What was the first unpleasant event that happened when I joined the company?
I've asked my father when it was, when he came home from work.
At that time, my father replied:
"The first time you had dinner alone with your boss."
It would certainly be an unpleasant event in the age of a new hire who has not grasped the upper position, the upper age or the sense of distance than himself.
Exactly like the situation I was in right now.
Sitting in front of me is the high school student chairman, who has a lot in common with a year of school, just recently acquainted.
However, for students who are not in the club, it is not a major problem such as the school year.
In the first place, I rarely relate to anything other than the same school year, and the moment I see it, I don't know the school year immediately.
Check the color of the upper wear until you can grasp it for the first time.
It's a classroom I'm starting to get used to, but there's a lot of air.
The chairman removed the sandwich from the refrigerator, which was rarely used in his usual activities, and from the inside when he removed the container wrapped in cloth.
The luminous glow of vegetables sandwiched between stimulates the empty stomach.
"Is your lunch handmade by your sister?
"Yeah, well..."
The gaze remains toward a point in the lunch box.
green legumes claiming that the sphere is still this.
You're out, Greenpeace, my foe...
He's the next strongest person in the vegetable ranking to dislike eggplant.
cleverly pick the beans with chopstick tips and lean against the edge of the lunch box.
You'll be noticed that I went home again and left it on the maple, but I can't help but hate it.
"Hmm," the chairman nodded, comparing his lunch box to mine.
"I make lunches every morning too, but I don't think I can beat your sister."
"It's just amazing how I make it, because I don't have to rely on my sister."
For women, cooking is probably one status.
I watched a maple dish that would be two years younger than me, and I was grinning bitterly about whether I even felt defeated.
"It was."
When the chairman says so, he stands up and hides himself in the back of the room.
The water heating room should have been ahead of us on our way.
Usually, it's where you take Negijo.
From the back, two mugs were brought to you by the chairman, letting him bring in the scent he was used to sniffing.
Inside was poured coffee that would be instant.
"Instant, can I get you a cup of coffee? It won't fit my lunch box."
"Sorry, I'm in a position to get in..."
"Never mind, I don't like that kind of up and down relationship, well drink it"
He smiles and offers me the mug he had in one hand.
Upon receiving it, he sipped a cold sip of the contents of the hot air standing cage.
The chairman, with his hips down in the front, looks at this one with a smile in a cup-wrapped position with both hands.
No, it's like you're observing.
I don't even feel fine dust such as reluctance.
It's amazing how grand you can look at it.
What invited you to dinner for?
My hands kept moving, and in my head I was just thinking about that.
"My pity... I know she was a little less emotionally expressive."
"Ha... that beauty slope"
The chairman, who suddenly changed the subject and began to speak, said so with a far-eyed look.
"There may be an argument for a lack of expression... but I'm still like my sister, and I'm happy with the change of pity, but at the same time I have complicated feelings."
"... it doesn't look like it's changed to me."
Assuming anything has changed, it would be as if her image, the rumors, were untrue.
Although it is undeniable that emotional expression is not abundant.
... Is it rumored that you are completely indifferent to the person you are not interested in, especially Yudo?
If she doesn't feel the intention of her opponent and still feel the need, she has a cold, unresponsive attitude known as the Ice Queen.
She's the only one who understands the line draw there.
Better than a girl who is superficially close and doesn't know what she's thinking in her belly.
I just stumbled into that line, and I didn't let Yudo in.
Shizukuishi is not a line drawer in the first place, but a friend of a dog monkey, that would be the correct expression.
"Growth, I only know pity if there has been a change of heart, but I still guess it's because of you. I also feel envious of you because I couldn't."
"That's not true..."
I'm not good enough to encourage growth.
That she just changed in response to her own changes in mood, in the environment.
It was not me that triggered it, but Shizukuishi, Yudo and other influences.
As much as the chairman says, I didn't do anything.
Therefore, I suspect.
The more people who don't know what they're thinking, the more horrible they feel is the natural reaction.
"Kanzaki has been having fun lately, it's a good thing"
"... right"
No offense, the chairman's words pierce his chest small.
Seems like you can poke me for turning away from reality.
The chairman doesn't know... that Shizukuru conveyed his feelings for what Yudo confessed.
Both Shizukuishi and Yudo wanted a change.
I guess he wanted to grow and make progress in his relationship with the human being he was favoring.
The result was an ambiguous relationship now.
The cause is obvious, my answer would be.
That's why I feel bad.
If you're the only one, the inescapable reality appears in front of you.
"... it's just me"
"Hmm? Did I say something?
The chairman with the sandwich on his cheek looked adorable inside, but I stray right down my gaze.
When I close the lunch box I was eating about half the time, I get up from my seat.
"Chairman, I'm gonna have to excuse myself here because the next thing I know, we're moving classes."
"... well, I'm sorry I let you hang out, I'll let you know when the photo is taken during after-school activities"
He looks back once in front of the door, bows his head to the chairman, and then leaves the room.
"Sometimes you don't want change, sometimes you're right, True Good."
Beyond my back, a word. The Chairman's words reach my ear.
It was a gentle voice.
So much so that I feel comforted......
Double the number of people who look at their students is a student named Shuxi.
So I also notice a trivial willingness to change my humanity.
Someone I've known for a long time will be narrowed down naturally because they're involved.
I just figured out what it meant to be invited to lunch, and I'm out of the student council room.
I still walked alone in the hallway on my lunch break, screaming my little voice as if it were going to be erased.
"... tired"
It was a day when I could poke at a reality that I had unconsciously conceived of.