It was the first time in my life that I thanked the calm BGM at the coffee shop.
This was the first time people around me felt grateful for the conversation.
As much as that, there was silence between me and Shiraishi.
Shock, you deserve the word unimaginable.
In the Student Council Room, the statement that came out of the mouth of the white stone red leaves, which should have spoken so eloquently and confidently, was a word too full of personal affection.
"... that's what you meant by don't laugh"
Honestly, I didn't even think of laughing.
It's like sighing to get out.
Rather than a sigh out of discouragement, it's close to frightening.
Should I say it's too genuine, or should I say it's too honest and speechless?
"... that's a personal affair"
That was not an agreeable answer.
I don't deny the idea of white stone, I don't make a fool of myself, but the word is generally not a convincing reason.
"It's personal, but shouldn't it be personal?
But I can't feel lost in the words that came out of White Stone's mouth.
In other words, it is clear that this is a reaction within the assumptions for her.
"Man, it's personal affection that drives action. There must be some kind of personal affection in the student council if it's to be likened to an insider or popular, or an impression from a teacher."
"... it's not like I want to earn points for gaining such popularity."
"Seniors are the exception...... no, seniors are the exception. Because there's something that we can do, because it's something that we put ourselves in this tissue."
If you ask me, it was for you, for you, for Koizumi.
I wanted a friend, I wanted to be a student chairman like the chairman and wanted to be recognized from around me.
I don't know Miura.
It's not that I'm not interested, I just don't like talking to the opposite sex.
I was talking to myself, and I was like, "What is this guy even interested in me?" What a strange mistake it makes to create an awkward atmosphere and situation.
I wonder if guys who don't have many friends or are botches tend to excel when it comes to self-defense technology because they assume the worst situation first before they act.
... Let's make it the subject of free research.
Where we have decided on the summer vacation assignment, we return to the argument of the story.
"If that's white stone, you mean create an ideal student council..."
"Yes."
Straight, I looked this one in the eye and assured him.
The caged eyes of strong will are very similar to those of the chairman, Shizukuisha, and Kirosaka.
I don't like those eyes...
I am very bad at eyes that are as clear as the opposite of my own in the mirror and full of confidence.
It makes me want to deviate from this one.
"But it's only a driving force, not a word for students. Senior Makoto... I'll tell you the truth because I've been seen with all that."
"Don't tell me while I'm at it... I guess I just saw my notebook shrink with carelessness."
I want you to refrain from saying or doing anything that would be misunderstood around you.
This is not a school, let alone a place with a lot of people coming and going in front of the station.
Nevertheless, this became clear why Shizukuishi wanted to join Shizukuta rather than the current officers.
For school students, as we were talking about at the student council, there is a reason to accept 10,000 people to equate the next student council with or more than the student council that Shuxi led.
It's something I think about a lot.
I also think it was close to perfection to the point where they would leave me at the student council, which is what they have in common, in anticipation of the possibility that they would refuse to join.
I've been observing it a lot, and the guesses from the information are accurate.
Maybe I can do a simulation of the conversation and think of a response to this.
... a little, no, it's missing a lot, I can't deny that there's something dodgy about it.
But it's because she's like that that that bothers me.
Why are you so obsessed with your ideals?
If we work hand-in-hand with Koizumi and the others to be friendly, we will be able to develop the student council to a good point, even if it does not go as far as the current student council.
White Stone smiled and opened his mouth as such a question crossed the back of his brain.
"I told you not to laugh, but honestly, you can laugh at me. If I can't, even if they tell me it's not in reality... I don't want to end the high school life I craved without doing anything"
White Stone's talked about ideals are certainly ideal and difficult to make real.
Many people should honestly think you're kidding me that it's a student council surrounded by beautiful girls and boys.
A dreaming maiden, she has an impossibly challenging longing.
But there is no denying that it is impossible.
The student council she admired remains a possibility if it is Sakura no Hill School where we go.
As shown, there are three outstanding, popular, and well-dressed students enrolled.
Each, even if there were areas where they were not good at it, students still had extra abilities.
When Shiraishi entered school, her feelings for the ideal would have intensified even more with the eyes of three people who had already established themselves as the school's favorite.
But that's why I wanted to tell you something.
"I can't believe I admire it... sometimes it's useless to hold it strong."
The stronger you think, the greater the recoil when you fail.
The difference between ideal and reality makes me want to stop.
That's how people turn away from ideals and find compromises and talk about them as growth.
"Maybe so...... but you don't have a choice. When I became a high school student that I admired watching cartoons and comics, there were talented seniors there, as you can imagine."
Still, the white stone red leaves don't stop.
The look that makes his eyes shine and speak gradually turns into a tight, rinsy one.
The junior, who is also full of personal motives and has a sweet ideal, has turned his eyes as if he had expected something.
"So I want Senior Shin Liang to cooperate!
……
"When I saw the seniors, there was always Senior Shin Liang beside me. … At first I thought it was just a coincidence that I was nearby, but I quickly realized that it was wrong and gathered under Senior Shin Liang"
... so it doesn't mean that if I help, the problem will be solved.
Everyone is overestimating.
What I can do alone is nothing but tiny.
He's not smart, his motor nerves are crowded, and the house isn't rich or well-groomed.
I just know someone who can have it.
And I have a pretty sister.
Shiraishi bows his head to me like that.
"Before the seniors graduate, I'd like to try to create something together, just for once! Please!
I think I've been through this situation before.
When would it have been?
I explored my memory and remembered the end of spring break around the end of March this year.
Shizuku and Yudo asked me to help them, and I was lowered my head like now.
And that's when I said no.
I didn't like getting into trouble, and I gave an answer in myself and decided I didn't need it.
Then, after all, we acted together with something while I said I didn't like it, and I also started talking to Kirosaka, and I went into the student council.
Has it made any growth?
Look up at the ceiling and look for words.
And then I came out...
"Sorry, but no"
In the end, it was the same answer as it was then.
"Really..."
Shiraishi lowered his voice volume and darkened his expression, as he was obviously depressed.
To her, I might have acted like a bridge to possibilities.
In a motion that seems to have fallen out of strength, I take my luggage in my hand to get out of the stand-up store.
And I bowed my head and said goodbye greetings.
"Thank you for today...... I am now -"
- But...
I may not change my mind.
Because that's the way I am.
But once I turned down a similar situation, I'm also sure I was making a mistake later.
You can't repeat that.
"But... outside of the student council, maybe we can work together"
So this time it's rare for me, and acting from me may not be a bad idea.