Only with Your Heart

But after noon, even in the evening, the painful air pattern never changed.

The rain continues to persevere, gaining even more momentum in the wind and blowing on the walls. Regrettably, Chizuru could also understand that a courtier like Exia could not be sent home under such weather.

And when I realized, time was at night.

In an unexplained mood, Chizuru sat on the edge of her own bed and did something about her hair.

I don't feel like it's time to go to Lucrov's room... but to get in and out so freely, I'm still embarrassed, plus the inconvenience of being on my period, and for now I'm going to weigh myself in tonight.

I'm sure, if you ask, Luklov will explain it properly.

It reassures Chizuru by saying that everything is a lie containing Exhia's malice.

But it didn't seem like an act of not believing in Luklov. It didn't have to be that, because it was a time when I was prone to instability in the moon, I wouldn't necessarily do a weird interrogation and touch Lucrov's scales.

Maybe that's what Exia is after.

(When she left... that's what they said then, just ask... okay?

There was also a unique melancholy feeling on a rainy day, and Chizuru was telling himself so for now.

With his hips down on the bed and a blurry look at the droplets that climb on the window, his days back in this world are slowly remembered.

The first thing I got lost in the woods.

Days with Lady Droll to the Borough Mansion where Rodolgo took her away and reached her. Reunion with Luklov with his armor on. And heard, words of refusal. Forced, but passionate, physical interaction with Ruklov. A reunion with Lone and a feast night. And confessions I heard in the rain......

Too many things happened, though for a short time. Be discouraged or hurt, regain hope, or exposed to waves of emotion with the intensity of a jet coaster line.

That probably should have been the same for Luklov.

A little wind wave doesn't necessarily mean it won't blow up his passion again. Let's just stay quiet in the room tonight......

That's when I concluded that I was about to put my foot up on the bed and put on a sheet.

The door of the room opens giddy without knocking, and the tall shadow slowly enters. Luklov.

"What's going on? So soon......"

Ruklov, who should have been observing himself around the castle on a rainy night because his security foot would be dull, returned to his bedroom sooner than he could have imagined. Chizuru lifted the sheet he was wearing, stretching his spine on the bed and waiting for the knight to approach him.

But why not?

The closer you got, the darker and darker Ruklov's eyes seemed.

With his clasp on, he quickly approached right in front of Thousand Cranes, still making very little sound-like noise.

"Le, l 'Clough...?

"I don't believe you."

After doing so to spit it out, Ruklov reached out one hand and grabbed it all the way behind Chizuru's neck. "I don't believe it. You promised. Right? You'll never leave me again."

heartbeat to do it tightens my chest and I can't speak well. Just shaking his neck up and down for affirmation, Ruklov embarks on himself and approaches Chizuru even more. Hot, rough breath hit Chizuru's face.

"If I have to, I'll tie you up, but I won't let you go"

An angry, rugged wrinkle is placed between his eyebrows, and Luklov's hands stir up a thousand more cranes. Not knowing what to do, Chizuru just shook his head again and waited for Luklov's next move.

But when Chizuru was trembling because he couldn't move, a strange look suddenly ran into Luklov's eyes. It's like suddenly hitting an invisible wall and being a wolf. It's like a boy who finds himself flirting and doesn't know what to do with it, which he swore he wouldn't do again.

"Luklov, what's wrong? Talk properly, tell me..."

Chizuru pleaded.

Then Ruklov began to bury his face in the neck of Chizuru, shrugging his shoulders as if he had been struck unusually.

"Shit."

A vibration of a masculine voice tickles around the noodle of a thousand cranes.

"Damn, this is it again... When it comes to you, you lose me. I won't be able to see things properly..."

Ruklov's weight rested squarely on his shoulder, and Chizuru spread his hands and managed to take it. Luklov shrugs his whole body to make it even sweeter as he hugs Nanny and his back.

As if he were a big dog hungry for love, Chizuru thought sneakingly.

In the meantime, I hear his anger has stopped. Chizuru touched Ruklov's short, cut black hair with hesitation and stroked him to mercy.

"Why do you suddenly say that? Did someone say something to you?

Ruklov didn't answer right away.

As if ashamed of himself, he keeps his face buried on the shoulder of a thousand cranes, silently bringing his large body closer without gaps. Soon his hands were spinning on the back of a thousand cranes, tightly embraced.

Something is wrong.

But it could be cute......

A knight with a radiant armor, literally a hundred wars, like Luklov, is as sweet on a thousand cranes as a boy who's not even old enough. Any woman won't be able to help herself. Whatever the circumstances.

"... what's wrong?

For the first time since he asked, Chizuru realized he had been laughing.

"Sorry, wow, I'm not about to laugh"

"I don't want to hear an apology or anything. Explain it, you witch. You don't mind just driving me crazy, do you?

Ruklov's tone had turned into a calm one with a mixture of masculinity, sharp humor and deep kindness, as usual, as if back in time. As the fourteen-year wall that was between us represents a quiet collapse without sound.

Chizuru smiled reluctantly this time.

And I pointed it out honestly.

"'Cause Luklov's cute"

Ruklov frowned and raised his face, the face of a samurai with a serious military problem poked in front of him. No, according to what I actually experienced and witnessed, it may be the other way around, because Ruklov seemed like the nature of being cold faceless when confronted with such difficulties. Anyway, I got the so-called (so-called), rather faint look.

Chizuru really raised his voice and laughed.

He stayed captured by Lucrov's arms, and on his bet, he was sure he wasn't acting very clever, but he couldn't hold him back.

"You little girl."

Of course, Ruklov pushed Chizuru down to his bet at a windy speed. And he kept vomiting all sorts of dirty cursing.

"It's a mean female fox. Besides, you're not behaving... you're going to need to punish me."

"Ah......"

"Mean whore"

She grabbed her chest from the top of her clothes, and as soon as she thought she had been rubbed up, she held the top (please) with her finger. Chizuru's spine trembled as if the current had rushed around, and his sweet comfort went all the way to his toes.

The caress started by Ruklov was quick and quickly lifted Chizuru to height, but he was also gentle with the same temple.

Words, too.

They were supposed to be saying terrible things, but somehow there was kindness and comfort as if they were talking about love. And the more he continued, the more Luklov felt relieved of the tension.

"What's up, you slut"

Chizuru was already exposed to a wave of breathless pleasure when she was sweetly bitten through her earlobes, whispered softly in a masculine low voice, and loved her completely sensitive chest even more. Even the tiny movements at your fingertips are familiar with the weaknesses of Chizuru and invite you somewhere further.

"Ah...... Mmm!

Finally, he raised his voice of surrender and Chizuru was pushed up into a trance.

Luklov smiles satisfactorily as he draws his rough, repeatedly breathing upper body of Chizuru all the way, giving his lips a strong and deep mouthfeel.

"Good boy. Did you say that?

If you don't answer, I'm sure Luklov will be on his next offense.

Because I'm on my period. For whatever reason, you won't forgive me. Chizuru snorted small instead of answering, affirming.

"Okay."

And, in short praise, Ruklov gently embraced the thousand cranes.

Now it was a warm, comfortable, slightly overprotective hug that parents would do to their children, not the passionate embrace they'd ever had. Chizuru exhaled a sigh of relief and slowly deposited herself in her lover's temperature.

After a while, the rain outside comes back into my ear.

The rain was heavy and gloomy, but at the same time it was full of some kind of life force. It gives Morinawa a breath, even though it keeps shaking once in a while, muddy the earth and sometimes life-threatening.

Love is probably the same thing. Chizuru thought that blurry.

"Why did you suddenly think I was leaving...?

Chizuru listened with a sneaky hissing voice as he touched the fine mesh of the cladding with his fingers.

Ruklov did not answer. Chizuru continues.

"Someone told you something...?

Saying, Chizuru remembered that he remembered a similar suspicion to himself. Oh, my God. Does she want to get that far and marry Luklov?

"He's called Exia."

To Chizuru's quiet assertion, Ruklov neither affirmed nor denied. After a while,

"Ouch,"

Ruklov spewed out a faint low voice in bitterness. "You think you're hiding from me and planning to run off with some other guy in the back?"

Chizuru looked away and raised his face.

"You believed that?

"I told you I'd lose me when it comes to you."

"But he said he did."

This is absurd. Thousands of cranes were single-minded to Luklov, not the other way around, since he came back to this world in the first place. At least on the surface. Why should I suddenly run off with another man or something when I say I finally got my thoughts right?

As Chizuru pointed it out, Ruklov throated in a sense of self-derision, slightly strengthening his arm holding his lover.

"Hmm, have you come 'one-sided'? Maybe you're the only one who really believed that. It would have been more obvious to the others than to see the fire."

"Hey, what...?

"I was obsessed with you from the tip of my head to the tip of my fingernails, chasing you around for nothing."

Surprised by the unexpected confession, Chizuru raised his head and stared at Luklov's face.

It's not an atmosphere where you're joking. His fierce and beautiful pitch-black eyes look down upon a thousand cranes thanks to his love. Chizuru felt her chest get hot. My body, which has just had a sexual trance, twitches and lights up again.

"Really, you're not being honest"

Chizuru made a light tease of Ruklov. Luklov's lips draw a fun curve.

"By character."

"It's going to be hard inside to be your wife. I wonder if someone named Exia knows what she wants."

"Absolutely right. You're the only one who can get used to me."

Now it was Chizuru's turn to smile with pleasure.

The anxiety that has always been on my mind disappears quietly as the night fog fades before the morning sun. I felt like I could honestly ask you now.

I'm sure you don't need a secret between you two. There must not be...

"Actually... he came to me and made a similar threat."

"That guy?

Ruklov's tone felt like he had already forgotten, for example, the presence of the Countess. Chizuru points it out to remind him.

"Exia"

"Oh, that horse woman. Shit, I shouldn't have let you in the castle. What have you been saying?

"She once had a relationship with you..."

Though he had intended to disguise himself as not a patient, casual tone, Thousand Cranes had noticed his voice trembling slightly. It is also horrible to imagine how Ruklov would take it.

The man, once called the knight of the fierce fire, groaned low as he blinded his eyes to the intention to kill.

"What?

Slowly and surely, Ruklov said, as if there was anger in one word or another.

Chizuru adds hastily and quickly.

"And, of course, I didn't believe it all. I know he's disturbing me. But, look, it's been fourteen years, and even if I had a relationship with one or two people once or twice, that's understandable, because I'm not angry..."

"Chizul."

Ruklov's voice added even more awesomeness.

"Men, you know, sometimes you need them, right? So, uh, I don't care..."

"Ma'am!

Momentum that seemed to cause the bed to break in two, Ruklov pushed a thousand cranes onto the sheet and rode on. Chizuru breathes unexpectedly.

Two faces approached each other like they were just before they mouthed each other.

Ruklov looked more serious than any other and slowly declared, as he said deeply and deeply to Chizuru.

"I swear by betting on the souls of Edina and Zain. Since I met you, including the fourteen years I've been losing sight of you... I've never had anything to do with another woman. I've never even wanted to have it."

"Luklov......"

And it was the best of Chizuru to call his name.

It was a confession as sincere as that, too heavy and too hot to burn. And that still goes on.

"Look, Chizul, there are times when a man does need to be released. What's that supposed to mean? I have a right hand that moves properly. That was enough."

"Mi, migi..."

Hands.

Release.

For a moment, my head turned bright white, but Chizuru is not a baby either. I immediately realized what the words meant and turned my face bright red.

"I tried to forget you. But that doesn't mean I forgot you and tried to move on to another woman. Relationship? Don't make me laugh. If you throw up, tell him to spit more lies."

Because of what I just said, Ruklov's voice had regained a little calm, but still the frustration is not hidden. You wouldn't even be willing to hide it in the first place. As Chizuru was out of line, Ruklov let her crawl her lips covered with a covering, a mouthful of hot breath on her throat, ear.

"Ah......"

"And I swear. That will remain the same. I'll never hold a woman other than you."

Chizuru tried to call his name, but that didn't even make him a whisper.

"And... again. Many times. Swear to God, you're not leaving me."

Take that oath. Promise.

I didn't mean to break it. Even with this life, I thought I'd let it go through.

"Yeah."

Though his voice was about to catch on with tears, Chizuru managed to make him answer.

"Yeah...... because I'm never going anywhere. I'll always be by your side... don't worry."