Nigotta Hitomi no Lilianne

I've met Kuti for about six months.

Until today, I never saw her again.

And she says she's going to report periodically tomorrow.

[Oh, my God. - How soon will you be back?

"... ah, you know..."

Looking at this one with a flickering look at the upper hand, Mr. Kuti, whose teeth are cut as badly as possible.

No way......... I can't believe you're not coming back......

I wonder if my wish for the Queen was a big one after all... I didn't feel that at all in person, but when I look at her now, I get such anxiety.

"... for regular reporting... I have to go back to the woods next to the world once...

Let Natasha put up a direct gate so the time loss to and from is about a day one way but...... "

[So as long as it takes about a day to report, you'll be back in about three days, right?

I had the worst anticipation of her too depressing attitude, but that was apparently a bit of a relief...

"The report should take about 20 days..."

[20th…………]

22 days even if combined with the arrival and arrival…… about 3 order (weeks) minutes.

That's fast too...

I have seen my face every day for the past six months and spent most of my day together amazing.

After the fever, he stayed with me for 24 hars (hours).

Approximately three orders (weeks) … more than two-thirds of the month.

I finally understood Kuti's depression.

I didn't want to know, but I did.

I can't help it if she says so.

This one depresses me without knowing what to say.

The magic thing had already completely disappeared from my head.

Someone instantly realized how he was doing.

Because she is not a reader today, she has been watching her movements almost always with the intention of not overlooking them for a moment.

She's with me every day, even though she barely gives it to the look on her face.

It is not an exaggeration to guess in the atmosphere already more than Kuti.

"Lily, what's wrong? Don't you like this book?

"Huh?... Lily, you don't like this book?

It seems that Theo also immediately peered into Ellie's voice and perceived the atmosphere.

But those two cares don't reach me now.

22…………….

I have to say goodbye to Kuti temporarily tomorrow...... so I shouldn't be feeling this way.

Because you don't have to laugh and worry about yourself, and you have to send him out... your feelings don't listen to me.

... Ha...

Deep deep sighs echoed loudly in my heart.

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We both stayed depressed and it was bedtime that day.

I wanted Theo, Ellie and Ena to feel better for themselves with a dark atmosphere, and they hung up a lot of words, but all of that went from right to left.

I was so worried that Ena called Dr. Randolph to see him, but there's no way there's any particular abnormality.

Because it's a matter of heart.

I lie down with Kuti on the crib.

Ena also rests in her own bed.

Theo and Ellie, who were worried and fussing about themselves, are also sleeping in this room today, but they both seem to be sleeping quietly.

When I wake up, I'll have to stay away from Kuti for 22 days that day.

Then maybe I have to say what I have to say now.

I never thought I would be so disappointed just to leave the subtle period of about 22 days.

I also have a mental age of 30 + 1 1/2 and have experienced quite a few breakups.

But there may not have been anyone who spent much of the day together.

No, I might have exactly been there, but I don't remember.

Still, I never dreamed I'd feel this down.

Kids cry hard even in small breakups...... do they have less flesh and less effect on their spirit?

I stare at Kuti sleeping beside me while I think about that.

She's already half-body.

Let's be honest, I miss leaving even temporarily.

I want to stay with you all the time if I can.

"Damn no..."

Without knowing it, she came out with her name on her mouth thinking like her own half.

As always, there's a pile of problems with the slippery tongue, but I don't care about that now.

She should have slept beside her by a name that had fallen zero from herself. As annoyed, she looks at this one.

"Lily…… for the first time you called me by my name………."

I was asexually glad that she recognized it was her name properly, even if she had slippery tongue problems.

It was a name I've drawn a lot in magic letters, but if you did say it, it might have been the first time I've worded it.

This is the first time I've ever been so hard to get away from.

When I find out there's still so much I can go through with her, I kind of suffer from my breasts asexually.

"Damn, dammit, dammit, dammit, dammit, dammit, dammit!"

"Yeah! Yeah! Natasha, even if I slap you, you'll be back soon!

Leave it to me! I'm Crestilt! Best sorcerer in the woods next to the world!

Makes my feelings sound like a proper word, even though I feel irritated by my mouth that doesn't move well.

The self-proclaimed best magician who heard it got up with fierce momentum and promised me with his usual lovely Doya face.

That promise is so... so happy and with the best smile I can do right now.

"Huh!

And I could return it.

For the first time in my second life, 31 years or so in total, I knew that the tears flowing were so warm that I could cry other than when I was sad.