Nine Star Burden

“Bravo, bravo!” Xia Yeon hastily picked up Jiang Xiao's empty cup and arrived at half a glass of champagne again. "Come on, I'll drink to you again! ”

Jiang Xiao: “Uh..."

All right, drink up.

Xia Yeon grabbed Jiang Xiao's empty glass and mumbled in his mouth: “Come on, finish this glass, there are three more. ”

Jiang Xiao: “...”

......

After three tours, the soothing music of the sea became a lively dance song, and the sea sky and square nebula danced under the crowd. And then people joined in.

Jiang Xiaoben wanted to dance with Han Jiangxue, but Song Dodo cut him off.

Jiang Xiao couldn't resist being invited by a little angel to dance.

Today, Jiang Xiao is no longer salty. The little angel is very happy. He picks up Jiang Xiao's palms and turns in circles one at a time. He has a great time.

From the standpoint of idols alone, Jiang Xiao is indeed very good tonight.

The beach banquet, the guests are happy.

The two newcomers, Fang Nebula and Haitianqing, left in the middle of the night, and most of the guests who came here with children will not play late.

Han Jiang Xueben wanted to call Jiang Xiao back to rest, while Jiang Xiao was left behind by Xu Li.

Li Wanyu deliberately left behind a crystal ball with a faint glow. By the sea, there was only Jiang Xiao and Xu Li sitting on the drinking table.

“Interesting toast.” Xu Li said.

“Well, bullshit.” Jiang Xiao responded casually.

“I hear you're not just a Night's Watch, you're a deserter," Xu Li said. ”

Jiang Xiao scratched his head and said: "Ah, the volunteer corps. ”

Xu Li nodded his head: “I really didn't expect the children I met in the snow fields to be standing at such a height. ”

Jiang Xiao was somewhat embarrassed and responded: “Thank you, thank you..."

Xu Li turned and said, “You want to know the story of the three tails. ”

Jiang Xiao closed his smile and took it seriously: “Of course, this has been bothering me for a long time. ”

Xu Li turned her head and looked at the pitch-black sea: "Did Ertao take you to her favorite barbecue shop? ”

Jiang Xiao stunned for a moment. “Of course. ”

Xu Li: “Are you still healthy? ”

“Er...” Jiang Xiao thought, "I haven't been there for a while. Last time I went, Uncle Yu's body was still very stiff. ”

Xu Li: “They are the parents of the three tails. ”

Jiang Xiao:!!!

Xu Li softly said: "Three tails, Yu Qiuzhi. ”

Jiang Xiaozuo lips, if the parents of Sanwei, then Erwei still visit the shop often, what does that mean?

Was it the second tail that separated things? Betrayed comrades, with their beloved roasted cod, one yard?

Or... isn't the second tail really angry?

Xu Li: “The story of Autumn Gift is simple. ”

Jiang Xiao: “What? ”

Xu Li: “She is a person who cannot calm down, her heart, has been restless. ”

Jiang Xiaowei frowned slightly: “In what way? A desire for strength? ”

Xu Li thought about it and acknowledged: “In this regard, she aspired to gain strength, but gained strength in order to serve her life.

She wants a different life, different feelings, different experiences. She was a man of her own mind, and she always said that people's lives were mostly the same length, but not the same thickness. ”

Jiang Xiao: “...”

Xu Li: “Because she had her own ideas, she lived the first half of her life in contradiction. ”

Jiang Xiaoqiao asked softly: “What do you mean? ”

Xu Li: “Her thoughts do not match her behavior, or her thoughts do not match her heart. ”

Jiang Xiao frowned: “What do you mean? ”

Xu Li: “She should not have entered the military school. Her college entrance exam volunteer was changed by the school without permission. She wasn't supposed to be picked by the Night's Watch in the first grade, she wasn't supposed to be in the Light Bandits, and she wasn't supposed to be in the Tail Feathers, she wasn't fit here. ”

Xu Li listened to the sound of the waves beating the beach and turned to Jiang Xiao: “She was a good girl for 24 years. One day, suddenly, her emotions broke out, to be exact. ”

Xu Li sighed softly: “I have a great responsibility to take her with me for so long, but I have not discovered the real ideological dynamics within her.

She has been so calm, so calm, she is a silent, forbidden warrior, a qualified soldier to the extreme. But that day, she left us and jumped into the ruins. ”

Xu Li smiled reluctantly and said: "She finally told us not to live like this. She was going to see the mountains she had never seen before and the sea she had never seen before. ”

“Huh.” Xu Li shook his head, "Snowfield, under the stars, armory, bush jungle.

The three northern governorates and ASEAN, which were within our jurisdiction, did not meet her dreams and aspirations.

Maybe... she found out a long time ago that these weren't what she wanted, just that day, she made her own choices. ”

“Hey...” Xu Li sighed deeply, “She shouldn't have been so obedient, the Night's Watch strict management system, perhaps crushing her last straw.

If she had not been volunteered by the school, but had entered the local Xingwu University normally, if she had not obeyed her parents' orders, she would have accepted the Night's Watch call in the first year of school, if she had not...

If she chooses her profession, the pressure is not so great, even if she has some time at her disposal, maybe she's still on Earth, maybe she's still alive.

If only she really had become an explorer. ”

"I thought she had gone to the upper dimension for strength," Jiang Xiaoqiao said softly. "Now it seems that she is an extreme person. Even if she became an explorer, one day she would enter the upper dimension, and the Earth would not keep her. ”

Xu Li shook her head and said: "The extra-dimensional space on Earth is thousands of millions, she may never be able to walk. As for going to the upper dimension, I and the rest of the team understand it differently. ”

Jiang Xiao: “Hmm? ”

Xu Li said: “The second tail believes that Qiu Zhi left his teammates, which is extremely irresponsible and a sign of utter disloyalty. The second tail thought that Autumn gave to the upper dimension, to explore the unknown world, to find her dreams, to seek powerful strength, but I don't think so. ”

Jiang Xiao: “Why? ”

Xu Li: “As you said, she exploded in silence and went to extremes. In fact, she still has plenty of options.

She could be discharged, she could leave freely, she could do what she wanted, but she chose to enter the ruins at that moment.

In my view, it is not an exploration of the world, but an escape, even a suicide. ”

Jiang Xiao opened his mouth slightly, half-witted, and finally understood what Xu Li meant.

As Xu Li said, there are still plenty of options for Santao, but she didn't.

And the last words, mistakenly thought, were going to explore the world.

In fact, it may be a resistance to her life, perhaps to her destiny.

Or she just simply didn't know how to face her parents, and she was just at that moment, emotionally broken, choosing the last escape.

“As a comrade, I do not support her approach. But as a friend, I'm willing to give her some understanding and tolerance. She appeared in the wrong place under the wrong choice.” Xu Li turned his head and stared silently at the water rising and falling on the beach.

Jiang Xiao asked, “Why don't you explain this to Er Tai? ”

Xu Li silently said, "Because... compared to cowardly escape, or suicide, the second tail is more willing to believe that the third tail is going after dreams, doing whatever it takes to pursue their dreams. ”

Jiang Xiaoxin sighed silently, preferring Santao to be a powerful traitor and not a cowardly comrade.

Nonetheless, Xu Li's judgment with the second tail is more accurate and cannot be verified now.

Everyone living in this world will have their own opinions and ideas, slowly speculating and judging, for Jiang Xiao is also a one-sided word.

Perhaps both the end and the end chose a way that they could accept to bear the departure of their teammates.

So what do you think of the Four Tails of the Sea?

Jiang Xiao will always hide this question in his heart and will not ask Haitianqing.

“Huh.” Xu Li smiled helplessly and shook his head. "Never seen a mountain, never seen a sea.

Alas... I want her alive, I want her to see the mountain she wants, the sea she wants, everything she wants, and then she can come back safely. ”

Jiang Xiao similarly smiled and said: “If this woman has the stars and the sea in her heart, she will not come back. Instead, she will only go further away. ”

“Hmm?” Xu Li turned to Jiang Xiao, "It's an interesting conclusion, and it really fits the action she would make. Looks like you know a lot about these people. Are you one of them? ”

Jiang Xiao was silent for a moment and did not respond.

Xu Li said thoughtfully: “If you are one of these people, I have to tell Second Tail in advance that she is strong, but I don't want her to suffer this kind of harm again. ”

Jiang Xiao waved his hand casually. "Don't worry, I won't leave her. ”

Xu Li suddenly turned his head and looked directly at Jiang Xiao.

The beach is littered with slightly fluorescent crystal balls, and in this slightly dim environment, the slow eyes are incredibly serious and serious.

Xu Li: “Combined with your experience, you seem to be a restless person, and you also have a restless mind. ”

Jiang Xiaodu laughed.

He picked up the mango on the fruit tray and threw it in his mouth, and the sweet fruit gravy water swung away in his taste buds.

I'm not leaving.

Because I'm already on my way.

The mountains you've never seen, I've seen.

I've seen the oceans you've never seen before.

Those mountains, they can't climb back.

Those oceans, the more they don't come back.

Jiang Xiao did not answer, but said, “Maybe I was wrong, maybe one day, Santao will really come back. ”

Xu Li said softly: “I hope so. ”