop my initiative."

Every girl likes to be surrounded by suitors, no matter whether those suitors can get their own eyes, because this can satisfy their vanity.

Especially people who have advantages in all aspects of appearance and figure, and are very confident in themselves, they are used to the experience of being confessed, being pursued and cared for.

Jessica thinks that she was too self-confident at the beginning, and that the man she liked would not fail as long as she took the initiative to attack.

But in reality, after the private party of S..M artists a long time ago, when Lee Xianzhe sent her back, she plucked up the courage to invite him up, but the other party simply refused.

Probably the feeling of self-esteem was shocked that time, and the line between the two was directly broken.

Then Zheng Xiujing in front of her, every time she mentioned the expression of Li Xianzhe, she had never seen her sister have such thoughts and expressions towards a member of the opposite sex, and Jessica fell into a long entanglement.

From the perspective of the relationship between the two sides, the relationship between his sister and him is far better than himself.Perhaps it was this state that affected my normal life.

Since then, she has worked hard and devoted all her thoughts to making the girl's generation brand to cover many industries of clothing and cosmetics. Although there are only some results, Jessica is not satisfied.

When she felt that when her identity and status could be compared with Li Xianzhe.

At that time, I have enough capital to confess and start pursuing. Maybe there is still a little possibility between the two.

It's a pity that because of her temporary halt, she gave other people a chance, and when she heard Kim Taeyeon tell her that she confessed to him.

Jessica was not angry, but rather at a loss.

"From the time I debuted, I have been losing to you in many ways. The captain company chose you, the lead singer company chose you, and even the first OST resource, and the "We Are Married" in the Black Sea incident... ..

When it comes to Girls’ Generation, people first think of Taeyeon. We quarreled more than once for resources and many.But I did not expect that one day we would sit here and have such a conversation because of a man."

Kim Taeyeon, I have always envied you, because I was jealous, so I am very envious.

At the end of the day, Jessica couldn't say this sentence. Maybe it was her last self-esteem.

"Sorry Sika, I didn't want to compete with you."

Just when Jessica got up and was about to leave, Kim Taeyeon grabbed her from behind, and the coldness on her palm made her pause slightly.

I vaguely remember that many years ago, Kim Taeyeon used to get cheeky in her bed because of cold hands and feet. At that time, although she looked helpless, she opened the bed and let her in.