Nigotta Hitomi no Lilianne

33, What I Can Do After Ena Now

Ena's baby couldn't be born.

The fact made small ripples in my mind and gradually grew larger.

I grew up with love for Ena's baby.

I grew up with Ena's breast milk and Ena is always there for me.

I'm literally raised by Ena.

I didn't know what happened to Ena. It's a lot different now that I know.

Ena's eyes on herself were full of charity and kindness, but she was well aware that the portion of her unborn child was also put on top.

I never thought it was heavy, but I was starting to wonder what the hell I could give Ena back.

I often say that it is the wish of parents that their children grow up quickly, but I grow up in a slightly different way.

For example, completely blind eyes for cloudy eyes.

For example, a much different amount of knowledge than a normal baby.

A very unhealthy child.

Knowledge and words and actions you are hiding because of the risks that will come down on you.

You'll be able to rejoice even as soon as you show it, but then you'll soon find out that you're clearly different from the other kids.

Such a balance is always inclined in the direction of self-defence.

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A few days have passed since the coma, and Ena's twitching has returned to normal, and now she looks healthy.

I haven't been able to go to Wonder Space since then either, so I guess not even in a coma is one of the reasons Ena's healthy appearance.

To be honest, I'd just like to find out the conditions for going to Wonder Space and the conditions for returning, but as things stand, that seems to be irrelevant.

The only thing I can do is leave it to chance is teeth.

Watch Ena sweep in the morning on the crib.

In a while, Ena will also realize what is happening to her.

Until then, I have been given a view to see how well she is doing.

This has been going on since the day after the coma.

It has been found that confirmation of physical condition can be confirmed by collecting a significant amount of "compressed magic" in the eye.

The "light" and "shape" of the colors show how well you are and how ill you are.

Its thickness is not simply thin. It is also based on the difference between normal times.

On the day of the coma, Ena seemed to be the cause of the stress on her stomach, with a considerable amount of black spotted amoebic objects spreading across her stomach.

Even from the top of the garment thanks to the enhancement of vision through compressive magic, "the exquisite flow of magic" can now be grasped.

When it comes to "things that have a negative effect on the human body", the flow of magic can be distinguished as if it were a different substance.

The size and shape of the foreign body makes me know if I am generally ill.

However, even the fluidly identified object of magic seems to manage the human body with natural healing, and only to some extent has it been discovered so far until something such as the appearance of conscious symptoms.

Even with Ena's twitching, she hardly saw any foreign body in her stomach and recovered the next day because of stress.

Sometimes the days are shallow since the discovery of the enhancement of vision by compressive magic itself, and there is not much accuracy yet in the substitute for the experimental phase.

My family is the only one to be observed, and if the family itself is ill, I can't come to the room if I shouldn't transfer it to myself.

When the symptoms disappear, the symptoms of consciousness occur, so at this point, it is assumed that the symptoms of which foreign body will become will be discussed together.

If you want to take certainty, you can transfer it, so I want you to come to my room, but reality isn't so sweet.

But I think I should do what I can, and I go there every morning.

If you discover any foreign objects, I'm going to give Ena a break somehow.

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Fortunately, even today, Ena seems to be feeling fine as usual.

Unless it is a big foreign object, it is the human body that can do something about it with natural healing.

If it is stranger and smaller without foreign objects, it can be found quite a bit.

I haven't found anything more than a big alert this time either.

I think I realized what was happening while I was doing this.

I was staring, and maybe I noticed it with my gaze.

"Morning, Lily. Did you sleep well?

He kisses me on the forehead.

The next step is a series of recent morning greetings that will gently fix your bouncing hair with a hairbrush.

This flow has become kind of a strangely loving part since I learned about Ena's circumstances.

When I was able to get my hair done before, it felt really good, but I kind of added it to my comfort these days, and I could feel things like warm auras.

It may be because the compression magic gathered in the eye is still working even when it ends strengthening the eye, or because the hair in close proximity to the eye is also additionally enhanced.

Most importantly, compression magic is a little more difficult to control because it does not compress and collect a significant amount to achieve the "enhancement effect as vision".

For this reason, the error in the reinforcement range has increased, and the effect has been unintentionally present or remains.

"with fortified hair, he feels the magic that has been leaked by Ena's strong emotions."

And, I've been discussing it, but I'm not actually seeing where Ena's magic leaks out, so I can't get one certainty right now.

I can't move my head much because they're combing my hair, and if I try to force it to look at me, it's because Ena's movement stops, or it's like there's no magic leaking out.

Or is it an invisible little magic leak?

I think that I might be able to see it if my vision is enhanced by compression magic, but somehow I don't think this is good for "love", so I'm not doing it.

There's no need to identify everything exactly, and it's often happier to keep it vague.

Finishing her gentle, warm morning greeting again today, Ena goes to pick up breakfast.

That said, it should be happening as usual, so perhaps a servant will be waiting outside the room to prepare a meal.

This prepared meal, but the warmer it is, the colder it is, the better it is.

It is convenient enough to wonder if it is controlled by something that has the ability to control the environment like air conditioning.

Because I don't have a clock in this room - even if I did, I wouldn't see it - and I don't know if the time fits every time, and if I'm waiting in front of the room because I'm supposed to be cooking meals at a set time, it should really cool down or something.

But that's never happened before.

That's what I conclude in view of the current situation.

Well, as for myself, warm things are warm, and cold things can be eaten cold, so I'm not dissatisfied.

A little curiosity is just a demon bringing a sickle and making his nose rough.

While we're at it, it looks like Ena's finished setting the breakfast on a small table.

Do you usually finish ena first for breakfast, basically you only eat one person.

Transferred from the top of the crib to my usual chair for myself.

Today's breakfast was also largely leak-free and environmentally controlled, with warm vegetable soup of somewhat teeth-sized utensils and bread, scrambled eggs, salad and warm milk fine-tuned into bite-sized pieces.

Eat slowly with a hazardous fork for children while being guided by Ena.

The bread is taken and eaten by hand, not by forks, but of course I ask Ena to direct me.

Still thin overall flavoring, but I'm used to it.

I can't even see food, dishes, etc. with enhanced vision of compression magic.

Even compressed magic doesn't end up without magic.

As it is, meals can also be a difficult task if you don't take care of someone all the time.

So far, I have not been able to imitate the curved arts stain because the smell shows the position of the object.

I don't feel at all that the sixth sense or other sensory organs are sharpened because I rely on my eyesight due to magic.

Well... I can't help but see positively when my magic eyes are improving...

Think pretty positively...... but.

It's a meal that needs a lot of time, but when it's still peaceful and safe today, Ena moves to give the dishes to a servant who would be waiting outside the door.

Even when collecting dishes, the servant always has to wait outside, put it in the hallway, call someone, and so on without any time loss.

I wonder who the servant is. The idea of standing by outside the door all the time is a hit.

I don't think I'm the only one standing by.

From the point of view of security, from the point of view of labor, I can only say that it is inefficient to wait outside the door alone.

Even if we find that out at the moment, it doesn't make much sense, but it's important that we keep thinking about it now.

Don't worry about Ena unnecessarily.

If I hadn't always thought of something, I'd be depressed to think about the Doya Face Fairy right away.

All I can do now is not worry about her extra.

Ever since Kuti left for her regular report, she has stopped showing depression except on her first day.