Unexpectedly, Yan Xiaobing would do this suddenly. He only said that he wanted to deal with his own Mu Yu. He suddenly flew with his guts, kicked his feet, struggling desperately, and made a vague "umhhhh" sound in his mouth.

"Soldier, what are you doing? You can't be rude to Miss Mu!"

Yan Xiaobing threw Mu Yu onto the balcony, rushed back to the house in a flash, rushed to the old lady Yan, shook his hands and exclaimed, "Mother, what's wrong with your eyes?"

"Soldier, son."

"Mother, I am here!" Yan Xiaobing hurriedly grabbed her mother's groping hand in the air.

"My son, my mother has finally waited for you," the old lady Yan followed her son's hand and touched it up until she touched her son's face, and then wept bitterly. "My mother thought I would never see you again in this life. "

Only to realize that his mother was blinded by crying for herself, Yan Xiaobing plopped and knelt in front of her mother, slapped herself in the face and cried: "My son is not filial, and my son can't help your old man."

Feeling that her son was a bit shorter, and heard the "papa" slap in the face, the tearful old lady Yan also knelt down immediately, touching her son's hand and shaking her head repeatedly: "Although my mother has never been to school, But the principle of “don’t teach the father’s fault” is still clear. After your father died, the mother did not fulfill her responsibility to teach you well, so all these mistakes are the mother’s fault, and all the evil consequences should be borne by the mother. Blindness is the retribution my mother deserves."

"No, mother, it's not your fault, none of this has anything to do with you! Since the accident in our family, you have urged me dozens of times to let go of the resentment in my heart and persuade me to be kind to others. This retribution should not be on you. , I am too obsessed to listen to you, I can’t let go of resentment and be kind!"

Yan Xiaobing burst into tears, "Mother, I really want to listen to your advice, but every rainy night, as long as I close my eyes, I will dream of Yingzi and Xiaobao, and my father, dreaming of them. I’m all struggling with the heat. Every time I wake up, my heart hurts like being shot through by a ten thousand arrow. The pain makes me unable to control myself!"

"Miss Mu," he who was still kneeling, suddenly turned around and looked at the balcony sadly, "Actually, I really didn't intend to pry the manhole cover to harm people, but when it rained, I couldn't control my mind. , I will be full of hatred towards the people around me, and I want to set a fire to burn them all to let them taste the pain my wife and children have suffered. In the past few years, in order to control my own mind, whenever it rained, I All kinds of self-masturbation will use the pain they have suffered to reduce their hatred of others."

"But then he couldn't control his behavior, and he began to have a tendency to hurt others," Mrs. Yan interjected in a painful voice. "So whenever it rains, I ask him to go back to his hometown in the country and take him with a rope. Bund up. Every time I look at him banging his head in pain, my motherhood is like being torn apart, and I can’t wait to ask God to transfer all his suffering to my old woman. But no matter what Why do I beg God, God ignored me. Later, he lost his mind completely, and went out to pry the manhole cover every rainy day like a demon. He would be very excited when hurting people, but afterwards he would go out again. He will be particularly self-blaming and will use more ruthless means to hurt himself. Only in this way can he feel more comfortable in his heart. I know all these things, but besides my heartache, besides persuading him, I really can’t bear to expose him. When the police caught him, he had no way to survive. I'm just such a relative. After all, it is my old lady's fault that the soldier will go to this day!"

"Mother! I really don't blame you! Blame me! Blame me!" Yan Xiaobing cried again and confessed to his mother.

"Soldier!" The old lady Yan hugged her son, and the mother and son cried.

Mu Yu, who was lying on the balcony, was still awkward. After hearing this conversation between their mother and son, he realized the struggle and pain in Yan Xiaobing's heart. He also knew that he would not hurt himself, and his sympathy and compassion instantly replaced him. A sense of fear.But for Yan Xiaobing's way of meeting his mother in this way, she was very puzzled. However, her mouth was sealed and she couldn't ask anything. She could only cry with them silently, waiting for them to calm down before understanding.

After a while, the crying in the living room became quieter.

"Mother, I will be your son in my next life. I promise that I won't be like this again in my next life, and I won't make you worry about me like this again, and I will be filial to your old man."

"Mother looks to you, mother believes in you."

"At that time, I will let Yingzi give you a fat grandson, and let him call you grandma all day long."

"Eh! Good! Good! Great!" The old lady Yan wiped her tears, with a pleased smile on her face.

"Mother! I took you here because I wanted to...I thought..." Yan Xiaobing's voice trembled suddenly, and he burst into tears, kowtowing his head desperately, "Mother, I'm sorry, my son is sorry for you, but my son is really worried about leaving you alone. In the world..."

day!What is he going to do?!

Mu Yu who heard the lingo was shocked.

The old lady Yan sighed deeply, but her face was calm, obviously not surprised by what her son was about to do.

"Bing, my mother is willing to go with you to meet Yingzi and Xiaobao."

"Mother, I..."

"Mother knows, if there was no mother, you would have gone to see them. In fact, mother has been looking forward to this day for a long time. Don't say anything, go and prepare."

"Mother!" The two mothers cried again.

Mu Yu, who secretly knew badly, was worried again, shaking his head desperately, struggling, but was treated as air by the mother and son.

"Mother, you are sitting here, I will prepare now." After a while, Yan Xiaobing wiped away his tears, helped his mother onto the sofa, and turned around and entered the room.

Soon, Yan Xiaobing took two eiderdown quilts from the room and put them next to his mother. Then he ran into the kitchen, took out a bucket of gasoline from the cabinet, poured half of it on the sofa and the eiderdown quilt, and the remaining half was up. On myself and my mother.

"Mmm, mum..." The smell of gasoline choking nose irritated Mu Yu with fear, but her hands and feet were tied up, and her mouth was sealed, she could only do it in a hurry.

Here, Yan Xiaobing put the oil drum aside, ignoring the murmur of slowly approaching, while tidying up the collar for his mother, he asked softly: "Mother, are you afraid?"

Mrs. Yan smiled and shook her head: "I will see Xiaobao soon, mother is looking forward to it."

"Mother, I'm sorry..."

"Bing, my mother doesn't like to hear you say'I'm sorry' the most. You've always been a good son of my mother. You have been in the past, and you will be in the future. In this life, and in the next life."

"Mother!" Yan Xiaobing's eyes came out again.

"Don’t grind, send Miss Mu out quickly, don’t scare the little girl. Although my mother has never seen her, she often hears Miss Jiang mention her, knowing that she is just as kind-hearted as Miss Jiang. Good girl. God bless, good people will be rewarded, and they will be safe for life."

After Yan Xiaobing was detained, Jiang Wenwen couldn't worry about Mrs. Yan, and tried a way to get Mrs. Yan from the village to the city's orphanage to take care of her.For this reason, Yan Xiaobing couldn't find his mother after escaping from the detention center, so he had to wait for an opportunity to hold Mu Yu to replace his mother.Of course, these were only known to Mu Yu later.

"it is good."

Yan Xiaobing turned around and walked to Mu Yu's side, bowed very solemnly to her and said sorry, then cut the packing rope on her feet with a knife and gently lifted her up.

"Uh, uh." She shook her head desperately, not leaving his footsteps, and snarling her lips, motioning for him to tear off the tape.

Yan Xiaobing understood what she meant, and smiled gratefully: "Miss Mu, I know you want to persuade us not to do stupid things, but my mother and I have made up our minds. Please don’t persuade us. There are seeds in our hometown. It is said that if a family dies in the same accident, they can be reunited in the underworld. My mother and I miss my family Yingzi and Xiaobao very much. If our family can really reunite underground, then death is a relief for us. , Is our most yearning destination. Miss Mu, I will send you off..."

"This is a superstitious statement! Don't be stupid!" Mu Yu broke the tape and hurriedly dissuaded him.

"Miss Mu, thank you for your kindness, but the matter is over, even if I am not dead, I can't escape..."

"If the hospital detects that you have a history of mental illness, you will not be held liable. I will help you contact the hospital for treatment at that time, and after the cure..."

Yan Xiaobing interrupted her with a wry smile: "I have a serious sin. Even if the doctor can cure me, even if I won't harm people in the future, I can't forget the bad things I have done before. I don't want to live in deep guilt for a lifetime. In the midst of pain and suffering, it’s too tiring to deceive others and hurt yourself.

"But Aunt Yan is innocent! You have no right to end her life!" Knowing that he is a dutiful son, Mu Yu tried to prevent him from committing suicide in this regard.

"Miss Mu, I would like to meet Yingzi and Xiaobao with Bingzi."

Yan Xiaobing clasped his mother's hand and looked at Mu Yu: "Miss Mu, now everyone knows that I am prying the manhole cover to harm people. No one can guarantee that the families of the victims will come to me. My mother takes revenge. My mother is already a dying old man. I can't let her suffer any more crimes. I want to protect her."

"No! I promise that it won't hurt you and your mother, I'll pack the ticket! I..."

"Miss Mu, don't persuade our mothers anymore. We have already made up our minds. Soldiers, send Miss Mu out."

"Eh, okay." Yan Xiaobing turned to Mu Yu and said sincerely, "Miss Mu, the reason why I spent so much time tying you up to replace my mother actually has another purpose: I know that you are a good man and a policeman (he Treat people who work in the public security system as police officers). I want you to know about me. I will use my incident as a case to warn and persuade those who have been hurt. I hope they will not follow in my footsteps."

While speaking, he had forcibly dragged Mu Yu to the door and bowed again before speaking, "Miss Mu, please apologize to those injured by me, I am sorry for them; in addition, If the house can still be sold after my death, please donate the money from the house to charity; please tell Wenwen and the neighbors in the community, thank them for their continuous care and care, I have failed They. Actually, I don’t hate them anymore. I just can’t resist my own demons and can’t let go of the fire that destroyed my house. Miss Mu, cherish it.”

"Brother Xiaobing..."

Before Mu Yu's words came out, the person was pushed outside the door. When she turned around, the door closed with a "bang", and then there was a "click" to lock the door...