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He and Yang Nai looked at each other, and then silently observed the girl's tone of action, and the suspicion in his heart became more and more serious.

I couldn't help but look at Yukoshita Yono again, with a message in his eyes: "Is it the past few days?"

The delicate beauty took a sip of the soup gracefully, her eyes drifting: "I thought she had taken the wrong medicine in the past few days when she was sick, and Koyuki had a very bad temper."

"She has a bad temper."

"It's not this. Xuenai used to be very quiet. Even if he was angry, he was sulking and engaged in a cold war at most, but now he is very violent."

"irritable?"

"You didn't see it, my sister became irritable and scared to death."

Yang Nai frowned, a little hesitant: "She sometimes has a temper like... when she was a child."

………………

"What did you say to me?"

After happily tasting his girlfriend's cooking skills, Biqigu was about to go home.

"I've been sneaking around with my sister just now, are you discussing something bad?"

At the door, he and Yui stood quietly.

Xue Na sent them out, but her lips moved slightly because of fever.

The long black hair was tied up with Yui in a pattern, and a strand of hair hung on her shoulders. This ice-like girl seemed to be more ordinary girls because of her sleepiness and hairstyle.

She shrank her shoulders a little nervously, and noticed that she wanted to say something to her several times, but she was worried about Yui being here, and she didn't speak for a long time.

Are you aware of it?

Or sister...

The dumpling was stupid and didn't notice at all. Perhaps the dumpling who knows the most about the atmosphere might become a little dull because of the increasingly close relationship.

The boy turned around and pondered slightly: "You...are you okay?"

Xuexia tilted his head and looked at him puzzled.

"I used to tell your sister in the summer that under the snow without self, it is better to be twisted by me than to be twisted by her..."

Xuenai was stunned, then chuckled slightly: "Why do you say this suddenly, and twist it..."

"Do not."

Yawata interrupted her words, then looked at Yui, Danko finally understood some meaning, but she actually sang the opposite of the world. Not only did she unconsciously take a step first, she stared in anger.

What Miss Tuanzi hates most now is that these two people have something to hide from themselves.

Hachiman sighed, his eyes condensed like never before, "I will ask a question now, are you the real Yukinoshita?"

"Eh?"

The boy's voice was very low: "If I no longer imitate my sister everywhere, but model myself the way I want, is that kind of Xuexia real?"

"..."

The tenderness in the cyan eyes seemed to be a bubble burst, and the depths of the eyes were tranquil and extremely complicated.

"What are you talking about?"

Yui didn't understand, but Yukinoshita did. She actually didn't want to understand.

"It's like removing the mask shaped according to other people's faces, but putting on a new mask that I made for myself..."

Biqigu's voice trembled slightly, but his eyes cleared up again: "I am not a hypocritical person under Xuexia. You know what I want you to be, and what kind of person you become. This It doesn't matter to me."

Yui looked at her Koyuki, and suddenly hid behind Xiaoqi with a little fear. She felt that even if the girl was sick and weak, the breath that she had displayed now was unprecedented.

"Because I like you very much, very very much, whether it is pretended or not, because I am a selfish person, I think it is good to be good, so there is no mental hygiene, and it will not be because of your pretense to you What's wrong, because the way you look now is my favorite..."

Xuenai listened quietly, but the corners of her eyes were a little red, with long eyelashes hanging down: "That's my favorite too."

The teenager took a step forward slowly, looking straight into her eyes: "But now I am gradually learning to be less selfish. I often say empathy, but I never seem to stand from your perspective. This is unfair to you. "

"It's fair..."

The girl showed a light smile: "You also said that the main theme of our lives has never been fair."

A sense of alienation appeared...

It's this damn sense of alienation.

He was clutching his forehead, and the damn sense of alienation suddenly made him dizzy.

It is absolutely impossible for people to know each other completely. What we can know is only a part of this person. No matter how close the person is, you can’t see it thoroughly, because what a person can see clearly In fact, only oneself can be recognized.

What is the real thing?

It's not like being in harmony, talking together, or staying around, because in this process people can't help disguising part of their nature to cater to other people. Such products can't be regarded as real.

The real thing is a more harsh and cruel existence, which can fully accommodate each other's everything, whether it is advantages or disadvantages.

This kind of accommodation is not accepting and accepting, but liking what you like and disgusting what you hate. You can impose self-satisfaction on each other, and you can also tolerate each other's shortcomings but you can express annoyance with them if there is such a relationship ...

Biqigu knows that this is absolutely impossible.

Even a god can never do it.

If the real thing is that kind of sour, bitter, taste like chewing wax, very harsh and poisonous... even something that looks like a castle in the air and a beautiful mirror, then he would rather be a lonely person than such a thing.

People are already very bitter in life, why bother to eat coptis?

This is the belief that Higiya Hachiman has adhered to for the past ten years, so he neither likes hypocritical relationships, but also mocks the awkward and hypocritical ideological people, but now, he finally realizes the feeling that he has never experienced.

If you can't see the essence of the person you like most, even if you have a strong mind like him, it will be a little uncomfortable.

"Even so, even so—"

The girl’s calm face was full of smiles, and he completed the rest of his words: "Even so, you also like me the most, right..."

"People shouldn't live for others, no matter for whom, nor for me."

Yui poked his head out from behind him: "Small enterprise...what are you talking about?"

Yukoshita put his hands on his back, showing liveliness and cuteness that is not normally seen at all, squinting his eyes and smiling: "Love, is it with all your heart?"