My Twin Sister Was Taken as a Miko and I Was Thrown Away but I’m Probably the Miko
Girl and Ethnicity 7
When I heard the bloodshed had happened, my head turned bright white. I don't know what actually happened because I haven't seen it in person. Mr. Dong told me not to go to that crime scene because it would be dangerous. I had a desire to jump out, but I put up with it because if I did that, the village would be bothered again.
Will Mr. Roma be all right, and what does it mean that a bloodshed has occurred? I get anxiety. - If my words could have been passed on more to Mr. Roma, wouldn't Mr. Roma have even popped up? If I had more persuasive powers, if I had convinced Mr. Roma.
Seefo told me if I leaked pompously what I was thinking that way.
"Hihihihi-n (you don't have to put yourself up to it)"
That's how he pushes his nose tip to comfort me.
"Hihihihi-han, hihihi-han (whoever persuaded you, you might not have stopped)"
That's how Seafo tells me.
No one's persuasion may have stopped Mr. Roma. But —— if I could have stood around better, I might not have been able to get Mr. Roma to jump out to those people.
I have a lot of different parts than everyone else. - No, I've never really thought about pain or anything like that before.
When I was in the village where I was born and raised, I didn't have that much interest in my surroundings.
I reached the village of the Beast Man and met the Elves, but they were all gentle and ”different” and I never felt painful.
But now, I feel different, painful.
"... you're not like everyone else, it's painful"
But I would have starved to death if I hadn't had a different part from everyone else. And he would have died soon. And everyone told me that the status quo was preserved because I had this kind of power. He said maybe if it weren't for that different part, we'd all be dead.
Thinking about it, I have a different power than everyone else. Regardless of whether it's a godson or not, I think it's a pleasure to have that power. - But I feel so different from everyone else that I feel indescribable chest pain.
"- It's hard to get involved with people."
I never felt this kind of difficulty in a village where I was born and raised. I was just alive, and I didn't even take care of anyone. But I realize once again that it's hard to face people and hang out with people. There are people who have all sorts of ideas. My wish is that we should all just spend some time together, and I want to create a place where we can all feel safe, but that's hard. - Laugh at each other. Sometimes you stop laughing at each other. Sometimes I can't walk with you no matter how many words you say.
I realize that.
I get anxious about what happened at Mr. Roma and those people's place, I just take it to Seafo to say something to Seafo. I was very anxious. However, as a hunch, I didn't think Mr. Roma would ever come back.
- And the hunch was right.
This is what I heard from one of those cat beasts who was headed for those people.
Mr. Roma got along with those people and headed to them. And they lived laughing at each other with people they were close to. But in this village where we live, if we just planted crops and looked after them in moderation, it worked, if we went looking for food, if we found them well, if we encountered demons to the extent that we could defeat them, and it worked, but it didn't work out that way in those villages. It seems that Mr. Roma took the seeds from this village and planted them to snub the hunger. But he said that didn't grow up well. Though in the same environment, he said that even though he grew up in our village, he didn't grow up where they were.
And what was normal in our village was not normal under those people. "It's still not the same with or without Lernda," said Lan, who was listening with me, although I was surprised at how different I was...
People were coming from a village that was doing well, and this seemed to make me feel like I might be able to do well in this place, but I'm not good at what I do. Apparently it was one of those people who were trying to capture us when we headed to the negotiations that made us numb about it. They said they killed Mr. Roma for such uselessness. - And those who did that were murdered by people of conscience.... and those people say they desperately apologize that Mr. Roma has been murdered. I need to apologize for this.
I first heard the story as unrealistic. - It was a shock to me that Mr. Roma died.
Then Mr. Dong and his adults kept talking about them, but they weren't coming into my head.
- - Girl and Ethnicity 7.
(Maybe the divine girl hears the sad news and brightens her head)