My younger siblings are so cute

"Because she thinks of who she used to be when she sees you. Then she blames herself..." Shota opened the can, and said, "You feel uncomfortable now. She was even more uncomfortable than you at that time, and you let For the first time, she felt the feeling in the heart of the person she blamed."

"I blame the person I am looking forward to most without knowing anything." Thinking of Ayase in CM last summer, Shota said with emotion, "But she has changed a lot now."

In order to be able to be with good friends, Ayase can even learn the lines in HGAME. She really worked a lot.

"But... those things..."

"You just need to know that those things are not her own."

Shota was unwilling to explain too much, but just said: "I have a different opinion from you. When I found Ayase went to buy those things, you saw the filth in her heart that you thought existed, and I saw her working hard for her friends. The kind of cuteness. In the same way, maybe you think your ideal Ayase is the most perfect, but in my eyes, this kind of a little stubborn, occasionally angry and reckless Ayase is the most real."

"..."

Shayaka didn't understand Shota's words, but maybe there was a misunderstanding inside.

"Can you calm down?"

"Ok."

"I hope you can learn more about Ayase in the future, instead of guessing about her based on a few photos and imagination in your heart. Instead, talk to her and get in touch with her. If you think the real Ayase can pass, Then you can also make friends with her. In fact, Ayase gets along well, as long as you don’t touch her thunder."

"I really can be friends with Ayase Carbon?"

"Ah, of course, but it is inevitable to apologize first."

After drinking the coffee, Xiangta took the pot with the remaining temperature in her hand, and said, "I know what I say you may not believe it. Then you should have more contact with her instead of doing such sneaky things. Remember, even if you feel disappointed, don’t blame her. Because she has always been her, you can’t blame her if she is not a fantasy in your heart.”

"I understand……"

Sha also nodded, then was silent for a while, and said, "What about you?"

"Ok?"

"Why do you want to tell me this? Obviously, just take it to the police station..."

"It's because of Ayase. Since it can be solved properly, I don't want this matter to leave a bad impression on her."

"Do you... like Ayase Carbon?"

Hearing this question, Shota was silent for a while and said, "I have a girlfriend. And I like her very much."

"But... I can see that Ayase Tan may really like you... Although you have various shortcomings, I think that those who are willing to talk to me about this will not be bad people..."

Before Shayaka had finished speaking, Shota patted her on the shoulder, pointed at the door of Ayase's house, and said, "She came out, go and apologize to her. You want to go to school too? Go back early after all this is done. Right."

When Shayaka saw Ayase in school uniform walking out, she didn't continue to speak, but ran over...

Hope it can be resolved smoothly, right?This is the only thing I can help.

Shota looked up at the dazzling sunlight, and a drowsiness slowly poured up, so he slowly closed his eyes and wanted to take a break.

"Shota..."

"Ok?"

Not knowing how long it took, Shota, who heard Ayase's voice, opened his eyes in a panic and sat upright. He looked at Ayase in his school uniform, but he didn't find the shadow of Sayaka.

"Where is that kid?"

"Apologized to me, and then went to school first."

Ayase stood in front of Shota, with a nonchalant smile on her face, as if things were going smoothly.

"Really? Then I should go back too."

Shota nodded and got up from the stool...

"That... Shota, thank you."

"It's okay, I should help you."

"Shota, you...for this matter, have you always been here?"

Looking at Shota, Ayase seemed to have the intention to leave, her face flushed and courageously said, "Last night...I slept very comfortably."

"Ah, this. There is no way, I can only do this to save trouble." Shota scratched his hair in embarrassment, but was stunned by Ayase's next words.

"Why... treat me so well?"

"that is because……"

"Obviously, I once thought about giving up and wishing to bless you and Sister Yan Ye, but why should you be so good to me?"

Ayase lowered her head and said this word slowly in a faint invisible voice.Shota didn't know how to answer this question at all.

"Seeing that girl...I saw myself again. I thought I had changed, but in fact, I haven't changed. I'm still a big liar. That kind of telling you hate to lie, but still cheating Your own liar."

"I am very despicable. In order to be able to get close to you, to understand your progress with her, I can even be friends with Sister Yan Ye, but later, I can only look at you silently. Although when I was asked this question, I said I will not give up, but in my heart, I already want to abstain. Sister Yan Ye is better than me. At least, she treats me as a sincere friend, and she is more tolerant than me. But, why , You still have to worry about my business and stay here all night..."

Ayase's body trembled slightly, and her heart seemed to be struggling a lot.

"But there is only one point, I will not lose to Yan Ye..."

Ayase raised her head, with firm conviction in her dim eyes, and said, "I don't want to lie to myself anymore. Shota...brother...I like you. I even like you more than Sister Yanye."

Chapter 139 I Don't Want to Lie to myself (2)

Xiangta escaped, for the first time in this peaceful metropolis.It wasn't because of some cruel and dangerous monster that he met, but because of his own confusion, he ran away.

He didn’t know how to face the girl again. He refused once. He thought it would be no problem to refuse the second time. At least he thought so before facing, but when the girl told him personally When the words "I like you" were four words, Shota found that it was too difficult to refuse again.

That girl is called Ayase Aragaki.

In Shota's heart, a girl who holds a lot of status.From the first meeting, to the chance encounter in the coffee shop, to the accident in the CM, to the reconciliation, to the reckless intrusion when traveling to the hot springs, to the time when the bell rang at zero this year, the promise An extra wish.

"Bless the girl next to me to get what I want."

What about her?While marching into this new year with a man for the first time, what kind of wishes did she make.

Shota didn't know and didn't dare to guess.

If... at that time, I could find out her mind earlier, and simply take advantage of the New Year's confession, then now...

"Puff—"

Shota slammed a fist on the telephone pole with some irritation. He was purely angry for himself.Why is it like this?Why do I hesitate whenever I encounter this kind of thing.

Tomorrow morning, I made up my mind to spend the rest of my life with Yanye. Why couldn't I say a word when I heard Ayase's words, so I could only run away?