"I just arrived. ┡WWW.Ke Wai Shu.ORG [Fiction reading network]" Fang Ze walked into the house with the jujube cake and said to Chen Qin, "Your nephew bought you a very famous one. The jujube cakes in the store, I was afraid that they would be scattered by mail, so I brought them."

"Come in." Chen Qin glanced at Fang Ze alone, and let Fang Ze come in.

"Since Chen, you have come to my place, I will take you to some of the more famous snacks here in a few days." Fang Ze walked in while talking.

After entering the house, Fang Ze glanced around the house, which was about 100 square meters, but did not find the three demolition offices of Huskies, Samoyed, and Alaska that Chen Qin raised.

Chen Qin is a dog-loving person. This can be seen from the last time I saw her at the resort where she led her three demolition offices.

So Fang Ze believed that if Chen Qin came here to live alone, he would definitely lead the three dogs.

But now Fang Ze can see the traces of the three dogs' lives, and the dog bowl can see them, but the three dogs are gone.

"Sister Chen, where's your house's demolition office?" Fang Ze asked.

"Give it away." Chen Qin replied nonchalantly, as if it were a very common thing.

"Don't want to raise it?" Fang Ze asked as he put down the jujube cake.

Because he was afraid that Chen Qin would not like to meet strangers, Fang Ze didn't let Lockhart come with him. Instead, he let him stay on the bench downstairs and read. Anyway, this distance would not exceed a hundred meters."

"No, because I can't raise it," Chen Qin said, "So I can only give it away?"

Can't raise it?

Before Fang Ze understood Chen Qin's words, he saw Chen Qin reach out and take a piece of jujube mud cake and feed it into his mouth.

"When did the shop selling jujube cakes on the opposite street also become famous." Chen Qin apparently found out where the jujube cakes were made.

"Maybe it just tastes a little bit like it. You know that there are some well-known shops now, and the food they make is actually no different from ordinary shops." Fang Ze continued to lie.

"Oh." Chen Qin pointed to the bag where Fang Ze contained the jujube cakes and asked, "Then why is the shop name on the used packaging bag the same?"

"amount.Fang Ze slapped his head, remembering that he had forgotten to change the packaging.

"It's Chen Jian who asked you to see me, afraid that something will happen to me." Chen Qin said, sitting on the sofa, then looking at Fang Ze and said, "You tell him, I don't need to worry about him anymore."

"Don't you think about it anymore." Fang Ze felt that Chen Qin's current state was very wrong.

"You know, sometimes it's really difficult to live," Chen Qin said to Fang Ze.

"But if you are not there, your family and friends should be very sad." Fang Ze said quickly.

"If it weren't for them, I might have chosen to leave this world long ago." Chen Qin sat on the sofa and said faintly, "I also want to love in the past, and I also want to work hard to accept this world in the past. But really not. Eating seems to be a task, breathing is just a habit. The reason why I still work hard in this world is just because I don’t want to disappoint those who love me."

"After suffering from depression, suffering from depression, for a long time, I think I am living two completely different lives, one who is always afraid of others. I am afraid that people will see me as I am, and Not everyone thinks I am: a gentle woman who likes to keep pets. I am actually not perfect. Under my smile is struggle, under my light is darkness, and under my personality lies a deeper level. pain."

"Some people are afraid that others don’t like him, some may be afraid of heights, and some may be afraid of death. But for me, a large part of my life is afraid of myself. I am afraid of the truth, I am afraid of honesty, I am afraid Fragility, this fear makes me feel like I was forced to a corner with only one way out."

Chen Qin slowly said what was in his heart word by word, but this made Fang Ze more and more frightened.

Many people with depression look like normal people on the surface, and some are even very outgoing.But this is not the real self, this is just the appearance of their efforts to disguise.

Depressed patients will not easily show their true self to other people, and basically they will not speak their hearts to others.

This is why they live so painfully.

If a depressed patient is willing to share her heart with others, either her depression has shown signs of improvement, or it means that she really can't hold on anymore.

"Chen Qin." Fang Ze exclaimed, "Listen, if you feel that you are too tired to live, you can actually live less hard. You don't have to give others a better impression. . Just like being in the darkness, you don’t have to find an exit from here. If you’re too tired, just rest in the darkness. This is better than even the darkness.”

"You and my psychiatrist said the same thing." Chen Qin said with a sudden smile.

"Because as an outsider, we can only say this. We have never had depression and we can't understand your heart."

"Inner? Every depression patient is a contradictory individual. Every day, it seems that two villains are fighting in their heads. You can only get a moment of rest when they are tired." Chen Qin pointed to his head and said. .

Fang Ze saw that Chen Qin seemed to be better now, and then continued, "Then you are taking a short break now?"

"No, I am going to rest forever." Chen Qin leaned his head back, lying on the sofa in a big letter.

Looking at Chen Qin's current state, Fang Ze felt more uneasy.

She stood up, and as she stepped forward, she opened the sight of Athena to observe her surroundings, and asked Chen Qin, "Why do you say that."

"Because I am dying. I can't stand it anymore and live like this again. If people really have reincarnations, then I hope I can live well in the next life."

While Chen Qin was speaking, Fang Ze suddenly saw a bottle scattered on the ground.

A green bottle.

Fang Ze squatted down and picked up the bottle. He saw the label on the outside of the bottle, which was nearly empty, and his whole person instantly seemed to have fallen into an ice cave.

Because the bottle says: Paraquat!

Throwing the bottle on the ground as if bitten by a snake, Fang Ze turned around and looked at Chen Qin who was still lying there with a smile on his face. He asked in horror, "How much did you drink?"

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