My Twin Sister Was Taken as a Miko and I Was Thrown Away but I’m Probably the Miko

"Why, why!

"Let me out!

"Who do you think I am!

How can I fit such an eye? Even though I'm special. I raised my voice from that thought over and over again. I'm special, and I'm loved by the world, so somebody's gonna help me right away. That's what I assumed.

Yet I sit on the cold ground. I've never been in a place like this before. If I wanted to, I got anything. I was the first to give good things to everyone. I was born a civilian, special, a princess.

Because I'm special, it's natural for everyone to be nice to me.

- Yet everyone is looking at me with cold eyes. The only thing that really makes me hungry is leftovers.

Even though I'm special. - No, maybe I'm not special?

Even though I am loved and deserved. - No, maybe I'm loved and not deserved?

I became more and more anxious about the possibility that I had never thought about before. It may not be normal for you to think of it as "normal” until now - it scared me to think so. I didn't want to believe what I had in mind because I got scared, and I raised my voice. As I say to myself, 'I am a divine son!'.

But the more I raised my voice, the colder they were looking at me like I'd never been directed.

Those eyes were horrible. There has never been such a cold thing in my eyes that is directed at me. I was special and it was natural to be nice to me all. But ——— its commonplace is about to be overshadowed.

How can I be so right in the eye?

- Could I possibly end my life here, as I am?

My body shivers all the time.

The mysterious clothes that were given as ”Divine Sons” are also completely stained because they haven't been allowed to change all the time.

I..., until now, I thought I was different from the other humans. I'm just one, I'm the only one, and the others say that it's normal for me to fu. 'Cause everyone said so! But no matter how much I don't want to admit it and I'm dizzy, I'm in the same position as the others who thought I was a lot of other people right now - no, thinking I could be captured and die like this, maybe that means I don't want to believe in the lower position than that, but I've become.

"... neither do I."

Yeah, I, too, realized it was with a bunch of other people who thought it was a lot of other people.

At that moment, I lost more power. I stopped whimpering.

Sit back and think about myself.

I was so special that I thought I could say anything.

- But I'm not special.

No one else was allowed to behave like me around me. I've been forgiven, even if no one else has. I was never pissed off by anyone. The people around me were pissed. If I didn't like it, the people I was trying to force to do what I didn't like were gone from around me. For me, that was natural. I thought I was allowed to do that because I was special, nothing else.

But I wasn't as special as I thought I was myself.

I realized that. I've never been caught like this in a situation where I could possibly die.

I've always lived in affirmation. He was affirming everything I would do.

That's the first time I've been denied. No, it's not the first time I think about it well. I feel like the people who were denying me were doing something about it that was affirming me. - No one here affirms me right now. No one can do anything about anyone who denies me.

"... I was blessed"

For the first time, I realized that the environment I took for granted was a blessing. I had a normal life to be affirmed. But I didn't think being denied was this shocking. - And for the first time then, I remembered an array that had always been denied in the village where I was born and raised.

Arre, my parents couldn't get close to my side. My friends around me were also reluctant to deal with you and me. So I don't know you very well. Engagement was almost nil. But I know he lived in my parents' house and was denied it from around him. I don't know his name. I may have heard it from my parents, but I can't remember. I think Arre, that kid and his parents used to go.

Speaking of which, where did I go, though I would have been gone if I had noticed? Something I never cared about before makes me head over.

What are the people who dislike me and are gone from my side now? I think about things I've never thought about before.

- The only thing I could do was keep thinking like that all the time, with myself being captured.

And then a few days later, I will be free from my captivity.

- - My sister's consciousness.

(Maybe the sister of a divine girl finally realizes. What happens to my sister after I become aware of it)