Mr. Ilum is in tears. I'm crying a lot and I'm looking at me. But I know it's not sad or that kind of emotion. Are you impressed? I don't know what that means. It was something I didn't understand.
Mr. Ilum is crying when he looks at me. I had no idea how to react to Mr. Ilum like that.
Trouble, look at Mr. Lang and Mr. Dong.
They both looked indescribable just a little bit.
"Dear Lernda...... I am glad that Master Lernda has spoken to me. I'm glad that Master Lernda... broke my heart about me and thought about me properly... Master Lernda is... really, a wonderful Divine Son"
And Mr. Ilum is looking at me with a powerful eye.
I said I didn't trust Mr. Ilum. I said the feeling of faith is scary. Mr. Ilum said something might happen. Honestly, I thought Mr. Ilum would feel sad about those words. I was wondering if it would offend Mr. Ilum. But Ilum... he doesn't seem to care at all.
Ning Lo, all the words you received from me were in such an atmosphere that you thought it was a gift.
Mr. Ilum has received all my words because I am the Divine Son. If I had not been a divine son --, Mr. Ilum would not have received my words this way.
But in the first place, maybe I couldn't live in a village where I was born and raised unless I was a godson. I can't help but think about that or something in the first place. Me and Shinko are inseparable.
"Dear Lernda--, I feel honored to be at the extreme of just calling you names for many fears. Master Lernda is properly confronted with the position and power of God Son. I'm happy about that. As a relationship between the Divine Son and the Cleric, I believe that it is not just a relationship to snort at the word of the Divine Son and act as it wishes, but to properly confront and guide the Divine Son. I have a similar feeling about the Divine Son to faith, as the Divine Son says. For me, Master Lernda is equal to God."
Mr. Ilum's words are straightforward everywhere.
Straight eyes, straight words. Any word without falsehood moves my heart, too.
"Dear Lernda, I do have great feelings for Master Lernda. I hope that Master Lernda will grant my wish as much as possible if he asks me to. But I don't want to do anything that Lernda doesn't want to do. I don't want to do that as much as I would like to give this life to God if I were to light my sorrows in Lord Lernda's heart."
Yeah, well, in short, if you want to do something that's undesirable to me and I'm sad, you want to choose death from yourself? It's heavy. It's too heavy. Besides, I definitely don't like that. I can't believe you might try to die thinking about me... I have to tell you that if you're not careful what you do, you can't kill yourself if you mean Mr. Ilum might die.
With that in mind, I will continue to listen to Mr. Ilum.
"Therefore, it is also a pleasure for me for Master Lernda to confirm my actions. I don't want to do anything that Master Lernda doesn't want. And I'm not going to, but I'm human, too. Sometimes even what I thought was right is undesirable to Master Lernda. I lean closer to Master Lernda's heart and would like to understand her more than anyone else, because Master Lernda and I are different people. If I take any action, I will report it to Lernda as properly as he wishes. And if you behave in a way that would make you uncomfortable for Master Lernda with my actions, say so. I want to try not to do that, but I don't have enough confidence to say that I can really do that. Please, keep an eye on me and see what I do. I am happy with whatever Master Lernda gives me. Even if Lernda doesn't trust me, I'm really glad you faced me."
"... yeah. And, Mr. Ilum, you don't just kill yourself. Live for me, too."
"... Lady Lernda. Ok. I take this Ilum, Master Lernda's wish."
First of all, he was relieved that he wouldn't kill himself. Nevertheless, Mr. Ilum really cares about me. Though I'm honestly surprised at how that feels too heavy, I'm pretty sure you still care about me with different thoughts than Mr. Lang and the others.
I told him how I felt, Mr. Ilum took it, and Mr. Ilum was able to get out of the house. Shekhan, who is with Mr. Ilum, is supposed to have the same surveillance, but she seemed fine if she could stay with Mr. Ilum.
- With the girl, Faith 3.
(The Divine Son girl faced the cleric, who received the word of the Divine Son)