My girlfriend is an idol

Don’t you really know that Kong Seung-yeon is hiding herself from becoming a trainee?

Of course not, because the company she entered was S..M.

Li Xianzhe is too familiar with it, and he will go there for a while as long as he has time.

He once saw the news about the report "S..M holds the best youth conference" in the newspaper. At that time, the Internet had not formally become a part of public life.

People only get news from TV and newspapers. S..M will publish the list of trainees who have passed in these forms every once in a while.

Kong Shengyan thought that he was not cold about the entertainment program and the information at that time, and thought that this matter could completely deceive her, and the people around him knew this so he kept her secret.

But these people have forgotten that if Li Xianzhe doesn't watch entertainment programs on TV, it doesn't mean that he doesn't read newspapers.

"But what's the point of saying these now~~ In order to calm down Jennie's inferiority complex, I kept proving that she has always been my favorite one, so I want to quickly settle the matter between us.

But... that girl treated me and your problem as if it were her own business, and she was heartless and persuaded me to accept you.

So I think now that her trust in me has reached the moment when I feel guilty, and she will make this kind of concession and open-mindedness that even I feel surprised."

In fact, Lee Hyun-cheol had thought about sending the clothes here, so he went directly to Jin Zhini to have a look.

Maybe the girl was facing her back, hiding in the bathroom and crying silently.

Just like her appearance, her heart will always be more fragile than Li Xianzhe thought.

"I understand her because she loves you more than I do."

Kong Shengyan clasped her hands tightly, her eyelashes trembling slightly.

"Today, although I say I want something to Obama, it's better to say that it is based on the guilt of the past and want to urgently compensate and regain protection. I didn't know this before, I would feel like Jennie. Girls are not qualified to be Obama’s true girlfriends, but now...I understand..."

"Understand what?"

"I understand why such a person can become the most important one in Ouba's heart."

Kong Shengyan sighed, "Even that girl Dingyan can be hostile to her from the very beginning to the recognition.

This is someone...who can convince me and her, because she has done things that are difficult for us or other girls to do."

Li Xianzhe nodded slightly, then turned and left, "rest early..."

So you can't even have more chances to get along with yourself, don't you want to stay?

Kong Shengyan watched him turn around without hesitation, gritted her teeth and said, "Ouba, are you despising me?"

Li Xianzhe took a halt and put his hand on the doorknob, making it impossible to see what expression he had on the face behind him.

"Did you hate me because I filmed "We Are Married" with Li Zongxuan, because of some of the close physical contact between me and him in the show~~"

As soon as the voice fell, Kong Shengyan's plump figure gradually pressed towards Li Xianzhe's younger generation, and her hands moved around naturally.

"Seung Yeon... I'm tired." Li Xianzhe took a deep breath, feeling the softness behind him.

The two stood at the door, and his eyes were still looking at the direction of the bathroom from time to time.

After two years of separation, he already thought that he was about to forget what it felt like to be held by Kong Shengyan, and the unique fragrance of the other person.

But... no matter what he said, the close contact with Kong Seung-yeon can only end here.

Even if he said "I know" to Jin Zhini, Li Xianzhe knew that he had not made up his mind.

Or the wall that Kong Shengyan finally erected was a little bit collapsed.

At least he would not accept the "recombination" before the wall collapsed.

Maybe it was because he knew him too well, so Kong Shengyan just hugged him tighter.

"Oba...I really...really... I filmed the show with Li Zongxun just for work... Those close encounters... In addition to what the writer of the program group proposed, there are also intentional elements from him. ...He kept chasing me in private at that time, but I didn't agree.

Our contact is only maintained during the filming of the show."

Inexplicably, a flow of heat melted into Li Xianzhe's back shirt.

She is crying.

"I have never betrayed from start to finish... Even that thing, I have always stayed, just to give you..."

Li Xianzhe knew exactly what that thing meant.

At this moment, because of Kong Shengyan’s words, I witnessed the scene where she and Li Zongxuan were intimately holding hands on the street and letting the man show off, piercing him like a knife deeply in his heart. speak.

"If Oppa still dislikes me because of this... then I just leave here."

Seeing him speechless for a long time, Kong Shengyan only felt her heart twisted like a knife. She slowly let go of her hand and hung her head.

At exactly this moment, Li Xianzhe turned his head, and for the first time witnessed a drop of crystal tears slowly falling down her white cheeks.

"I'm not despising you..."

Feeling Lee Xianzhe stretched out her hand and stroked her cheek, Kong Shengyan raised her head.

"I'm despising myself."

Li Xianzhe held Kong Shengyan's teary and whirling face, his expression was complicated, and he wiped gently, while whispering.

"I... have experienced unimaginable pain... You and Oh Mom are the most important people in my life, but during that time, the most important people left me.

To be honest, I’m scared... The reason why I’ve been reluctant to accept you again is that I’m afraid that I will experience the moment left behind by someone important... For lovers, separation, separation, and combination may be It's a normal thing.

But for me, I experienced that kind of thing once, and I already tasted the dying pain, if I experience it again..."

If abandoned twice by the person he loves most, Li Xianzhe feels that he will die completely.

Not physical death, but spiritual.

Kong Shengyan stared blankly at Li Xianzhe's eyes that had never seen a broken heart, as if something had been touched in her heart, without warning, she stood on tiptoe and held his face fiercely. Kissed it.

Reality will always usher in moments full of absurdity and ridicule.

In the United States, in Atlanta, a strange city, but only the city where Li Xianzhe stayed.

In his residence, Kong Shengyan and Li Xianzhe ushered in the first kiss after two years of breaking up, and even the first time they met since childhood.

No matter who it is, he has never been able to leave the first kiss to the person who thinks he is the most important, and this person is the first person he likes.

But there is no doubt that this is the most precious and intense kiss for the two.

After that, the clothes fell all over the place...