I returned from a walk with Frene and Raimer and quickly headed to Mr. Run.
"Mr. Run."
Mr. Lan was with Mr. Dong and Mr. Sileva when I spoke to Mr. Lan. Three eyes pointed this way.
"Well, Lernda. What's the matter with you?
Mr. Lan is smiling gently at me.
I don't think I like Mr. Lang's gentle smile every time I see him laugh.
"You know... I, Mr. Ilum, want to face it right"
If I tell you so, Mr. Don and Mr. Sileva will look surprised as well, not just Mr. Lang. He didn't think I was going to say anything like this.
"Lernda. That cleric believes in Lernda. He's a man who doesn't know what action to take on the grounds of faith. That's why you decided to conditionally stay in this village, right?
"Yeah.... but watching the Phytos and I wanted to face it right, I thought"
"Look at the Phytos?
"Yeah.... Phyto is moving about the people of the nation properly. He told me he would never let me run wild."
Phyto is facing it right. I am properly confronted so as not to ramble them, who have special feelings for the existence of a Divine Son. But I'm just, I'm just running away.
I'm just turning away from the problem that I might run wild.
"I... am running away. I made up my mind to live as a godson. I've decided to use this power. So —— properly, I'll do my best to keep Mr. Ilum from taking any problematic action"
"... Lernda. If it doesn't work out in the worst case scenario, we may have to take their lives."
"Yeah. It's okay. Right, I know."
Right now, we're keeping Mr. Ilum and Mr. Shekhan out of the house because they threaten to cause problems. If we don't get it out there, there's only a minimum of problems in the first place. But it is also likely that there will be some problem in getting out and showing the village how it is. - If they mean to do something detrimental to this village, they may have to take their lives.
I know the truth.
Understood, I wanted to step out.
"... I will do everything in my power not to do so. When... I decide to be ready"
Accepting that he was a divine son, he decided to live as a divine son.
Now, it's just Mr. Ilum, but there are more people who are going to do the same. Then there's nothing I can do if I can't do one thing right.
Mr. Lan and his men thought for me and showed me the way not to face the hard feelings. He showed me the worst possibility, so that I wouldn't feel sad. As it is, if I do not confront Mr. Ilum properly, I may be happy for a while. But I don't even know how long that will last.
Now, this village is going well, but I don't know how long it will last. It is possible that the fact that we did not face each other like this and when something happened, the fact that we did not face each other appeared in the worst possible way.
Because I feel that way. So.
"... thanks for your concern. But it's okay. Really, I know. I want to face it. So annoying, I might call you. Besides, I need your help if it doesn't work. But... I want to face it"
Maybe this option of wanting to face me annoys everyone. It may not work. Because I don't even know how that thought of faith exists in Mr. Ilum. And he also said those sweet words that he wanted me to help him if it didn't work out.
But I wanted to face it.
I accidentally lowered my voice a little bit as I spoke. I drop my gaze down.
Would I be able to stop it, if I had thought of it that way, my big hand would have stroked my head. If I give you my gaze, Mr. Dong is gently stroking my head, and Mr. Sileva looks like he has no choice. And Mr. Lan, he gave me the words.
"Then I will not disagree. If Lernda makes a good decision, I will hold her back. If that's all you're up to, I'll help you make it work. Of course I can help you when things don't work out. Nevertheless…"
Mr. Lan looks at me, laughs and continues.
"Lernda, you've grown. I'm glad to see Lernda's growth on my side."
Laughing gently, Mr. Lan said he was happy to feel my growth on his side. To Mr. Lan's words, both Mr. Dong and Mr. Sileva chewed equally calmly, and I was just a little embarrassed by such a gaze.
- Girl and Faith 1
(The divine girl tells the ladies her determination)