Only with Your Heart

Cold Heart - 2

Of course, I wasn't expecting anything convenient about being able to love each other again as if nothing had happened.

I was worried. I also tasted so much depression that I didn't like it. I had already feared since I was in Japan that maybe Luklov already had a wife.

Yes...... I should have been ready, but when I actually got Lucroff with cold eyes in front of me and was exposed to what seemed like a rejection, the sight of Thousand Cranes went dark at once.

"Sorry...... DO"

It's not about apologizing once or twice. Naturally, I know that.

But now Chizuru couldn't find any other words to say.

Even before Chizuru's apology, Ruklov looks to his former lover, who came from another world, without moving one frown still. The bonfire emitted firepowder, and the only sound that sounded between them was patsy and short.

I'm finally home.

Even though this is how we are alone at a distance that seems within reach. Can't we go back to normal now that we're facing each other around the same fire? Such anxiety swirls disturbingly in a thousand cranes, mischievously disturbing the heartbeat.

The silence seemed to last forever, but after a while Ruklov broke the branch that was nearby and slowly opened his mouth as he threw it into the firewood.

"You... you're no different"

Pompous. For a moment, Chizuru blinked several times unable to determine if he was being spoken to or if he had just listened to Luklov's soliloquy. Then, just a little bit, I felt Ruklov's expression soothed.

"My skin, my face, my body are no different than when I broke up fourteen years ago"

Thousand cranes rushed to Luklov, who added something like an explanation.

"Over there... in my world, it's only been a year and two since then. So I think that's what it looks like. I think my hair's stretched a little."

"A year and two months"

"Yeah... but Luklov hasn't changed either"

Once again, when Ruklov followed the dead branch and added it to the fire, he went down his neck to the left and right to deny it.

"No, I've changed. I've changed more than you can imagine. Fourteen years ago heroes are nowhere to be found anymore."

It was a firm way of putting it, enough not to give it a gap to argue with. But Chizuru, on the contrary, was relieved by that nostalgic way of speaking... because he always talked like this, somewhere so stubborn.

"I... didn't come looking for a hero."

As Chizuru whispered, Ruklov raised a slight frown.

"Then who?

"Take you."

"Me?

"Yes... But could it be already... married, are you?

A sharp roar similar to a wolf howl was heard from beyond the darkness, as if to symbolize the anxiety of a thousand cranes. Even though the night sky is clear and distant everywhere, there is a depth that if you were alarmed, you would likely be sucked in. Yes, Chizuru has already come to a completely different world than modern Japan.

"No way," as Ruklov himself said, "I don't even know how to go home anymore.

If Luklov is already married, and there are other women he likes, maybe it will go away without a guess or purpose. Because we don't have a solid mission like we did last time. Sure, though I feel like I've heard the 'voice' of 'saving him'.

"Marriage?"

With the obvious aversion in his eyes, Ruklov repeated the words of Chizuru as he blinked. "Me? With whom?"

"Well, someone did. If it's been fourteen years, I'm sure you'll meet someone I don't know..."

I wonder what more you'll make me say. Even though my chest was going to be crushed just thinking about it, it was even harder to make it sound like a voice. Ruklov shakes his head again, as he glosses over the cloudy thousand cranes.

"I'm not married. I'm not going to do this again."

As the astonished Chizuru raised his face, Luklov, with no more serious face, stared at this one.

Chizuru suddenly wandered aside and silenced by shifting his gaze to the flames that burned between them to delude it. I guess you can think that not being married is good news. But aside from the dialogue that I'm not going to continue to do, it's like being smelled that I don't love other women, but I don't love Chizuru anymore either...

Fire powder dancing in the universe hurt my eyes.

"What about you? How many men did you succeed in seducing during that year and two months?

"Huh..."

"How many men held you? How many men touched those lips?

Ruklov's tone, which abruptly began to ask the question, was pale, but under that cold look he also felt that the heat was only twofold. Chizuru shook his head in a hurry and lagged a little to escape that overheated tension.

"Well, nobody..."

As soon as he stood up so fast as to be ferocious, Ruklov stood up in front of the thousand cranes, trying to span a burning flame.

"Le, l 'Clough......"

"Answer me!"

"Oh, no one... ah"

Lucrov's body covered him, and Chizuru swallowed the scream at the soot. When I'm pushed down to the ground and wonder if I've been held with my head all the way in, I'm blocked from moving my lips by a mouthpiece that makes me greedy (mumble) before I can even blink my eyes. Slowly for a few seconds, that primitive kiss went on, and when Luklov finally let go of his lips, the two were roughly out of breath with each other.

"Answer... who, touched you"

Ruklov's voice seemed to tremble in anger. He has his face eagled in his big hands, and Chizuru's throat is atrophied and his voice is unable to speak well.

"Nobody... nobody touched me. Really...... Yikes!

Ruklov quickly, intensely, and mouthed to devour the white skin that appeared when he thought that the white and green medieval dress dressed on the Dorote had been mutilated unbroken from his chest with lightning momentum. Rough breathing lips greedily chest this (yes), Thousand Cranes' body trembles into small pieces to the toes of his feet.

"Wait, Luklov... Ah"

He sucked the top of his chest (please) hard, and Chizuru's vision turned bright white. As Luklov's tongue cleverly caresses there, he bows on his own without listening to his spine, and a further whisper leaks from Chizuru's mouth. But, of course, he wasn't satisfied with that.

"Was there a man who touched this breast?"

"Ah!"

The tip of his other chest was snapped with his finger, and Chizuru screamed. If you don't answer quickly, Ruklov will surely be even more inflamed. But Chizuru is no longer able to speak properly to the fierce act of love, and Luklov, who can't get an answer, hunts down Chizuru again... of, grand circle.

"This man who touched my chest, was there!

Between rough breaths, Ruklov has asked to yell. Chizuru screamed back in tears.

"He's not here! Nobody, besides you...... nobody!

Then, fu, Luklov's act of blaming his chest stopped.

Keeping a rough breath, he covers over a thousand cranes and peeks into her eyes. Chizuru was breathing as rough as Ruklov.

"So... where are we?

Now it had a slightly softer tone than just now, but, that's why, it has nothing to do with kindness.

"... Huh!

Luklov's finger enters the base of Chizuru's leg. His hands seemed to remember everything exactly, even though it was the first time in a year and two for Chizuru and the first time in actually fourteen years for Ruklov. Find and stroke up the most sensitive part of Chizuru in no time.

"Here, touched, who...?

For a moment, a question crossed the back of Chizuru's brain as to what would happen if he answered, "I'm here". The best knights in the country can sometimes be the best demons in the country. Someone must see the blood.

"Mm... mmm... eh"

"Have you... let someone touch you..."

The caress was obstinate, as if she were trying deliberately to delay it for fear of hearing the answer from Chizuru. The liquid begins to wet the secrets, flooding them with raw sound.

"So nobody... nobody... nobody, Luklov..."

To Chizuru's plea, Ruklov finally slowed down his movements and looked at her still again to hasten the answer.

"Nobody, nobody. Just you... just you, because you're the only one, believe me"

Ha, ha, and between his broken breaths, Chizuru told him so, touching Luklov's cheek with his trembling hand. "I came back because I like you. I love you..."

To Chizuru's confession, no answer was returned from Ruklov.

Or maybe that was the answer. Still, they lay their bodies under the starry sky that night - twice.

Chizuru recognised what kind of man Luklov was. He can be an incredibly sweet lover, and a terrible knight who just wants to be shaken up by being approached.

He will not tolerate betrayal, nor will he share his beloved woman with anyone.

He said that he would not forgive others (one) so easily.

Not to mention the ex-lover who betrayed him once... especially.