Behind the ruins, two weeks have passed since I found the reincarnator's notes.

What I was doing during that time was mastering some skills while attending Grandpa Ganash for instruction at night.

The trolley cave that leads to the underground space with Grandpa Ganash's ankle is a pretty tight place to be on guard, so Grandpa asked me to get permission and let him dig a duct directly beneath Grandpa Ganash's ankle.

Depending on the day, Grandpa may be asked to come out and provide guidance to the dedicated spaces created in the basement, rather than in an anvil.

but tonight is not convenient for grandpa, so instruction is off.

In the middle of the night, waiting for everyone to fall asleep while doing an MP raise, I noticed Jeremiah exiting the bed and leaving the room.

Since there was one incident with the Fire Dragon, each of the four boys squads has been in a strange state.

Miguel sometimes thinks with a rugged face, and Beck and Donna sometimes blur.

In particular, Jeremiah, who has many opportunities for conversation with me, often sees herself praying as she bumps and crushes her classical complaints.

The contents of the dialogue with the Fire Dragon have been asked by the four of us to keep it a secret.

All four of them seemed to have something to think about in their conversation with Agnia, and they nodded without asking why.

Because of that, the Fire Dragon and I have been decided to "talk".

I thought it was so unscrupulous, but most of the folks at the "Orochi wouldn't do it," which didn't make it a big problem.

Four boys in a squad thick in faith testified so with their mouths shut, because it must have been huge.

Gazein seems to be in a good mood with the boys squad back safely, and he wasn't asked too much about interacting with the Fire Dragon.

It seems to be somewhat busy and not quite.

Other executives are often seen moving around here.

Grandpa Ganash also said he was ordered to stockpile large quantities of poison, beginning with Leptipagrass.

Soon, I guess there will be some big moves.

No, now I'm talking about Jeremiah, who left the room.

I'm on my way to the blowout field, as usual.

Jeremiah crouches down in front of a moonlight plunging flower garden and gazes at a blurry, lavender-like flower with a light purple little flower belling.

Flowers, about two-thirds of which have been picked, have become a bit of a misty sight when it comes to flower gardens.

According to what Grandpa Ganash told me, those flowers are also not planted to calm the minds of those who stick to them, but rather to make them the ingredients of certain hallucinogens used in "Yata-glass".

I don't want to doubt the intent of the garden administrator to be the colour of life, even with such flowers...

Jeremiah, who is a good sign perceiver, must have noticed all the time that I was here, talking to him with my back turned.

"Comrade Orochi.

Sometimes I wish you weren't here. "

"... without me, Jeremiah and the others would have used you without a doubt."

"Not at all... I don't even apologize, it's hateful.

But, indeed, Comrade Orochi didn't do anything to apologize.

I want to live with what I believe in at a time like this, but I can't even do that because it involves evil gods.

Yeah, I know if you had a father or mother here, I could talk to you about anything, but the Aubeso classics come out with stories about children whose parents were demons...

I don't know what I'm talking about anymore. "

It's hard for me to see Jeremiah slit.

"Jeremiah's parents?

Must be nice people. "

"... you know what I'm saying.

Immature servants should not think of their families.

Be next door now, take care of the comrades.

That's what the Reverend taught me. "

"You don't want to see your father or your mother?

I thought it was harsh, but I'll ask.

"... I want to see you. I wish I could see you!

Jeremiah grabbed me.

"But if you have to work, because your father and mother are going to hell......!

"You already know that teaching is convenient for the denomination, don't you?

From Jeremiah's hand, he lost his strength.

"... you also know what Comrade Orochi says.

Gradually, I'm beginning to understand.

But I can't stop believing in evil gods...

Because if you don't, you won't be able to stand a lot of things. "

A lot of things - for example, that you're living underground, separated from your parents, or that you're being made to kill people by calling them sacred duty.

Those are problems that could not have happened without the kidnapping of Jeremiah in the first place.

But in order to overcome that problem, Jeremiah says he needs evil gods.

I'm glad Jeremiah started saying these things, but she'll be pulled off if she jumps right away.

So I took a gentle deep breath and then cut it out.

"If you want peace of mind, there must be many other teachings, right?

I like nothing and never choose a denomination that would take children and make them kill. "

"Other...... teaching?

"In my hometown, there was this teaching.

There's a Buddha in the world called Amida, and he's watching over us.

So we don't have to do anything special to be saved.

However, I felt that I would entrust everything to the Buddha, and I said, "Namamidabutsu,"

Is this also modern knowledge?

"And can I just recite...?

"Come on, I'm not familiar with it, but that was Uri's religion.

He said our teaching is an easy way to do it for everyone.

If you have to do a special training or you won't be saved, most people in the world will be unsaved.

I can't believe Amida said such a narrow heart. "

"But you don't have to kill me anymore...?

"If you believe in Amida."

"Master Amida... that sounds like a strange name.

Then, Namamidabutsu, was it?

It's like a fairy spell. "

Jeremiah laughed cously.

"Then the guy also said this.

If you repent, it is the wicked who can save Amida.

If he's alive, he'll do something wrong.

The real problem is you don't realize you're doing something wrong.

The important thing is to realize that you're going to do something wrong and to repent. "

I really feel like I was saying something deeper, but only to that extent can I tell.

Because when I was a little girl, I was just a take-away for what my grandmother in the country told me.

Because I lived in a world far from being evil or sinful.

"Does Comrade Orochi believe in that Amida-like thing?

No, I'm not a Buddhist.

"So how do you support your heart?

"Mind, huh?

I was blessed.

I have parents who love me at all costs.

I'll be sure to go home under the two of us someday.

That's what I've decided. I'm indulging in the moment. "

That's not all I'm deciding on in my mind.

- This denomination smashes anything.

Whether evil gods have anything to do with it is trivial to get here.

Of course I'm angry at you for serving our family.

But more than that, pull the little child away from his parents and put him into that anxiety and loneliness to kill people.

You can't let the people who do this go wild.

Is it a detention symptom, when it comes to my mental age, that I'm over thirty years old, but at night I almost cry remembering about Julia's mother, Alfred's father, and Steph?

If Melvi hadn't been here for me - or the children in the boys' squad, including Jeremiah, I might not have been able to stay decent.

Even me with [hard work] is this.

How much anxiety and tension do other children have?

"... Comrade Orochi is strong."

Jeremiah says.

"I'm just being strong."

"That's what I can do. I'm strong."

Envious, Jeremiah says.

It's like saying you can't be strong.

"... Jeremiah"

"What?"

Instead, I leaned my neck and asked Jeremiah, and I never said anything.

"- Why don't you come with me?

"... Huh?

"I've been silent until now, but I'm going to crush this denomination.

Then why don't you come with me?

I said I was going, but I'm just going home.

I'm sure Mother Julia and Father Alfred will accept Jeremiah. "

Oh, my God, because you're as accepting as I am.

"One, crush it...!

"I really want Jeremiah to help me too, but that would be harsh, so I won't say that much"

Jeremiah, after a long silence, said:

"... is Mr. Melvi here?

He said, "Are you there?

I said as Melvi showed up.

He also asks everyone in the boys' squad to remain silent about Melvi.

"To the fairy, your mother said you could tell a lie.

So I ask.

Comrade Orochi, are you telling the truth?

"I'm telling you."

"So are the executives of Yata-glass lying?

"I'm telling you."

"... well"

Phew, and Jeremiah sighed.

"Thank you, Mr. Melvi.

Comrade Orochi, can we just think a little more about the reply?

"Oh, sure."