My Heroic Life

"...These bastards! I will never let them go!"

"No, they are dead."

Roland glanced at the armed leader who looked like a suckling pig next to him, turned his head and continued to Ishtar:

"Also, there are fewer and fewer believers who worship you recently. The big reason is not how you or the temple is, but that these people have been dragged away by the cult."

"Pull away? What do you mean?"

"Just look at this and you will understand."

Roland clicked on the terminal again and showed the names of the goddesses one by one, such as Ishtar Sisterhood, Ishtar True Sect, Ishtar Faith Group, Ishtar himself scratched his head.

"Are these... my sect? When was it established?"

"No, these are cults."

"Hey? What's the matter?"

"These are cults that recruit believers in your name. They will make a lot of money and then buckle your head. The only better thing is that they won't hire actors to pretend to be robbery on the streets every week."

"!"

After listening to Roland's explanation, Ishtar lost the high light in her eyes. She staggered back two steps and began to mutter to herself constantly.

"It's no wonder that there are fewer believers and no tribute. Siduli always asks me about things I haven't done before. That's it, ha ha ha ha..."

Ishtar first gave a chilling smile, then furiously furious. He swore that he would kill Uruk’s cult. Roland watched this man who had suffered cyber violence and framing for so many years before finally doing it. The god who knew what was going on suddenly felt sad for her for a while.

"Want to eradicate the cult, so we seem to be a united front?"

"Well, it's true, although I'm sorry Semiramis, but this matter is the most important thing to me."

"Since you acknowledged the justice of what we did before, and now you want to join in, does that mean that your previous behavior of hunting us was wrong?"

"...It's not all right, but it's true."

Ishtar scratched his head without any hostility. Now that she has talked, she has a preliminary understanding of Roland. It is really hard to believe that he is a bad person, and in fact he has not done anything bad.

"Then, can you please tell me something about the oracles? Just as if I told you so much, how about the reward?"

Roland smiled and narrowed his eyes, and finally said his purpose. Ishtar thought for a while and sighed:

"It is my father who wants me to look for some kind of'Son of the Wind', but the description is very vague. It's the same on Semiramis's side. We don't really understand anything that binds the heavens. In fact, you are just one of the suspects. That's it."

"Well, can you ask me some questions... Have you been to the heavens? Have you seen the gods there?"

"Huh? Of course I've been there. I'm a god, isn't it taken for granted in the heavens?"

"So, do you remember what your father looked like?"

"Of course, my father is... hey? Wait, what my father looks like..."

Ishtar's calm expression gradually changed as she thought, and her face gradually became confused and finally turned into panic.

"Why... why? I can't remember!"

Chapter 46 Everything happened too suddenly

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Someone once said that the greatest horror in the world lies in the world itself. Roland thinks this sentence makes sense, because for any intelligent life, the collapse of the world outlook is quite a terrifying thing.

The worldview constituted by the cognition of things and the measurement of oneself is the foundation of a person’s life, which is as necessary and natural as life needs energy in order to survive, and a person’s memory is also an important part of one’s own worldview and values. component.

It is quite terrifying for anyone to discover that this part is missing, even a high spirit.

Ishtar was in a very bad state at this time. Facing Roland's simple question, Ishtar's calm expression gradually changed, finally turning into panic and fear.

"Ishtar?"

"No, it's impossible, why can't I remember what my father looked like...Wait, no, not just my father, but other gods..."

The black-haired goddess hugged her head, and her body began to tremble gradually. The overly obvious memory loss and the huge sense of disharmony made Ishtar totally unacceptable. Souji Okita frowned and wanted to be taken. Roland stopped, and the long-haired young man looked at the girl seriously, almost certain that she was not acting.

"Ishtar, please calm down first. This deficiency may be caused by your lower realm. Don't think about it for now and stabilize your emotions."

"Is that so? Yes, yes, it may be the reason..."

"..."

Ishtar listened to Roland's words and raised his head with a strong smile, his red pupils trembling and looking at the young man, the two were silent for a moment, and everyone knew that this was impossible.

"Ishtar, when was the last time you went to heaven?"

"Last time, it was about twenty years ago? I, I can't remember."

"The gods don't even remember things like time. It doesn't matter, what does it look like? What is the heaven like?"

"What does it look like? This is simple, of course..."

Ishtar replied with a relaxed face, obviously not treating this question as a difficult problem, but what she did not expect was that even if it was this question, she still couldn't think of it after careful investigation.

"Why, it will...impossible! It's fine if other gods forget something, why even the heavens..."

The black-haired goddess covered her forehead in disbelief. If it is forgivable to forget the face of the gods, then forgetting the heavens is a bit outrageous, because the heavens are strictly the hometown of Ishtar. Among humans, this This kind of situation that can't remember home will only happen to the patient, the scientific name is Alzheimer's disease, commonly known as Alzheimer's disease.

Ishtar, as a god of young age, obviously shouldn’t be an age-appropriate patient with Alzheimer’s. In the final analysis, the gods have no possibility of getting sick. In mythology, their abnormal deaths are more of being killed or poisoned. , Amnesia for no reason is undoubtedly a big problem.

"Ishtar, Ishtar! Don't think about it, look at me!"

Roland, who realized that Lord Goddess was about to fall into chaos again, grabbed her shoulder and forced her to calm down. The golden pupils of the youth collided with Lord Goddess' red pupils, trying to convey calmness. He opened his mouth and said in a calm tone:

"Don't think about Ishtar, you should understand, this is not a problem you can think of."

"Huhu, what do you mean?"

"Is there anyone in your mind that has imposed a curse, or injury to the soul, or some toxin?"

"...No, I can't think of this. After all, no one can beat me in Uruk."

Ishtar meditated for a while and then said so with tears in his eyes. Roland lowered his head when he heard the words and started thinking again.

"Maybe it's a seal."

"what?"

"For a god like you, the more likely way is something like a seal. If that's the case, maybe I can try to help you recover."