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Q: What about the appearance of lilies in the rear palace?

A: Cool mixing.

Since Chiaki is such a hobby, Qingshi also has some psychological preparation for this situation, but it can still feel strange.

“Micah, what exactly happened?” He wanted to know the truth.

“I made out with Chiaki once.” Beautiful and calm answered.

“Are you... okay? ”

“Surprise feels good. ”

It's like eating ramen with a strange flavour, but after trying it, what's the tone of the taste? Qingshi spits in his heart.

“Just accept it yourself. As for Chiaki... just have the weight. ”

“Look, Micah, I told you Tsingji wouldn't mind.” Thousand Autumns smile.

“Not entirely, but if you want to, I can only accept it.” Qingshi sighed.

Micah looks after him.

“What would you do if we were serious about breaking up with you, Tsing Shi?” She repeated the question that Chiaki had just asked.

Qingshi silent for a moment.

“If you are serious, then my feelings will be complicated... maybe cry. ”

“Crying? ”

“Well, if you two break up with me at the same time, I might cry.” Qingshi smiled.

He wanted to laugh easily, but with a completely different look on his face.

When I saw his face, Beauty was shocked. Thousand Autumns' gaze also caught.

“You're all important to me, and I can't break up with you with a smile... it may take a long time just to bless you.” He imagined a little bit, and he didn't want to imagine any more.

“Qingshi!!” Thousand Autumns suddenly raised their voice.

Qingshi was shocked: “What's wrong? ”

“Stop saying that...” Qianqiu approached and hugged him, "I'm sorry. ”

“Huh?” Tsing Shi felt a little confused.

Why are you suddenly apologizing?

Micah also approached and hugged him from behind: “I'm sorry...”

“What is wrong with you...?” It is beautiful to be held by two beautiful girls at the same time, but Qingshi feels strange at this time and has no heart.

“I won't just say goodbye again.” Chiaki softly said, “Forgive me, Tsing. ”

“Neither will I. Forgive me.” Micah also said.

“I don't blame you.” Tsing Shi blinked, "in my position, I can't blame you for this. ”

“Breaking up or not, is your freedom. After all, the rear palace is unfair to you. I will accept when you leave...”

Speaking of which, his throat was clogged.

Her chest was stuffy and she felt very sad.

The eyes became blurred and warm tears streamed quietly from the corners of the eyes.

what happened here?

“Qingshi... I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!” When I saw him cry, Chiaki apologized again, "I was too reckless, I will reflect, I swear...”

Seeing a beautiful man in men's clothes shows remorse, Qing Shi would love to say no, you are not wrong at all. But somehow he came from a deep sorrow, filled with his heart.

It makes me cry like a child! He forcibly restrained his emotions and tried to show his usual smile.

“Don't be like this, Chiaki... something is wrong with me...”

I wanted to laugh cheerfully, but my expression was hard to control, and the result was a sad smile, and I couldn't stop crying.

“Stop it, Tsing Shi.” Micah held him tight, "it was my fault, I'm sorry... stop saying that. ”

None of you are wrong... maybe a little wrong, but not at all wrong. That's what Sunshine thinks.

But his inner emotions made it difficult for him to speak well and tears flowed uncontrollably.

“Why... I clearly... don't want to cry...”

Breaking up is hard to accept, and it's true. But they're not serious, they're just saying.

......... Really?

deep in his heart a tiny voice said.

Such things should not be said at all.

Being able to say anything at all proves that they don't really pay much attention.

Perhaps the rear palace or something is just a delusion of you disgusting maniac! None of them are serious, they are all just playing, they are just playing with you!!

Bad guys like you can't get real adoration from girls!!!

This came from a harsh utterance in the bottom of my heart that instantly shook Qingshi's mind.

Immediately afterwards, the tidal sorrow almost drowned his spirit!

“Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. What... am I... doing?"

So sad, so sad.

Living a full life, having lots of things, loved by beautiful young girls… all this may be illusions.

Because I don't deserve to live so well.

After all, I'm just a...

……

…………

So what!?

As the mind becomes passive and the mind sinks into darkness, Qing Shi suddenly struggles to forcibly lift up the spirit.

What if it's all fake!?

For me, all this beauty is happiness!

I will believe that in the end, even if the end result is so sad that it cannot be changed, it will be accepted openly and bearably!

Because I can live here is already the greatest miracle!!

With a strong conviction, Qing Shi transcended the sudden sadness and gradually recovered.

Then I saw Chiaki and Mika, both very worried and self-reproached.

Qing Shi tried to smile at them.

“You don't have to do this… it's my problem.” He said gently.

It's so ugly that little things like this are shaken up.

“Qingshi...” Chiaki and beautiful eyes gleam.

“I'm sorry… to show you this ugly look.” Qingshi wipes tears.

“I... am probably very anxious deep down. ”

“Is the back palace really okay? This is a very unfair relationship for you. Can it really be sustained? I've probably been wondering in my subconscious. ”

“I like you, I want to be with you, but my heart is always scared... that you will eventually disappoint me and choose to leave. ”

“In the end, I don't really believe in myself… it's hard to believe that I can really give you the happiness you want. ”

“After all, I'm just a homeboy. ”

“Dressing up to look handsome is also limiting.” He showed a deep bitter smile.

Micah and Chiaki, speechless.

“But… I don't regret it.” Seiji looked at them and was sincere.

“How can I be anxious and scared? I want to try to reach the end. ”

“I want to be with you all the time, this is the first mood. ”

“Even if something terrifying happens one day in the future, I will...”

Speaking of which, my mouth is blocked.

Chiaki kissed. Come here!

“Mm-hmm...”

Soft, warm… From this kiss, Qing Shi felt a gentle meaning.