My House of Horrors

“Phone recordings were made public, and the first person to find me was my teacher. ”

“Around 5: 00 in the morning, I covered my jacket in the lounge to make myself feel better, and then I heard the door open, but I was too sleepy to worry about it. ”

“It wasn't until noon that I opened my eyes that I found the teacher sitting at the desk in the lounge looking at Menlinger's Man Against Himself, a book on suicide psychology. ”

“When the sun came into the house, I didn't know what was going on outside, but I thought the teacher was a little strange today. ”

“He's the oldest psychologist we've ever had, and I'm the one he brought out, so I'll call him a teacher whenever I want. ”

He respects his teacher, as you can see from the man's tone.

“Your teacher told you about this? What's his attitude?” Chen Gong is a little curious. If he wants to have a good relationship with Red, he must understand his personality and prenatal obsession. He can only be drugged with symptoms if he is willing to work for himself.

“He didn't say anything to me about that, he just asked me a question.” Man looks at the dark night sky: “If one day, when he stands on the edge of the building, how can I persuade him? ”

“I never thought about it, and I saw the teacher as a very strong psychological person, and it hardly seemed to me that this would happen, and I told him what I thought. One day, I would spend everything I had learned on him, doing everything I could to help him, and if that was still unconvincing, I would respect his decision. ”

“I never felt how sacred my job was, I just felt that my job was as important as the doctors in the ER. I will do so with the utmost seriousness, but I will also respect the patient. ”

The man said and his voice slowly became lower: “The teacher smiled with satisfaction after listening to me. He sat beside me like an old friend for many years and said something to me. ”

“He thinks I'm a good person, his proudest student, but not a fully qualified suicide intervention operator. ”

“The teacher had seen that my emotions were not quite right, and he asked me to go out more and let go of my mind. ”

“Suicide Intervention Operators are a very special task, with the exception of those harassment calls, each person receives, on average, about twenty moderate and one to five emergency hazard calls per night. Operators themselves can sometimes be affected by continuous emotional shock, depressed and crying together. At each time you have to tell yourself to calm down and convince each other. ”

“The human body is like a balloon filled with water, where good, bad, all sorts of emotions are injected. If you can't adjust yourself, when the balloon blows up, it's when a person completely collapses. ”

“As a suicide intervention operator, my brain is soaked in tears and sorrows every night, and many people leave after a while of work, so I didn't really understand what the teacher meant at first. ”

“When I was ready to ask again, the teacher patted me on the shoulder and left, but the book he had just read remained. ”

“Later, I knew that my phone recording had been posted online, and I became the first suicide intervention operator to persuade people to die. ”

“Countless people scolded me, and I was actually calm. ”

“What people say has nothing to do with me, I just admit it's right and wrong. ”

“From this point of view, I am indeed a very stupid person, crying over the stories of the helpers, talking to these strangers who do not know each other until dawn, crying with them, bringing them into their characters, feeling their pain. ”

“I don't think of myself as a savior, I think of myself as their friend. ”

When men say these things, they look a little confused.

Soon, however, the confusion in his eyes was replaced by blood, and the blood of the orangutan seeped out of his skin: “This has not yet come to an end, and something new has come to pass. ”

“If they succeed in intervening in a crisis by forcibly stopping those who are determined to die, they are likely to commit suicide in a more decisive manner next time. ”

“In order to avoid this, we sometimes allow them to try within their control, such as with lifeguards and ambulances, fire brigades, and if the floor is lower, we don't force them to jump. ”

“I know it sounds hard to accept, but thinking differently, very few people in the world can feel it, even their biological parents can hardly do it, and hard dissuasion can be counterproductive most of the time, a manifestation of a lack of understanding of each other's pain. ”

“Allowing them to try, on the other hand, is a kind of respect that they can feel and feel. ”

Hearing this, Chan Song has a bad feeling: “You didn't really do this, did you? ”

“I did this when I intervened in a crisis on the ground. Actually, it's not as scary as you think, we're trying to keep the crisis under control. To give you another example, once a helper tried to swallow sleeping pills to commit suicide. He was extremely emotionally unstable and unable to communicate at all. At that time, after I passed the communication with the police, I found a low concentration of sleeping pills and let him try. ”

“After experiencing a death, he changed a lot and started his life anew. ”

“I have many success stories, but it just sounds like a way to go against our responsibilities. Following the release of subsequent audio recordings, this approach elicited a strong attack by public opinion. ”

“I'm saving lives, but everybody thinks I'm killing people. ”

“I started thinking, and the teacher came to me, and many of my friends comforted me, but the point wasn't myself, it was right or wrong. ”

The man looked almost as big as Chen Song, but his voice sounded much better than Chen Song's. He looked at the infinite night and watched quietly for a long time.

The expression on his face slowly became blurred and then gradually returned to normal, and finally the corner of his mouth outlined an irrelevant curve.

“Maybe I'm not a qualified suicide intervention operator, but those I helped, they did treat me like the last trustworthy friend of their lives.” The man's coat was completely dyed red, and his blood-red face was constantly changing: “I realized that only after I died, I had so much hope in myself. ”