Me, Sophia Ascarte, squeezed her hand tightly and exhaled heavily to dispel some anxiety.

I was the one who convinced my father to 'go to the tea party'.

I didn't mean to be forced, I meant to be ready.

Yet tonight, when I withheld the tea party tomorrow, I was already feeling like I was going to screw it up.

My chest shook my hand on purpose thinking about tomorrow.

I'm afraid of strange gazes directed at me from others.

I'm afraid of malicious words that can be thrown at me.

The horror I've felt ever since I got my heart set on it swells up a lot before my first tea party and torments me.

I can't really sleep in my bed trying to fall asleep without thinking about it anymore.

I remember some lovely stories I read recently, in order to go back and forth in bed and forget how scared I felt.

Tell me about your favorite novel...

Thinking of Princess Emerald and Sophia's story, I've been a little utter.

When I thought I might be able to sleep with this, I floated with the word 'cursed child' and scornful eyes I used to say on the go... my fear was about to swell again. At that time,

"It's okay."

I had a very sweet voice.

That was a woman's voice, kind of a very nostalgic voice.

"It's okay."

The voice of a woman heard from nowhere was very comfortable, and as I listened, my body warmed up as if wrapped in fluffy cotton.

A gentle, nostalgic voice heard from nowhere.

Who are you? That's what I wanted to ask, but I can't ask questions, and I get invited all the time into a very comfortable sleep.

"It's okay. I'm sure - because I can see you"

I could barely hear the last word a woman said when I fell asleep.

But I kind of felt very happy.

The next morning, on the day of the Tea Party, I woke up very neat.

Last night, it seemed like a lie that I was so sleepless and scared.

I felt like someone called me 'okay' before I fell asleep, but it was probably a dream when I asked my maid if she knew.

But thanks to that dream, I got a little courage.

"All right! Good luck"

Squeeze like that and hold your own hand.

I had breakfast and then asked my maid to help me with my assignment, and I headed to my first tea party with my brother.

And I met that girl who would change my destiny dramatically.