Mu Yu, who was standing on the bed, didn't expect that he would come in so soon, and he was stunned for a while, staring at him in a daze.

Tousled hair, bloodshot eyes, pale eyes...

Inexplicably strange.

It seems that I haven't seen him for a long time.

"Small words..."

After a while, he made a difficult noise in his throat.

The voice was extremely dumb, which was far different from his once thick and round voice.

Suddenly, her tears flowed down.

"Xiaoyu, what's wrong with you?"

He hurried forward quickly.

But when he approached her, he suddenly stopped, a little at a loss.

He was uncertain whether she would not see him.

"Ahuan..." She sobbed and called his name.

"In the!"

He stepped forward again, but still did not dare to get too close to her.

"Sorry."

She lowered her eyes and sobbed.

"Small words."

"Sorry."

His hands froze in the air, and he closed his eyes and sighed: "Have you decided?"

She knew what he meant and shook her head at him with tears.

It's just that he closed his eyes and didn't see her movement.

After waiting for a few seconds, without hearing her answer, he sighed deeply, then slowly opened his eyes and turned around.

After only two steps, he suddenly turned around, stepped forward quickly, and hugged her tightly in his arms.

"I don't allow you to leave me! I can't live without you!"

He seemed to rub her into his body, his hoarse voice entangled with incomparable pain, "Small words, I really can't live without you! Don't leave me, okay?"

The sound of his begging tore her heart, and she couldn't help crying.

"Xiaoyu, I love you!"

"me too."

Qin Jinhuan suddenly let go of his hand and looked at her incredulously: "You, what did you just say?"

"Sorry."

"No! Not this sentence! It's..."

"I'm sorry. Ahuan, I'm sorry." She plunged into his arms and cried loudly.

He was startled for a moment, and then he realized that the "sorry" she said should have a different meaning from what he thought, but because she didn't say it clearly, he didn't dare to express joy, so he could only hug her lightly , Wait until she finishes venting.

After a long time, she was tired from crying, and her body slowly softened in his arms.

He hurriedly carried her to the bed, who was exhausted.

"Ahuan!"

When he put her down, she refused to lie down, but sat there, and quickly grabbed his hand and looked at him with tears in her eyes.

"I'm here."

He hurriedly bent down and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes for her. The hoarse voice was as gentle as the movement.

"Do you blame me?"

"Blame you?" He shook his head, "How could I blame you?"

"I wronged you these days."

"Don't feel wronged. As long as you are fine."

The tears that Mu Yu had stopped immediately came out again: "I feel really very, very uncomfortable in my heart."

"I know. Not only you are uncomfortable, everyone's feelings are very complicated." Qin Jinhuan seemed a little cautious, "Although what he did caused great trouble to Qingtian, I didn't think of him to die that day. I firmly forbid you to cooperate with Yin Xiaotian in acting, because I am worried that her uncontrollable moment will really hurt you..."

"I understand, I understand," she cried and covered his mouth, "I actually thought a lot about the days when I was guarding Sister Xiaotian, but because I didn't know how to explain my inner thoughts, so I I’ve never dared to face you properly. Ahuan, I think this might be his best destination for Brother Yihan. But I can’t help but feel uncomfortable in my heart. I will never forget him because he is The great man in my life. He who used to be decorated with my dreams of happiness for the future when I was young. After Sister Xiao Tian appeared, my illusion about Yihan was cut off, and I sealed this beauty in my memories. , I slowly distanced myself from Yihan. Later, I met you. Did you know? The feeling of being with you and with Yihan is completely different."

Qin Jinhuan did not respond to her words, just looked at her, listened carefully, and waited for her to speak.

"With Brother Yihan, I am always very careful. No matter what I say or do, I will think twice. I always want to show him the best of myself because he is here. The image in my heart is too perfect. I'm always afraid that I'm not worthy to stand with him. You certainly don't believe me. No matter what he says, I almost never refute it. No, to be precise, I never questioned it. However, I always think that what he says and does is always right. I admire him that way, and that I have been so worshipping for so many years. Wenwen asked me if I love Yihan brother? Grandpa also asked this question today. They Maybe I think I love Brother Yihan. In fact, I have always thought that I love Brother Yihan. If there is no revenge, there is no sister Xiao Tian, ​​without you, if Brother Yihan accepted me, I will be with him. Now, I will also think that I really love him very much, but I will be with you later.

"The feeling of being with you is really different from the feeling of being with Brother Yihan. I will be stunned and quarrel with you, willful, and will be jealous. If you are by my side, I will think you are long-winded, and if you are not by my side, I I will miss you extraordinarily. I like being tired and crooked with you. I also like that you look at you secretly when you work overtime in the bedroom at night, prank you when you are in a good mood, and vent you when you are in a bad mood. You are in the eyes of others He is the chief executive of a large company, and in my heart it is just my husband, an ordinary person like me. You are also capable and courageous, and I also think you are amazing in my heart, and I am proud of you in my heart, but this It is completely different from my awe of Yihan, I adore him, I regard worship as infatuation, people around me mistakenly think I love him, even I think I love him.

"After I was with you, I slowly realized that the love between me and Yihan was not love. But when I heard that the person Yihan loved was actually me, I was totally confused. Because of Yihan brother My feelings have always been a regret in my heart, although it is past tense. I am also full of regret, because I really don’t want to believe that my brother is a murderer in front of me. If time can flow back to my heart, my thoughts are also included. When I was brother, I would not be so dull. I would be keenly aware of Yihan’s mistakes, and tried my best to discourage him from revenge with a self-destructive nature. I really don’t want the regrets of my youth to end in this way, I I hope it will never end, and let me keep this beauty in my heart forever."

After saying so much in one breath, Mu Yu sighed again, "Am I incoherent? During this time, my mind is as messy as my heart, so messy that I can't always find accurate words to express. "

"I know what you are talking about, I understand." Qin Jinhuan gently cupped her face, and there was brilliance in her absent eyes.

For him, nothing else matters, only one sentence is important: She loves him.

And she didn't blame him for Xin Yihan's death, which was enough to make him happy.

"From another perspective, you and Yihan and Xiao Tian are all victims. Xiaobing's family, KiKi and her father, Feng and Qiqi, and many others, they are all victims. Zhou Yitong and Xiao Yuran Maybe you can count as a victim."

"Not only them, but also a little long thought."

"Where is Xiao Changnian?" Mu Yu then remembered Xiao Changnian, and immediately pushed him away.

"Don't worry, I arranged someone to take care of him."

"Did he cry these days?"

"No, he was crying and quiet."

Only then did Mu Yu feel relieved, and sighed again: "Poor child, he has no parents at such a young age."

"Aren't we still there?"

Qin Jinhuan was extremely nervous when he was called into the ward by his grandfather. He thought that Mu Yu would say something unfeeling to him, but he didn't expect such a big turning point after coming in.

At this moment, he was ecstatic and heard her mention Ling Changnian. Even though he was not willing to raise this child in his heart, he still pretended to be happy.

She is currently emotionally unstable and in a bad state, she must coax, and he is willing to coax.

"Ahuan."

"Ok?"

"Lie down with me for a while."

"Tired?" Qin Jinhuan hurried forward to help her lie down.

"I want to lie next to you."

"it is good."

Qin Jinhuan immediately sat down next to her against the back of the bed, then gently hugged her over, stretched out his arms, and let her lie down half leaning against his arms.

"A Huan, am I particularly annoying these days?"

"No."

"Don't coax me, I know my own. It's over and over again, it's uncertain and moody."

"It's mainly because you have experienced too many things during this period."

"We will be happy. Will we?" She touched the phone beside the bed.

There was a message Ling Xiaodong sent to her when she was about to die: "Xiaoyu, cherish the moment! Be happy!"

She will keep this information forever, just as she will always remember her brother Yihan and the blessings that brother Yihan gave her.

It’s just that no one will ever know that there is an unsent message in Ling Xiaodong’s cell phone that was blown to pieces: "Xiaoyu, I hope I can hold your hand in the next life. I love you."

"I will do my best to make you happy." Qin Jinhuan turned sideways, lowered his head, and gently kissed her forehead.

Xin Yihan was originally a knot of his heart, but now the knot has been untied, although he goes around, his favorite woman will always stay with him, for him, this is enough.

Even if Mu Yu didn't see his heart clearly, he still had the patience to wait, after all, the rest of his life was still long.

In fact, he never mentioned the divorce from the beginning to the end. It was the grandfather who said it to test Mu Yu's heart. He mentioned it to him before, and he firmly opposed it because he was afraid that Mu Yu would really separate from him. .

So just now when Grandpa went out and told him that he had already said this to Mu Yu, he was so nervous when he heard Mu Yu tell him to go in. He had never been so worried when facing a strong opponent.

"Can we and Xiao Changnian become a happy family of three?"

These words made Qin Jinhuan stunned for a while, fearing that she would be unhappy, and immediately responded: "Definitely!"

"I want to see Nian'er."

"Your body is too weak now. When you take care of your body, you can see him every day."

"I'm fine."

"The face is so bad, how about it?"

"I just..." Mu Yu's gaze suddenly fell on Qin Jinhuan's haggard face, and for a moment he stroked his face distressedly, "Also say me, your face is not much better. You, totally I was dragged down."

"I'm willing to be dragged down by you. I'm afraid you won't drag me down." He covered her hand.

"Are you a masochist?"

"If you like to abuse you, you can only abuse it."

Mu Yu said a word warmly, but her mood still didn't get better, she couldn't laugh, she just leaned in his arms.

Knowing that she still needs time to get out of her inner dilemma, he didn't say much, just touched her hand, clasped her fingers, and hugged her quietly.

Outside the window, there was heavy snow and the cold wind, but people did not curl up in the house because of the cold, but happily shuttled through the shopping malls and shops on the streets and alleys.

Red lanterns are hung at the entrances of the malls, and the lively Spring Festival is approaching.

It seems that the severe winter is about to pass, and the warm spring is in my eyes...