I, Alice, was unhappy while spending time in Master Ninaev's mansion.

Because I didn't just want to get involved with the people in the mansion —— no, I wanted to get involved with the people out there more. Because that's what I want to return all sorts of things to those I've annoyed.

But Ninaev won't let me out.

Master Ninaev, who doesn't let me out for various reasons, probably doesn't want me out of the mansion. If so, I wonder why that is.

I... even though I'm trying to listen to Mr. Ninaev properly and keep him from moving on his own.

"... I wonder if Ninaev still doesn't believe me"

That makes me just a little depressed.

But with my head, I knew it couldn't have been that easy for me to believe that I lived that much on my own and that I wouldn't have realized what I was doing if I hadn't been in that situation. But when I'm sad, I feel a little bit.

... sad, lonely, I never felt those emotions until Lady Ninaev took them away. Everyone believed in me, and it was only natural to have everyone on my side. But my sister —— when I think about Lernda, maybe Lernda has always felt this kind of emotion that I'm feeling now. I never thought about it back then... but there was no one on Lernda's side. Although I was allowed to dress beautifully, Lernda always wore worn out clothes. If it's twins, then my birthday is supposed to be Lernda's, but everyone in the village, including my parents, didn't celebrate Lernda just me.

When I think of it, it's natural that I can't get Master Ninaev to believe me right now, and I think it's natural that I feel sad or lonely or something like that if I just feel negative emotions that I've never felt before.

But the fact that I can't get out of this mansion has been hard on me, for all the trouble I've caused, that I want to go around listening to everyone's favors.

There were those who spoke to me who were filled with conflicting feelings of wanting to follow Master Ninaev's words "I can't get it out yet" and wanting to get out.

The man was a man recently hired as a gardener in this mansion. He's a kind man who often gives me freshly taken fruit.

"If you want to go out so badly, why don't we take him out? Just a little out of town, that's all right."

They said it gently that way.

But I think.

Master Ninaev is protecting me. I did all that. I am like being able to live because I have Lady Ninaev, and I didn't think I could act against Lady Ninaev's will like that.

"No, without Master Ninaev's permission..."

"As long as I go outside for a bit, I'll be fine. But if I tell Ninaev, he'll laugh and forgive me."

That's how they say it, and they hold hands.

As it is, I may not be able to sprinkle Master Ninaev as long as I go outside for a little while and see the city for a little while. Gentle Ninaev might forgive me even if I did.

That, the possibility that it might, crosses my mind.

I wonder if I could just go outside like this.

But I knew it.

"Yeah, I don't want to go out until Master Ninaev gives me permission. So, I'm sorry. I'm glad you said you'd take me outside, but I'll see you next time."

That's what I said.

I still didn't think I wanted to go outside without waiting for Master Ninaev's permission. I also thought I didn't like being hated for failing to keep my word. That's why words.

I thought if I refused, the gentle gardener would let go.

But --,

"Oh, I'm bored already"

I was pulled as much as I wanted to keep my hand grabbed at the same time as I was thrown up with such a rambling word.

"Oh, hey, what are you doing! I would say I will not go!!

Why, I raise my voice in amazement at you for doing that. But the mouth was blocked by a big man's hand.

Why do you do this? I don't know.

Scary, I thought.

Terrible, I felt.

But I can hold it, but I can't do anything. Trying to resist doesn't beat the power of a man.

Why, why.

What will happen to me as it is?

When I was about to be crushed by such anxiety,

"What are you doing!!

I heard one of the samurai taking care of me that

At the same time that I hear this voice, the man who was about to hold me lets go of me. And thrust it. I slammed to the ground and I heard a man running away.

Ouch.

My body hurts like a bump when I'm thrust and hit hard.

I lost consciousness as it was from pain and shock.

- With my sister, an event.

(The divine girl's sister was taking a new step under the princess. One thing happened to my sister like that)