The rooftops during the class were quiet and cozy.
Lunch breaks and other places with a few students are just the three of us this time.
We left the classroom ahead of Kirasaka, and naturally we couldn't have gone to the chairman. We were ruining time on the roof with the railings on our backs.
In the first place, the chairman is in class because the class hours are the same due to different grades.
I can only assume that the person in charge who didn't realize it was upset by Kirasaka, who made a rare voice...
Now I don't even feel the school-specific buzz, and I can only hear the wind blowing in my ears.
"I called you Makoto, and you didn't?
"Never mind, I'm just surveillance... and I'm going to take you out in class. How insane."
……
You were lying to your teacher, too. Do you forget?
Lay down the two quietly exchanging words and drop your gaze in the school yard.
Coincidentally, this time there are no physical education classes.
The school yard, where no one is present, has blue trees blown in the wind and leaves flying.
The landscape is something I get used to seeing and getting tired of seeing the same thing every day, but when I look at it in a time I don't normally see it like this, it's something that makes me look good though.
I'm just skipping class and getting wind on the roof...
"Still, I hate talking to people who don't know it's this kind of squad behavior."
Depressingly, she scratched her hair and fried it. That's what Kirasaka said.
It is a little shorter for female students, but still male students' proximity is long enough for their hair to reflect and shine in the light of the sun.
"You haven't even talked to me... I refused to exchange contacts earlier."
Just state the facts.
Objectively, it's just the sight she's talking about and other conversations with her contacts earlier.
I rather wonder where you were talking.
When I narrow my eyes to my words as if they were just a little mucky, I begin to explain them one by one with my slender, stretched white fingers.
"First one time with a greeting, plus one time a girl student talked to me, twice with an exchange of contacts..."
"You haven't spoken at all, have you?"
Thanks for pointing that out sharply.
Shizukuishi returns to Kirasaka immediately, but calmly this time.
"Can you not compare me to someone like you who chats permanently with whoever he is every day?... and he's less than me, isn't he?
"Don't shake it on me..."
White hands pointed this way, with a little smile on her face. Kirasaka turns her gaze towards this way.
I wouldn't be able to say anything back.
Even though we talked about it, most of the time it wasn't about me, it was about Yudo.
Little conversation in Kirasaka means a little different.
I am not interested in a human being named True Matsumoto, and I want to connect with people around him, but I am talking to him.
Think about it this way, what a pity.
Because they talk only to make contact with Yudo, Shizukuru, and Kirasaka.
But I haven't had a decent greeting with them myself, and I'm not asking for it.
Anyway, I'm dating them only for this internship.
I won't even be involved with those two in the future.
The environment in which I usually live is different.
If I want to just live quietly with them, who spend their days not singing about their students in a busy way, there's no way I can match everything I talk about, my personality, everything.
Only for a few moments, but it would be a natural flow to observe and exchange words nearby and arrive at the idea that getting along with them would be difficult.
I just wasted time talking to someone I don't fit in, and there's not a single good thing about just being mentally tired.
Again, I don't need more friendship than I need... what a twisted idea comes to mind.
"You're good, because I don't have many friends to talk to even in my class."
"Hey... don't hesitate to say a word"
Isn't it like a childish excuse?
But it's not good quality because it's true.
Because it's childhood friendly, it's twice as convincing.
Wouldn't Beautiful Lusaka deny it either, he exhaled furiously.
With cold eyes, like a bottom of my heart.
"Just so excited about the school event... I wonder what would be fun"
……
I agree with Kirasaka.
Why do they seem to have so much fun spending only one day in a different environment?
Excitement to go to an unknown place or anticipation for the future.
Other emotions may be swirling in them.
I don't know the answer when asked why such emotions arise.
However, I have a personal view.
"That's what the air on the field makes you feel... there's only a handful of students who really enjoy it"
Everyone has some kind of grievance.
Perhaps only those who have been able to work with friendly students in the place they want are just having real fun.
But I can tell you that today's students, who specialize in pairing with their surroundings, play fun hiding their true intentions.
One, no student would look at a student who is obviously dissatisfied and not offended.
So I play that I enjoy it as much as I enjoy it around me.
Because that's the right thing to do in a relationship, or in an attitude toward schooling.
Few students honestly put their emotions on the table like Kirasaka and refuse to do so.
"When it comes to this internship, I'm pretty sure it's hard for people like me and Kirasaka."
If you work on it seriously, you will be laughed at and pulled if you mean it too seriously, and scolded as uncoordinated if you don't work the other way around.
Co-operation is a pain in the ass if you always try to get used to acting alone or in a small number of ways.
So isn't it the best position to stand like me that isn't as non-cooperative as Kirasaka and doesn't take it as seriously as Shizukuishi?
"I really don't like it..."
I fall into a feeling of my spine freezing at the whining of a low voice that contains a variety of emotions.
I'm not upset or angry.
I just figured out, somehow, that the aversion simply dominates her emotions.
So, or I followed one answer.
"Time to go back...... I suspect the teacher is too late, don't you?
"Right..."
In a word of Shizukuishi, I notice that more time had passed than I thought.
It's almost time for class to end.
Unfortunately, I decided to follow this quiet rooftop.
For students who do tend to be isolated from day to day, school events, which are also group actions, may be unpleasant.
But what I really don't like is maybe the popular students like Shizukuishi, Kirasaka, and maybe Yudo who are constantly gathered around?