Nobunaga’s Imouto is My Wife

Lesson 20: Repentance and the Past

The night is here.

From daylight onwards the weather itself was never good, but from around the hour (6pm) it began to rain softly, and eventually it was raining heavily.

The rain of February rapidly snatches away the temperatures, and when it hits the earth hard, it bounces.

Since there was no such thing as asphalt during the Warring States and it was basically a dirt road, Bodhi Mountain Castle was completely transformed into a muddy water-dominated space.

This is not to say that Bodhi Mountain Castle was backward, it is also a phenomenon seen in castle fortifications around the country as well.

When the time comes, my son comes to my place and tells me that he is ready for the evening shift.

Tochiko's health, or brightness, seemed very dazzling to me now that she was clouded by lust.

When she took me into the room, my Takenaka brothers looked more nervous than ever - no, my Takenaka sister brother is there.

I guess that type of tension is something different for my sister and brother respectively.

My brother's heavy moments have made my beloved horse, the Interpretive Moon Hair, a "hurt..." deep regret and wondering how to convey this, I guess, distressed.

And Hanbei would naturally be getting reports from the heavy moment about the interpretive moon hair, and more than anything else - he must be worried about being known to be a woman.

I dared to take a seat with an unfamiliar face.

"Ready to go"

With a hard voice conceived of the color of nervousness, half a soldier calls out to me.

The heavy moment shrunk its gigantic body, like a tortoise that couldn't hold its neck in the armor.

Perhaps I can't help but feel heavy.

"I want to talk to you about something. Could you please come to my room later?"

"Hmm... I don't mind"

When I answered under the guise of ignorance, the eyes of the half guard sharpened.

I'm talking about a brilliant half soldier. You must have guessed a lot from how I looked.

"Lord Heavy Moment, what's wrong with you? Praise your body like that. With that said, there seems to have been a disturbance at the horse junction... did it work out safely?

"Ha... yes"

"I wish I had. This is how I take care of myself. I was grateful to the Takenaka family. If anything, the Asai family will help. Tell me what you want."

"Kei, I am in the utmost pleasure..."

The heavy moment flattens as it turns pale.

Afterwards the evening meal is carried, but Sister Takenaka barely laid a hand on the meal.

Eventually it will be time, and I will be invited to enter the half-soldiers' quarters.

The sides of the room are bookshelves, overlapping not only the tactical books and tactical theories of the East and West now, but also the records of the matches of the other great houses of fame gathered by Hanbei.

That's all I saw, and I turned to Han Wei.

Hanbei seems pretty nervous and has the attitude to be able to respond immediately if anything.

But I'm not the kind of fool who hugs her right away with me.

Everything has a timing. If we don't figure that out and take action - all we're waiting for is our own ruin.

The light in the indoor lantern shakes and you can hear heavy rain from the outside.

There is a slight smell of dirt.

Me and half a guard in the secret room.

In the dim room, there is a close breath of each other to hide in the sound of rain.

"Heiji..."

Speaking as if I were squeaking, she wandered slightly.

"Tell me, why is your voice..."

My suspicions were there.

The body of the half soldier I saw in the Yukan was exactly "that of a mature woman".

My voice and body are grossly disproportionate, and I can't get rid of my deep-rooted suspicion of humanity of "who is Hanbei..."

It was also an inquiry at another dimensional level isolated from my sexuality.

Also, Hansan didn't have the option to escape my questioning.

You can no longer escape the word, nor can you do my mouth sealing.

You just killed me, and tomorrow, Naoko's coming to Bodhisattva Castle brightens things up.

In that case, an all-out war with the Asai family, which burns in revenge, was inevitable, and it was even more obvious that the thorough killing of Nobunaga Oda, who raids "My brother-in-law's mourning battle..." as a great name, would be added.

Kill me and the Takenaka family will be eradicated. I don't get that. It's not half a soldier.

Hanbei stood up and removed the box from the corner of the bookcase.

It is a square box, about 25 cm long and 25 cm wide.

Han Wei sat in front of me and took the lid of the box, which was tightly closed.

Then the blue-white, spherically solidified corpuscles diffuse, entering through the nose and mouth of the half-wife, and crawling out as a new corpuscle stood from her mouth and nasal cavity. It then solidified in a spherical fashion and settled in the box again. Han Wei covers himself and puts him beside himself.

"This is the kind of... translation. Dear Prefect,"

In a totally feminine voice, says Hanbei.

The discrepancy was terrific, and I couldn't get my words back. I'm not talking about lust.

Too much I don't know, and too much.

"I don't know why, Shigeji."

I asked to squeeze it out.

"First, what is that box... Why is your voice so..."

"It's a box of cavity pieces. You can keep one voice in this box."

"What do you mean?"

"- Come on?"

Probably like magic, right?

That's what Hanwei said and gave him a grin.

"There are strange and full of things in this world that cannot be explained. Since our ancestors accepted the monsters that can be manipulated at the hands of people collectively as" witchcraft, "we have received them as a matter of course - you never asked what that means… you only use them as familiar objects, and yet more."

It was me who was all over just sorting out the situation, but with that word from Hansan, I kind of figured it out.

Science and technology are very well developed in my former world.

But while we use it casually, we don't know exactly how it works.

I don't know, for example, what the structure of the train is, which parts are running with electricity and by what chain reaction it runs its body.

Not only that, but the appliances in the house...... I don't even know about why fluorescent lights "glow with electricity," for example, and I was ignorant about the structure of the gas stove.

No matter what world man is in, he accepts it without, among other things, thinking deeply.

I also had to accept the phenomenon in front of me - the 'magic' of replacing my voice - as it were "then".

In the first place, the Imperial Moon Hair itself is an extra monster in the hands of a man called the 'Demon'. Not to mention, what will surprise you?

"... then why are you"

Did you need to fake your voice?

In my inquiry, Han Wei smiled faintly, likely to disappear now.

"People judge the situation not just by their eyes, but also by their ears. And because there is something extremely big about perception by ears"

"You needed to be a man, but you needed to fake it with your voice - that kind of thing?

"- Yes."

Without having to be told by Hansan, the importance of my voice has been a lot of concern to me since I tripped into this world.

It goes without saying that discouraging voices acts on people's emotions and, above all, interpersonal images fluctuate greatly depending on their vocal qualities.

Even a foolish person drifts in majesty if he speaks in a soggy, heavy voice, and if he speaks in a blurry, blurry voice of any sage, he is overheard.

I mean, no matter how feminine you look, if the voice belongs to a man - man illusions the person in front of him at an unconscious level when he is a man.

"The Takenaka family was related to the Minotaur Guardian Tuki family. But now that the Tuki family has been pursued and the Saito family has been placed under their command, we, the Takenaka family, are potential hostiles, so we are asked to provide hostages."

"But it's..."

Originally, the eldest son of the Takenaka family should have served.

Women as hostages have little value in wartime Japan, which is made up of a system of houses, except when they are the natural mothers of the masters.

In other words, as long as Heiji is a woman by nature, his role as a hostage should have been represented by his brother, Heiji.

"I and I have a brother named Shishayuki."

- What?

I doubted my ears. And I deplore the fact that my knowledge is not complete.

In my former world, when it came to the Takenaka family in Mino, it was first and foremost Hanbei Takenaka. I've never seen the media take up anything else.

But it was not necessarily a guarantee that he was the eldest son, although naturally.

"My brother is still so sick that he can't get a step off the floor. How can I send such a brother to a hostage?"

But the moment of gravity...

"He used to have such a big disease that he couldn't move off the floor."

It's like acting as a hostage in the Takenaka family - because I was the only one who could move his body properly.

That's what Hanbei said.

When I heard that, I understood why the moments of gravity were working out my body - somehow.

"But it was inappropriate to send a woman as a hostage to the Saito family..."

"You were sent as a 'man' instead of your brother or brother"

"Yes."

"To make him recognize himself as a 'man', his voice was also changing in the 'box of cavity pieces'"

"Exactly."

"Even the name Shigeji?

"When they send me to the hostages, here you are."

"Your common name is Half Soldier..." Half "means no way..."

"Sarcasm...... I guess"

In other words, Hanbei, who would have made a son as someone else's wife and ended his life - is also saying that he was greatly driven mad about that life as a substitute for his brothers.

Incidentally, the first source of the term "soldier", which appears as a human name, is said to be derived from the internal official "soldier" of the Soldier's Office, which existed under a restraining order dating from the flying birds of the second half of the 7th century to the 10th century.

In other words, those who defend and fight are soldiers, and this turns to represent a man.

By the way, the name Hanbei is only a common name, so obviously it is intentional and malicious to be accompanied by the word "half".

But that means...

"But at Saito's, you're a woman."

"Yes, I was easily spotted."

Like nothing, I admit to Hanbei lightly.

"But why are you still..."

Do you keep living as a man?

That's what I tried to ask, but Half a soldier says before him.

"I owe it to Master Long Xing. It's all Dragon Xing's..."

That's what Hanbei said, leaning down, squeezing his chest.

"Master Longxing asked me to save me, who had been humiliated by the men. Hold me in thin, dirty arms, and -"

Continue that far, and Hanbei smiles. As if to be remembered. Let's just say she stops by.

"But you followed Ryu Xing from Inaya Castle, right?

……

Half a soldier leans as fast as he can.

I overlap with the dragon king of historical facts to get inferences close to limitless certainty.

"It was all instructed by Longxing. Long Xing, who thought he had helped himself, was actually giving instructions to humiliate you. It all went according to plan, and you were the biological daughter who knew nothing. All you had to do was dance in the hands of the men - didn't you know that?"

Saito Dozo, the original ancestor of the Saito family, collided with his son, Yoshiro Saito, in April of Hiroshi 4 (1556) in Nagarakawa and was defeated.

And Heiyuan, the father of Hanbei, is an officer on the three sides of Saito Taoist.

In other words, the Takenaka family does not belong to the lineage as "victors" from Yoshiryu Saito to Ryuxing.

There was no reason for Longxing's surroundings to look good on the Takenaka family that was attached to the "defeated" side.

Besides, it's a woman.

Abuse would have been extremely tragic.

"Nevertheless, why did you take Longxing..."

"I can't."

Hanwei says as he embraces his body.

"The past cannot be erased, the past remains the same. My history remains unchanged. I still have to believe in Long Xing."

- It breaks.

Yes, I shrugged small.

Not necessarily identical, but close to Stockholm syndrome - I feel that way.

"Without Master Long Xing... I could have died as a comforter as it was. I think so...... even if that one was pulling the thread behind it, it wouldn't change the fact that I was" helped "by that guy. He connected me to something that was about to break, and that fact doesn't change..."

"But it's a distortion."

I stopped as I leaned over to Hansan.

Half a soldier starts to slip back like he's afraid of me.

"There's no need for your heart to be dragged down by such a bastard."

"I can't......!

Half a soldier shakes his head as he runs away from me.

"It's stained my body. The men, Master Ryu Xing, can't wipe it off anymore...! I'm already broken......! I can't forget, I want to forget but I can't...! Really, the kindness that Master Longxing has shown from time to time... even if that's a fiction, I need to believe it...! Otherwise I'll be damned......!

"No or no, that's not up to you to decide. Evaluation is not determined by self. As long as you are a person, it is always determined by your surroundings... heck!

Half a soldier's back hits the wall and looks up at my face with a pale face.

I immediately stick my arms out next to the neck of the soldier and refuse to leave.

"What's in it for you to be imprisoned by such a phantom! If you're in a position to rely on the lower house, rely on me! Come with me, live with me tomorrow!

When I stop holding the half guard, she won't be able to take one physical movement as she shudders her whole body.

Perhaps there is considerable trauma to being embraced by a man.

"Humans are not tied to the past, they are creatures who use the past as a stepping stone to jump to the future. Don't forget that.... you get it?

"... but"

"But I don't need it."

When I strengthened my strength to hold her, I smelled like a woman.

You read the air on the boulder, my Big Sun never gets erect.

(A woman like this on a boulder, hold her)

Rather than that, the libido itself accumulates in the accumulation, but it was much calmer because of the shock of the 'box of cavity pieces'.

First of all, even if it were a nasty situation, how many people would see the strange sight of blue and white shades entering or exiting the human mouth and be able to hold onto the mass?

Still, I haven't cut my appetite for women.

"Heiji..."

"- Mm-hmm!

I dropped a gentle kiss on her lips.

With a desperate excuse inside that it was not betrayal of the city princess to free her heart from darkness.

And Han Wei - black-and-white his eyes, and still grabs my arm all the time.

All that intense rain noise, sometime lost it. It was gone.

"Thank you for your help."

I told Hanbei and the heavy moments in front of the castle gate of Bodhisattva Castle, who dropped me off, surrounded by Naoku and dozens of Asai cavalry members who picked me up.

At the end of the day, she didn't tell me she was "coming to the Asai family".

Unfortunately, I wouldn't get much where I was forced to pull off the half guard.

There was a connection between me and her - that fact was enough now.

By the way, I totally pardoned you about the Interpretive Moon Hair. Although naturally.

"Well, let's go."

Naoku tells me, riding his interpretive moon hair as he is surrounded by cavalry, turning his back on the half guards.

Interpretive Moon Hair raises a clear whisper and raises her torso.

At that time...

"Stand by, madam!

A handsome voice sounds.

Turning around, half a soldier was screaming as he grabbed his chest.

"Also, somewhere else -!"

"Ooh."

I said as I waved to Hanbei.

"Let me hear your true voice again then."

The horses begin to run in unison, beginning with the Interpretive Moon Hair.

Running through Sekigahara, wet in the morning dew, I was feeling a little gratification and remorse.