When I was told that, at first I wondered if I had made a rough face.
Because it was just after I went to his parents' house to say hi to the New Year.
Or has he made love to me?
Anxious, I asked my adoptive father.
After a while, the foster father answered.
My adoptive father said... originally, Mei-chan was planning to engage him, not me.
But there was a nomination for me from his house.
Sometimes I wanted to get along, so I decided to make a connection.
But....
"Maybe you really don't want to make out."
And that's what it looks like.
I didn't know how to answer, and I was just stunned.
My adoptive father said, "You don't have to marry if you don't want to. I have no intention of forcing you. If you don't want to... say no. I'll be waiting for a response."
I certainly didn't like it until a while ago.
But I don't like it now.
To be clear, it was a further conversation, and now it was meaningless.
Why did you start saying this?
And then I realized... the existence of an adoptive mother.
My adoptive mother hates me.
And it seems that this affair is painful for me to marry him.
Perhaps you want me to break his engagement on the pretext that I don't like it?
And I'll get him engaged to my real daughter, Mei-chan.
My adoptive father and my real daughter are naturally more adorable, so I want you to marry him.....
Perhaps the paranoia is a little too strong.
But I can never deny it.
Or... did he tell his adoptive father or mother something else?
He's really, always, always, always....
No, let's not.
It's not decided yet.
Whatever it was, there was no doubt that the dark clouds had set in for my engagement with him.
When this happens, you suddenly become anxious.
Do you really think he likes me? and.
Until a while ago, when it comes to love from him... I might have said it in a bit of a luxury, but I was absolutely confident.
You've been so kind to me.
He also gave me a very wonderful present.
Above all... I said to someone I don't like, "Can I hug you? I don't say that.
Definitely both.
I thought he loved me so much that he wouldn't bother to convey his thoughts because he already thought I was his lover.
But maybe it's all my delusion.
I like him so much that he sees it as a convenient part.....
Such a possibility overwhelmed me.
He's just a “fiancé.”
I wonder if you only think of me as a friend of the opposite sex.
Thinking about it, he feels close to the girls he's used to.
Maybe this distance is normal for him.....
No, no... that's impossible.
You can't try to hold someone you don't like, or stroke their head.
Even if it wasn't a strong love affair, he liked me more or less... Probably.
But even so, I'm still very anxious.
He is a nice man.
It's not very prominent in school, but it's because it doesn't normally make hair.
It makes me look good when I go out with you.
He's so cool when he's right.
And tall.
Gentle and gentle.
Very caring.
Smart, educated, and able to exercise.
I can tell jokes, so it's very fun to talk.
And... I'm sure it hurts his mood to mention this when I raise his good spot, but the Takase River family is very rich.
Until six months ago, I was ignorant, so I didn't know how much money or political power his house had, but now I do.
Of course, I didn't like him because he was rich, and I didn't love him.
Even if his house were to fall, I would never give him my love.
It's just... the girl who's after the money should come by.
A very classic cat is a thief.
Of course, he is by no means an affair.
I believe in his personality.
But I haven't received a confession of love or a proposal from him.
In other words, my relationship with him is nothing but a friend of the opposite sex.
If he doesn't like me so much, at least not as much as I think of him.
And if a very attractive woman approaches him.
I just don't want to think about it.
I want definite confirmation.
I want you to say that you like and love me.
I want you to express it in words.
When I think about it... I return to the question of why he doesn't say he likes me.
He likes me.
I'm sure you like it...
And I'm going to show him in action that I like him.
I think it would be a good time for you to tell me your thoughts.
Nevertheless, he has not yet conveyed his thoughts to me.
... of course, that's something I can say to myself.
If he doesn't say he likes me, you should say he likes me more.
That makes sense.
I know it's not good to just tell him that you want him to remain silent forever and enjoy it.
It is a very bad habit of me to just suck my fingers on what I want.
It's just... it's selfish, but I want him to say "I like it."
It's a big dream, but I have a desire for a romantic confession from someone I like.
Isn't this what many women think, not just me?
And... this is a bit of an excuse, but he would like to confess himself.
His house is very conservative (though this may not be a good way to put it).
I feel like he himself has such an idea.
In fact, he always walks along the driveway with me and reaches out when he gets out of the car.
Of course, I don't think you even have a patriarchal attitude.....
Do you think confessions and proposals are made by men?
That's why I want to wait as long as I can for him to do it.
Let's go back a little bit.
For some reason, he won't tell me he likes me.
I'm ready to accept it at any time.
And after trouble, I finally got to the possibility.
Maybe he....
Isn't it incredibly dull?
Don't you realize that I like him?
I wonder if it's not conveyed that it's both thoughts?
Looking back, it was New Year's.
He took my hand casually.
I was very happy and at the same time embarrassed.
I think it appeared on my face.
It must have appeared to my face that I liked him when he held my hand.
But he said, "Yeah? What's the matter with you? But the expression seemed to be saying.
He's good at hiding his feelings, so I thought maybe he was in love with them, but maybe....
Perhaps it is true that my preference has not been conveyed.
That's what happened when you suddenly told me to come home with you.
It seemed that only I was illuminated.
Suppose he was so dull that he didn't convey my preferences.
I can also understand why he doesn't tell me what he thinks.
He is a very courageous man, but it is helpless to convey his thoughts to someone who doesn't know whether he likes himself or not.
But now and forever, he won't tell me what he thinks.
If he were so dull, he would never notice in the way he has been treated.
I don't know.....
It might have been a bad thing that I was seriously worried about that.
I caught a cold at the corner on Saturday.
Besides, just when my adoptive mother and Mei-chan aren't here.
... no, it might have been better if I didn't have an adoptive mother.
When I told him about it, he was very worried.
And come to my sympathy.
I was very sorry at first.
It wasn't such a bad cold at that time, and there should be no such thing as falling on him.
But... it was also true that I was thoughtful.
I wonder if that was passed on over the phone.
He took me out of my care of him once and guided me so that I could easily get his help.
I was very pleased with the care.
And I'm sorry at the same time.
I decided to have him help me.
As a result, the decision was correct.
My cold got worse after he came.
His judgment and consciousness were also reduced by the heat so high that he showed his underwear in front of him.
It was really nice of him to be here.
And... I thought it would be a little helpful for him to hold the princess.
Then he took me to the hospital, and when I got home, he prepared me a meal.
He offered me a bowl and a fork.
So, uhm... I thought...
As usual, he doesn't notice my preferences.
Besides, no matter how long I wait for his confession, it is not good for me to remain intact.
I have to change, too.
I must proactively convey my thoughts to him in a more understandable way.
So.....
"Let me eat, please."
I spoke of such selfishness.