Nirvana In Fire

That evening Xiao Jingrui brought in an imperial doctor to give Mae Chang Su's pulse, but as soon as the doctor heard that the patient was taking the pills made by Zhenzhen the cold doctor, he dared not say much. He just said, "Rest more, don't get emotional” and said goodbye immediately. On the pretext that Mae Chang-su wanted to go to bed early, he sent Xiao Jingrui away with the doctor, but instead of really going to chuang, he wore a clip, pushed open the window, sat quietly under the window bench, gazed at the bent moon that was slanted in the middle of the sky, as if caught in contemplation.

He flew over, sat on the carpet next to him, put his head against his knees, and shook.

May Changsu looked down at the dark head on his knees and rubbed his hands gently. "What's wrong with us flying? Feeling lonely? ”

Flying up his head, he looked at him with a clear bottom of his eyes and said, "Don't be sad! ”

Mae Changsu was a little stuck. Half a minute later, he smiled softly. "I was just thinking about something to get into God. I wasn't sad, there was no rush to fly. ”

The stream shook its head, or insisted: "Don't be sad! ”

At that moment, Mae Changsu felt his whole heart suddenly softened, as if he could not hold onto it, only one leisurely, blind breath lifted in his chest, supporting the movement of the body and the control of the expression. How easy it is to not be sad. All you need to do is find a mountain of water, rest and recuperation, and get two or three more good friends. At times, there is no temptation or conspiracy to betray you. Mian's old illness can heal, be well-intentioned or disappointed. Why not do it in your body and mind? Unfortunately, that can only be a luxury. Anything that has been carried, however heavy or painful, must be bitten to the bottom.

“Flight, will you go back to the state?” Mae Changsu caressed the teenager's head and asked softly.

Flying eyes climbed big, pounding forward, hugging Mae Chang-su's waist: “No! ”

“Can I write a letter to Brother Chen and tell him not to tease you again? ”

“No!”

“But Fei Liu,” Mae Changsu said with an obscure tone, "If you stay with me, you will see me get worse and worse... even Fei Liu will get sad...”

“Flying like this,” the teenager put his face firmly on Mae Chang-su's lap, "it won't hurt! ”

“Is that enough?” May Chang-su sighed for a long time, "Can you be happy as long as you can stay with me and rest against my knees? ”

“Happy Flying! ”

Mae Chang Su gently lifted up his flying face and slowly rubbed his forehead with his fingertips. The divine color was even more sad: “Okay... then I should at least be able to keep you happy... flying, remember, no matter what happens in the future, don't be afraid, because there will always be someone to take care of you, you will always be me... the happiest child...”

Flight blinked his eyes and couldn't really understand what those words meant, but he could feel the warm goodwill in the conversation, so he learned to pull a smile out of Mae Chang-su's face on the cold face that he wasn't used to smiling. Although the appearance of pulling the corner of his mouth was a bit odd, it was already a rare expression of his emotions.

“We fly so cute, when we go back to Langzhou, can we also smile for Brother Chen? ”

“Bad!”

“Why?”

“He's bad! ”

“You hate Brother Chen so much,” Mae Chang-su smiled softly and silently, holding the flying stream in his arms, shaking slowly, "Hello again... If only I could be as worry-free as you, as happy as you are...”

Flying out of his arms, he sat up straight and said seriously: "Yes! ”

Mae Chang looked at him softly: "Really? ”

“Yes!” the stream repeated, getting up and dragging a tall stool over, sitting on it, then sitting down on the carpet and moving his head to his knees: "Like a stream! Brother Su can too! ”

Mae Changsu felt the corner of his eyes slightly wet, leaning against the flying knee, felt his fingers penetrate his hair, gently rubbing and rubbing, rubbing his purest love and dependence into his body.

“We are still flying smart,” Mae Chang Su closed his eyes tightly and muttered, "Turns out Brother Su can do the same...”

“Yes!” Flight tried again to smile while shaking his own knee, slowly humming a soothing tune.

“Did you learn this song, too? ”

“Learn! Flying singing! ”

Mae Chang Su took a deep breath and tried to relax every muscle fiber in her body. She passed her mind tirelessly.

“Sleep!” Runway.

“Flight's sleepy. Wanna go to sleep? ”

“No, Brother Su, go to sleep! Fly hit the bad guys! ”

Mae Chang Su immediately understood the meaning of the flying stream and couldn't help but jump his eyebrows: “Has anyone come in the snow? ”

“Mmm!” Flying nod, “outside! Uncle, go and hit him! ”

Mae Changsu just relieved himself and stood up holding the flying arm, looking out the window: “Brother Montgomery, please come in. ”

As soon as his voice fell, a figure flashed forward, clearly in a robust shape, but quickly moved like a ghost.

“Uncle is a guest of Brother Su's. Can we go to bed first?” Mae Chang-su led the teenager into the interior, and Meng Xin followed him in the back. Two older people sat at the round table in the middle of the house after the stream laid down in its own bed and closed their eyes to sleep.

“Are they gone?” Mae Chang-su poured Meng Xi a cup of tea, asked.

“I've conveyed what you mean, but he doesn't want to go...”

“So what does he want? ”

“Stay in the capital to help you. He said this is everyone's business, you can't bear it alone...”

“Bullshit!” Mae Chang-su was furious, "could he be the same as me? I'm alone, but he's got Cloud Girl. After 12 years of living and dying, Yun Girl waited for him, so easily waiting for him to earn a life, two people could suffer, keep each other together, what is he fussing about? I don't need him here. If he wants to go, he has to go! ”

“You don't have to be angry either," Meng Xixu persuaded, “I don't know yet? Whatever your heart thinks, your orders are meant to be heard. I'm only worried about you right now. You came to the capital all by yourself, didn't you bring any backup? ”

“I brought flying streams. ”

“Just the kid?” Monsieur looked over to the bed, "I'm sorry to say, I didn't know the child was your man that day. I was shocked by his methods. I was curious, didn't I cause you any trouble? ”

“No.” Mae Chang Su faintly said, “It's just something out of the blue. ”

“Why didn't you let me know this time? I'm not ready. How can I help you? ”

“Are you going to help me?” Mae Chang-su's smile is a little indifferent, "Forget it, you are now the banned leader. Why should you be tired of me? Just pretending not to know me already helped me a lot. ”

Meng Si bit his teeth and there was a slight anger between his eyebrows. "Is that true? Look at me. What kind of man am I? ”

Mae Chang Su revealed a pale smile that was almost invisible. He pressed his palm against Monty's elbow and held it slightly hard. He whispered: "Brother Monty, how could I not understand your feelings? And regardless of the love of our original robes, you alone will not stand idly by. But what I'm going to do is there's no chance of winning, I don't want to involve you in this, an inadvertent, you're in the name of loyalty for generations, I'm afraid it will only ruin once..."

“Loyalty is in the heart, not in the name. As long as you do not directly endanger the Emperor, you will never be my enemy. ”

“Your Majesty? The Emperor is always a knife. He must be the one to kill him." May Changsu's lips floated with a smile: “Looks like you've already guessed why I entered the capital. ”

“Yes, I think I can guess,” Meng Si's eyes are worried, "but Prince and Yu Wang, it's easy to break one, it's hard to get rid of them together. Either way, Your Majesty has to keep one! ”

“That's not necessarily true.” Mae Chang Su Leng laughed, “The Emperor is not the only two sons. ”

Meng Xi had probably never thought of the possibility that anyone other than the Prince and the King of Honor would inherit the throne before, and his expression was extremely shocked: “You… you want to support King Jing? ”

“Is there anything you can't do? ”

“I know you and King Jing are close, and I don't underestimate his abilities. Honestly, his unfavourable conditions are not much, but the mother is low, always not valued by the Emperor, and these can be changed later. But most importantly, Jing Wang's nature is not good, and he also hates power disputes. What a dangerous thing to seize. How can his nature outweigh the fierce, powerful prince and the honorary king?! ”

Mae Chang Su Bao made a cup of tea with no expression on his face: “What's wrong with him if he's naturally ill-gotten and plotting, isn't there me? Those dark, bloody things I've done. It doesn't matter if I have to knife innocent people's hearts in order for them to fall down. Although I feel sad about it, when a person's pain has exceeded its limits, that level of sadness can be tolerated...”

Although the words were harsh, he looked at his face with an indefensible sorrow and awesomeness and suddenly felt an unbearable pain in his heart. It took him half a day to breathe out, and he asked low: “King Jing... will he agree? ”

“Why not? His hatred for the prince and the king of honor is as deep as mine, not to mention the fact that there is a throne waiting there. The appeal of the throne is enormous, few people can resist it, even Jingxiang..."

“It's impossible!” Hit him on the table, "he hated naturally, didn't you? When did King Jing become so cruel, didn't he know he cared for you? ”

“Brother Mont," Mae Chang Su smiled lightly, “You forgot, Jing Xiao didn't know it was me... I am dead, I am already a scar on his heart... that threat and profit lured him to the path of seizure, but a stranger named Su Zhe, what does he care? ”

“Ah," he exclaimed with deep frustration, "Yes, he doesn't know... but didn't you already meet him today? Didn't you tell him he didn't recognize you? ”

“Why tell him?” Mae Chang Su looked snowy, but his eyes were very calm. "No matter what a naive and innocent friend he once was, whoever returned from hell would turn into a demon. Not only would he not recognize me, he would not even recognize me anymore. ”

Hold your hands tightly until your fingers start to whiten, trying to counteract the tearing sensation in your chest. Remember when he was eighteen, he broke up with a bright smile and a healthy face as red as an apple. Twelve years passed like water, and suddenly it turned back like before.

“Little Difference...” holding the hand in his hand, thin and pale, can imagine how hard and painful he struggled to come back to life.

“Promise me that you will never tell Jingxiao,” May Chang Su looked out the window and lost his sight. "The man who grew up with him and was lively and cute, and this insidious and poisonous plotter beside him, who did anything by any means, will never be the same person. Isn't that better? ”

“Xiao Shu...”

“The whole capital knows Lindsey's return, only you and Grandma, and I don't want to see another third person. Brother Monty, please. ”

“You can rest assured, but how could the Empress know? She's been a little confused in recent years. ”

“I don't know how she recognized it, but when she looked at me and called me" Little Different, "her eyes were so warm, I could make sure she didn't call me the wrong name... Maybe it was just confusion, I don't remember many things, but it was easy. I was just her little girl, and I was supposed to be there for her, so she was so happy, not surprised. ”

Meng Min was slightly disturbed, "The Empress won't tell. ”

“No,” Mae Chang Su quietly said, "Besides, no one will listen to anything she says now. ”

“Alas...” Sighs a long time, “that's true. ”

Mae Changsu sipped a shallow cup of tea and asked Xu Xu for a moment. "Brother Montgomery, since you are here today, I happen to have a question for you...”

“Ask whatever you want. ”

“We've been in private contact many times over the years, why didn't you ever tell me that Brother Jing Yu had a legacy? ”

“What did you say?” Monsieur Monsieur was surprised and could not help but jump, "His Royal Highness has children?! ”