My girlfriend is an idol

I heard that there is your arrangement behind the bambam and mina thing, and the MonstaX thing, but like you asked me, if you did that, I would not feel scared.

In fact, at first, I would feel surprised and excessive.

But after calming down, I felt that someone with your status and status would be overkill to do that, but I knew you were for me, so I accepted the reality.

Maybe a long, long time ago, like many people, I was used to your protection.

Get used to everything you silently do for us, so no matter what.

Even if you think you are a bad person, I will not just alienate you because of that immature anger.

Because, I saw the desire in your eyes.

Maybe during that time in Seoul, when we passed by you in cool clothes, you more or less had that kind of thoughts about us, but after that, you quickly radiated from the inside out. Kindness and my reason were suppressed.

In fact, it doesn't matter if you really can't suppress it. We are all the same and often feel painful.

Your pain lies in the fact that facing a girl like us who is unguarded against you, and doesn't even mind being in close contact with you, but keeps the bottom line in your heart and does not take a step beyond the thunder pool.

Perhaps, when your relationship with one of us changes, in order to rationalize you have to find some reasons to try to make what you have been holding will not collapse.

Therefore, you are not a complete playboy, because a playboy has no bottom line to indulge in sensuality, and you are not.

But... you know what?We are also very painful.

Those who cast a strange look at us, or talk about us in private.

They always think that we have given our bodies so that we can get such good treatment, and they even think that if they do it themselves, it might be the same.

However, I know that you will not use the trainees in the company as tools, nor will you let them sell their bodies, just in exchange for that insignificant resource, so that you can get the opportunity to move up.

However, what they see is only the surface, so we will not explain it for this kind of criticism. Maybe it is unnecessary, and it may be more of a grievance.

I could have been angry and used better strength and opportunity to prove myself, but when I went to your place, I saw your tired face, but I had to force a smile to cooperate with us and cook for us, those grievances and anger Already vanished in an instant.

Regardless of grievance or pain, as we who have always refused to refuse your kindness, what right do we have to give birth to such emotions.

Now, I finally understand that long ago, because of your influence, we became people who tried to suppress our inner desires and seek change.

Wanting to be like you will not let people see what you are thinking, unless you say it yourself.

In the end, I still did not suppress the dark side of my heart, and Zhou Yan did not suppress my liking for you.

Only Hyuna Yeoni made me wonder what she thought, but... these are not things I should worry about.

At this moment, I saw the patches of white without dead ends from the roots of your hair. I only thought of one thought.

If this massage can relieve some of the devastation of the disease and reduce the pain that we can't experience, it is no matter how tired the fingertips and the arms are, this should be done.

Apart from giving up my body, this is all I can do.

Of course, if you want it, I'll carry O'Neill as a little padded jacket for you.

"If you are free recently, let's learn some Japanese."

At this moment, Li Xianzhe suddenly opened his eyes and stretched out a hand to hold Jin Zhiyan's wrist. "It is estimated that at this time, So Jing and they have already learned about it from Luo Yingshi's mouth."

"Japanese?" Kim Ji-yeon was unsure, but still continued the actions in her hands. "Why did you suddenly learn Japanese?"

"Filming~~" Li Xianzhe smiled, "And this is for your future debut."

Having said that, he sat up and patted his thighs. "After the filming of "My Girls' Generation" is over, there is not much time left for you to rest, so it is always okay to take advantage of this time to prepare in advance. "

"Filming?" Jin Zhiyan opened her eyes wide, let go of her hand, walked up to Li Xianzhe with small steps, and sat down a little dazedly.

"Learning Japanese, do you want us to go to RB to film?"

"Um~~" Li Xianzhe nodded slightly, "Initially, Luo Yingshi should have told you these things, but who told you not to be with him at this time, so I can only say it."

Immediately afterwards, Lee Hyun-chul took out the "Space Team!" that Seoul sent him via fax.In the script of "Cosmic Girls", the collaboration with Toei and the fact that all twelve of them will star in a special drama will be told one by one.

Jin Zhiyan was dumbfounded, holding the script that Li Xianzhe had put in her hand, an indescribable joy suddenly filled every corner of her body.

"Work hard...and, don't you always want to act? Given your qualifications and current acting skills, it is difficult to become a heroine.

But in the case of special dramas, RB has always been an alchemy stone for new actors. Many men and women have opened a new chapter in their own careers with this theme. This is a very rare opportunity. Don’t let me down, Zhiyan ."

"Great! I will definitely work hard." Jin Zhiyan said incoherently. Under a moment of excitement, her body suddenly moved forward and pressed tightly against Li Xianzhe's chest. The girl held him tightly." Thank you Oppa."

"Although the overall filming of "Space Warriors! Cosmic Girls!" was in charge of Toei, I also said hello to that side, so no one would be embarrassed by you, but... it is not our company after all. People, so you should be cautious when you should be cautious. You are all girls. Take care of yourself when you are in a foreign country. You can call me at any time if you have any needs, and I will help you arrange."

The backhand gently climbed onto Jin Zhiyan's back, and the softness of the tentacles and the unique body fragrance lingered on the tip of Li Xianzhe's nose. Li Xianzhe only felt it for a few seconds before slowly pushing the opponent away.

"Moreover, this is the first time I have tried to combine the concept of my newly-launched girl group with the worldview and special photography themes. I can't even make accurate judgments about the market acceptance, but What is certain is that you will receive a lot of attention by then, not only on RB, but also in South Korea, and even in Southeast Asia. As long as someone always pays attention to kpop circles, kpop girl groups, and special photos, they must not be ignored. Your existence."