Nigotta Hitomi no Lilianne

My name is Eliana Lindo Museline.

I married the Museline family seven years ago. He - I met Joshua Lind Museline as a student.

Since that time he has been close to my brother - Alexandre, and the two of us used to make foolish noises like being preached to me and my best friend Claire Till.

Only my sweet brother's best friend, who is bright and a little out, and he was also a bright and very sweet man at the bottom.

Sometimes Claire, who was in love with his brother, said he was my best friend, and the four of us used to meet and get along with nature.

To a sudden confession from him I made my eyes black and white, but I also nodded bright red to my ears to his serious expression, which turned bright red to his ears, which I normally never showed.

The days since then are not long.

Joshua and I. Alec and Claire. The four of us we were close to went on a date together or shared all sorts of things.

I'm surprised Claire got pregnant while in high school, but a good memory of a grand celebration.

Alec and Claire had already fulfilled their marital vows, but I never thought Claire, who had gone to higher education, would become pregnant while attending school.

Normally, people who go to higher education have a planned pregnancy, even if they are married.

So it got noisy at school, but it sounded like Claire there, or something. She was a talented woman who went to the ground for talent, so even during her pregnancy, the school kept going without rest, and she never gave up her first seat in the school year.

It was just like her, though I was stunned by it.

Although I and Joshua had not yet reached marriage, I strongly hoped to be so in the future.

Then two years. Despite all the problems, we made our vows to marry safely and to marry the Muselines.

Joshua's father didn't seem to like me very much at first, but he had no problem seeing some of the accomplishments I had made while in school and changing the color of his eyes.

I think you've done better.

My mother-in-law was very comfortable with me regardless of her track record, so there was no problem with her.

The intimacy with Claire and the others will be deepened as Joshua works for the same second knighthood as Alec.

I visited the Christophes as every day and had a great day with her.

So much less. I became an educator for Theodore, the eldest son of the Christoph family, and Ellistina, who was born the following year, and got a job with the Christoph family.

Claire also unfortunately demonstrated that high strength and by the time she reached the age of 20, she had risen to what could be termed the highest position of a magician called a court magician.

I remember it was a happy day even though I couldn't quite have a child between me and Joshua.

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The opportunity is seven years after the marriage.

It was a few rounds (weeks) before the second Knights long-term cleanup this year.

A celebration took place in both the Museline and Christopher families when my pregnancy became apparent.

By this time yet, the Muselines and Christophers were very close.

Long-term cleaning is a monster crusade in Krishna, the largest labyrinth in the kingdom of Auvent.

It is aimed at the Great Labyrinth, where deep exploration is rarely normally carried out, in order to allow overflowing monsters to come out of the labyrinth.

This cleaning activity, carried out by the Second Knights in several parts of the year, is one of the heroic activities that determines the highly popular departments of the Second Knights.

There are many dangerous tasks, but if we do not carry out this cleaning operation, the country will instantly perish with an overflowing monster.

It is also one of the major events to name the country.

Such long-term cleaning is naturally a dangerous task.

However, the 2nd Knights gather many prospective joiners each year, aware of the danger. Joshua and Alec are enrolled in the Knights with all that competition and high trust.

Besides, Alec is in the vice president's seat. The arm of elementary magic that can be dealt with as swordsmanship while my brother is said to be one of the best in the kingdom of Auvent.

Those who can use swords and magic are rare.

Even the 2nd Knights with all their strength let Alec in, so much so that there are only 5 of them.

Joshua is captain of 2nd Knights 7th Squad with swordsmanship arms that can't use magic but won't take a pull from Alec.

They are both valuable forces on the dangerous deep front.

The night before I went on such an important long cleaning, I had a little fight about Joshua and the name of the child I was born with.

The gentle Joshua broke right away but I was a little uncomfortable and on the day I left for a long cleaning I usually had a blessed kiss that I should forehead... cheeked.

It was the last time Joshua saw him smiling bitterly.

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I heard his obituary two tours (weeks) after he went on a long cleanup.

The 7th Squad was devastated and led the squad by commanding his men to the end. He died of honor, I think the soldier who brought the decree said...

I don't think I could have listened to the conductor until the end.

Because I was dragged into the darkness with the sound of everything collapsing.

How much time has passed since then?

Enough tragedy to destroy my spirit when I woke up...... I was asked about another thing that was happening.

Abortion.

Little little...... the reality that the crystal of love between me and that guy collapses.

My heart couldn't stand two tragedies and it broke.

I don't remember much from then on.

I feel like I was in a very cold place in black, and I feel like I was in a place where I can't feel anything.

The only thing I remember is why I was angry about that the last time I sent Joshua out and didn't give him a blessing kiss on his forehead.

It was the only thing that kept annoying me.

If only I had kissed my forehead then.

Didn't he make it back safely?

If only I had kissed my forehead then.

Didn't you ever lose the crystal of love with that guy?

At that time.............

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It was by the glowing voice of the warm sun-like light and the painful sounds of my best friend who had been with me since I was little.

She's moaning bitterly with a big stomach.

When are you so hungry?

The last girl I remember was a stomach about the same size as me.

After I found out about my pregnancy, a few days later, I also found out about Claire's pregnancy. I remember because a big celebration was held jointly between the two families.

But I didn't care about that now.

This is labor pain.

My consciousness, which should have been in the dark bottom, is completely awakened to normal.

Immediately the belly-minded maid I have been raising since I was a little girl - call Scarlett and let her arrange for hot water and maternity.

Scarlett, who jumped in when she heard my voice, looked me in the eye and immediately perceived the situation, nodded loudly and acted quickly with tears in his big eyes.

A lot of people were happy that I had come back from the abyss of despair, and I was expelled from the Museline family to be protected by the Christoph family. I am sorry, but I was forced to ignore it because it was nowadays. Because I wasted a lot of time thinking about it, and now she and her baby mattered.

The time passed visibly quickly, and in the end the midwife couldn't make it to her - my best friend's baby - I took it up.

Along with all knowledge of parenting for my own child, it was also useful that I was collecting the knowledge of the maternity so much that it was actually covered.

The first voice of the little boy who was born was familiar for some reason.

The child, who was born, was named Lillianne and was also soon found to have cloudy eyes.

My time, which had stopped, moved out with her birth, and as soon as Lillianne was born, breast milk came out of my chest.

According to Mr. Randolph, who examined me, it was the birth of Lillianne that brought me back to life when I stopped at the shock of losing my husband and child.

Master Randolph is one of the leading doctors in the Auvent Kingdom.

And I know that his words are certain truths.

The voice that saved me from the dark abyss of despair.

Best friend Claire and that warm glowing voice of light.

It was born Lillianne who rescued me.

The familiar voice was certainly a warm glowing sun-like voice that I heard then.

I have sworn to raise the precious child who rescued me for the sake of that child whom I could not meet…… risked everything about me.