My House of Horrors

Large blood vessels spread throughout the operating room, like rootstocks of old trees, wrapping everyone in.

The organ on the wall shrinks and beats, with a face on the ceiling that looks like a large piece of human puzzle.

Chen Gong thought about countless different kinds of meetings with Dr. Gao, but only didn't think that it would be in this situation.

Blood dropped on the white coat, leaving no trace. Dr. Gao, the most special presence in the world, stood between the flesh and the corpse, wearing a white coat symbolizing salvation and hope.

Kamikaze calm, Dr. Gao looked at Chen Song and said the first sentence: “You came later than I expected. ”

“You think I'm coming? ”

“I knew you would come, on the 24th floor of Fanghuayuan District, and I saw that feeling the first time I saw you, and you gave me a strong sense of crisis. ”

“Is that why you kept talking to me to prevent me from clashing with other members of the Weird Talks Society?” Chen Gong recalled the scene at the time, No. 10 had been helping him, and finally left a word under the table to tell him about the location of Linjiang Blood Station.

Doctor Gao nodded: “You're all my patients, isn't it normal for doctors to think about them? ”

“Patient?” Chen Song shook his head: “You don't have the right to say that. In my opinion, you are the worst sick one. The world behind the door won't lie. This nightmare of total distortion and flesh is the real picture of your heart. ”

“The mind is filled with flesh and blood residue, which is not called disease. Everyone has a deformity in their hearts, and if it's a disease, then we all have it, and you're no exception.” Dr Gao smiled, he seemed to like to talk to Chan Song. The young man in front of him was different from the ordinary man in his thoughts and perceptions of things. Dr Gao found the feeling of "like" from Chan Song: “I am a psychologist, I have seen countless deformed and distorted minds, and many times they do not blame themselves for this. ”

The sound paused and the smile on Dr. Gao's face slowly faded: "Did you see those pictures on the wall when you came? ”

Chen Gong nodded: “Are the victims talking about the crimes that the association has committed in the past five years? ”

“Victims?” Dr Gao looked up at a face on the ceiling: "In my view, they are the aggressors, acting wildly, without regard for consequences, living around us in human skin, constantly creating misfortunes, each of them having a damn reason, and all I did was make them die a little more valuable. ”

“But is that fair to them?” Chen Gong stood on the third side of the spectrum and did not deliberately favour anyone: “I saw a half-dead man in the lab who, according to the doctors here, would keep him in this state for a long time, healing him while adding new wounds to him. He endured this endless torment just because in elementary school, he bullied his classmates and tied their thighs with a pen tip. Do you think this punishment is fair? ”

“You question fairness just because you don't think about it from a patient's point of view, you don't see the trauma in the patient's heart, you don't understand the despair in their hearts, you don't understand the pain of gasping, you don't want to tear yourself apart.” Doctor Gao's words grew faster, and he seemed to think of himself: “The pain is permanent, the pain that permeates every nerve, and it tortures you all the time, and it follows you, as if countless tiny bugs are cramping your body, and you know they're in your body, occupying every inch of your body, but you just can't release them. ”

“No matter what you do, they follow you, they continue to thrive in your body, they devour every nerve of you, you can hear your memories torn apart a little bit until you end up with the kind of disgusting bugs that just close your eyes and you can see them, and you can think of them as long as you live. ”

“Can you understand that feeling? This is the pain of a man who's been hurt, 24 hours a day, and now you still think I'm doing something wrong? ”

Dr. Gao looked at Chen Gong's eyes: “Even with this pain, they are still trying to live, but biting their teeth in exchange for more pain than relief. ”

“Man can be called man because he creates a sense of self, and when a man can affirm himself with 'I’, he becomes man. And my patients, they're slowly losing themselves, because that pain slowly devours me. ”

This is the first time that Dr. Gao has said this in front of Chen Song, and his words seem to relate not only to psychology, but also to sociology and philosophy: “Man is an advanced life composed of many contradictions. This is not a simple term, so the harm and pain they suffer are not measured in terms of equity. ”

After listening to Dr. Gao, Chen Song gripped the crushed skull hammer, which may be too wide a gap in literacy. He did not understand what Dr. Gao meant.

With a look of help, Chen Song looked back at the doctor next to him. It seemed like the first time he heard these things. He coughed softly and said to Chen Song: “Don't worry too much about what the mentally ill have to say, don't think deeply about what they tell you about the world view, or you'll go crazy. ”

“Don't use madness as an excuse. When you see all the incomprehensible things, you always describe them in three words, but do you ever wonder who prescribed them?” Dr. Gao stood on top of the blood pool, and he was the center of the whole room: "What are you looking for when your eyes stare at a human figure? Man is human, not because of his voice, his movements, his appearance, but because of his soul, everything surrounds him. ”

Though Chen doesn't understand Dr. Gao's words, he always feels that they are quite reasonable, which is an extremely dangerous signal.

When a man embraces a madman's view of the world, he is not far from madness.

“Dr Gao, no matter how reasonable you say it, there's one thing you can't deny. They died because of you, and you stained your hands with blood, transgressing the law.” Blood filaments began to drill beneath my skin, and there was not much time left for chanting, and he opened the comic book and released all the staff of the haunted house: “You are one of my few admirers, and that is why I cannot let you continue. Dr. Gao, you've been sick. You haven't been yourself since you pushed this door open. Even if your wife dies and comes back, she will feel strange when she opens her eyes and sees you as you are now, which is not who she wants to meet. ”

Doctor Gao stood still, he was calm, but the blood vessels under his feet began to flutter, and the organs on the walls were beating wildly, and the faces on the ceiling showed frightening expressions.

The world behind the door is built on the heart of Dr. Gao, and everything here seems to be linked to him, and when his mood changes, the whole world changes for it.

“How can you know what she thinks if you're not her?” Doctor Gao's anger is invisible, but the world behind the door, which has produced dramatic changes, has shown many problems. This top psychologist in Jiujiang can no longer maintain his own calm.

“In fact, you know it yourself.” Chen Gong took a small step toward the side to let the door panel behind him out: “The whole world is stinky meat and blood, the only thing that is normal is the door facing the blood pool, if I expected it well, your wife should be in the blood pool, right? You want her to wake up the first time to see her former home, not everything that's distorted around here. ”

“Doctor Gao, don't run away. One can only push the door open at the most desperate of times, and the side of the door is not redemption, but a more desperate world. ”

“Your attempt to redeem yourself with ten times or even a hundred times more despair is simply impossible. ”

Chen Gong wanted to continue, but was interrupted by Dr. Gao's statement: “You don't have to go on, I know what you mean. ”

He regained his initial expression with a hint of indifference in his eyes: "I tell you all this because I think you might understand how I feel. ”

Doctor Gao stared at Chen Song and said one last secret: “Since the first time I saw you, I've been investigating you with all my relationships. I find that you really resemble me, in every sense of the word, and you think I've been alone in the underground morgue with the body for five years, very crazy, but do you know, you're also a complete lunatic in my eyes? ”

Chen Gong really didn't expect to be so highly regarded in the mind of Dr. Gao. He always felt that he was very ordinary and that he didn't have anything particularly shiny about him.

“The deeper I go into the investigation, the more I find out about your problems, which you may not even be aware of, but I can tell you very clearly that your deepest madness is hotter than mine, a flame that never goes out and burns everything to ashes. ”

“Is this me?” Chen Gong was not clear about what Dr. Gao said these were for, nor did he seem to have any reason to deceive him.

“It doesn't matter if you don't believe it, the method of verification is simple. You have a 'door’ in your haunted bathroom, push him open, and you'll see who you really are.” Dr Gao's eyes were still apathetic, but with a smile on his face: “That night, I walked into that door, and I saw your world, so I knew very well that you were the real lunatic if we compare together. ”

“That door is about me?” Chen Gong doesn't know if Dr. Gao is guiding him in the wrong direction, or really wants to leak some information to him: “As you put it, I've pushed open a 'door' too? ”

Only in the deepest despair is there an opportunity to push the "door”. Chen Song doesn't feel that there is anything desperate about his front half. In his opinion, the "door" should be pushed by someone else. ”

“I'm sure that ‘door’ was the one you pushed open because I saw yourself in that ‘door’.” Dr. Gao's smile hid a slightly less obvious fear and his lips were slightly unnatural.

“Am I pushing the door?!” Chen Gong's heart sinks: “What else do you know? ”

“I also know a lot, and as long as you promise to do three things for me, I will not only tell you everything I know, but I will also enter that ‘door’ with you to help you find what you need most?” The blood vessels were pouring over his head, the floor was filled with spreading blood filaments, and a bubble began to appear in the blood pool behind Dr. Gao, and apparently his emotions had changed at this time, as if he was expecting an answer from Chan Song.

“This is a mutually beneficial overstatement, and I'm sure you won't refuse it, will you? ”

Chen Gong was really curious about the world behind his door, and as he thought about it, his eyes swept to the changing pool of blood.

“When I first came in, the color of the blood pool wasn't so bright.” Chen Gong looked elsewhere, and the organs on the surrounding walls withered and dimmed like flowers, and something constantly poured into the blood pool in the blood vessels, seemingly ready to fill the blood pool with all the “nutrition” of the whole bloody world: “Is Dr. Gao intentionally delaying the time? ”

Turning his mind around, Chen Gong came up with a more robust solution, as long as he controlled Dr. Gao or his favorite wife, he would take full ownership of himself.

“What are all three things? You tell me first, and I'll think about it.” Chen Gong took a few steps forward in saying this, seemingly to show his sincerity.

“When you walk, you're a fifth smaller than usual, indicating that you want to do something you're not sure about. You hold the hammer's hand harder than you just did, and while you act as relaxed as you can, before you realize the problem, you have about zero or three seconds to consciously grip the hammer handle under your finger joint.” Dr. Gao took the black wooden box out of his pocket: “You seem to realize I'm stalling, but that's okay, I'm not doing this because I'm not sure I'm going to win, I'm just trying to give you a chance, a choice. ”

The wooden box opened and the intense bloody smell washed away the original smell of the house, and the blood vessels around it began to crumble and countless blood filaments gushed from it, gathering into the wooden box.

About a second or two later, a blood-red scarred palm sticks out of the wooden box.

With hatred and anger, a monster with half a body twisting horrors and scars climbed out.

Red eyes stared at Chen Qing, which seemed like half his face burned by the fire, cracking an ugly smile.

Without any instructions from Dr. Gao, he went mad at Chen Song.

“Kung Qing?” Chen Guo gripped the shattered hammer with both hands and didn't take half a step back: “Just in time, if I ate you, I could have another red coat! ”