How many human beings exist in this world who can achieve the ideal future?
At least, I don't remember living the life I wanted in my life.
No, ideally before, maybe I've never even had a strong idea of my future life.
I just picked an easy path in the situation on the spot and lived a relaxed life.
I guess I've avoided the hassle and tried to assume that the choice I chose was the best one.
The result is this life.
I like others and can't understand emotions, and I can't interact deeply with the people around me.
From where I drew the line, I'm still watching.
I'm in the same place, I'm not in the same place.
It still is.
Shizukuishi and Kirasaka were present in the living room of the Makoto family, including me, Maple and my parents, to discuss future progress.
Even though each of them gave their opinions and considered the future, I looked at it like some other HR.
What they're discussing is what centers on me.
I know better than anyone that I can't help myself.
But for some reason, I have a calm self in me to the point of being very calm, objectively looking at the situation and proposing an unobstructed option to avoid waving rough.
As it stands, I understand that pinching my opinions causes confusion in extra places, so I don't say extra words.
I also understand my father's opinion.
I can't help but want to find a partner so that I can have a better life with my unclear future.
I also understand your mother's opinion.
It's not a pageant that ignores a child's emotions, but a desire to have him or her choose the future at his or her own free will.
And I know what Shizukuishi and Kirasaka think.
I can't agree with this story, including my personality, my thoughts, and their mood, from two people who have shared their time outside of their family for a long time.
Whoever chooses, I'm going to know that I'm a boulder.
That's why I think about it.
What was the life I wanted?
Is it a routine where we all have fun and smile?
There are a number of noisy problems that arise right now, but is it a routine that you can't afford?
"So uncle! Isn't it too late for the pageant to go on hold and decide where you're going?
Towards my father, Shizuku suggested after finishing a series of explanations.
My father looked a little reluctant for that, too.
If I say so, the two of them are outsiders, but Shizuku has seen growth from his infancy, with some kind of affection.
My father couldn't possibly feel anything because such a daughter gave me a total negative opinion.
Plus mother, and the appearance of an irregular figure named Minoru Kirasaka.
Everything was glued to unexpected developments.
If there's one trigger, maple as well as I are just staring at the sight for a development that's going to turn upside down on either side.
Maybe the maple is the same.
The difference between the life I originally wanted and the status quo.
While I feel that, I am just static about the status quo that has moved beyond my control.
If we're going to solve this before we make it bigger, I have to move on my own accord.
But you're probably wrong.
Choose an incorrect choice in this setting.
With the current situation, where there are a large number of people who do not want it, I guess this behavior is wrong.
"... Father, when is the date and time of the pageant?
I inquired indoors where the story was glued and silence continued.
Immediately, my father answers.
"The appointment is tomorrow at 14: 00 at an inn near the school where Maple goes."
Sure, I hear maple schools used to have a lot of people around here as hot springs districts.
The remnants left a few old fashioned inns.
I guess it's somewhere in there.
Summarize just a few thoughts as the gaze from all gathers.
In the end, that's all I can do.
"Okay... I'm coming"
I said with clarity and a voice that everyone could hear.
My father exhales like relieved, and my mother just looks sadly at me.
Shizukuisha wasn't convinced, she bit her lips hard, and Kirosaka closed her eyes and stood still.
Still, I smile slightly at Shizukuishi, who stepped forward to eat my answer.
"It's okay... bad for my dad but I'm not going to take a match with someone I don't know... it's just best to see him once just to keep him out of trouble too"
Yes, tell him to tell himself.
If you're really going to say the best thing anyone can convince you of, think of a reason to turn down the matchmaking and convince the other party as well.
Give me an excuse to the extent that there are no problems with my father's relationship with the other person.
Being a high school student, even when it comes to future places of study and employment, will have some impact if you get a match now.
I can think of as many excuses as possible.
But now it's a prerequisite to put this place away.
The sight in front of me is far from the routine that I or Maple wanted.
Probably the farthest away.
I think it's bad for my mother, Shizukuishi, and Kirasaka.
However, if I didn't answer this now, I felt something would change.
"Are you okay, brother?
From the anxiously looking up maple eyes seemed to convey worrying emotions.
Answer with a stroke of your head to soothe it a little.
"I'm fine... just meet him and say no in person... so I'll always be the same"
When I told Maple yes, Kirasaka, who had been piercing the silence, suggested it to her father and mother.
"If you don't mind, may we accompany you to the inn?
I don't go indoors.
I just want to go to that inn and stay in a place where I can hear the results right away.
My father nodded to Kirasaka's wish that I told him so.
"I don't mind... I can't sit in the matchmaking table, but if that's okay"
"Thank you"
The last time they exchanged words, nobody had anything to say.
The discussion ends quietly, with a quiet indoor spread.
Mother controlled Shizukuishi and Kirosaka, who proposed to return to the sky that began to twilight, and we had dinner together.
A home and rustic meal behaved by two Maple and her mother tasted like a true home that she hadn't tasted in a long time.
Nobody's got a sunny expression.
I was just relieved somewhere.
He said he knew the results.
We don't have to worry more about ourselves than I said.
Honestly, I was optimistic somewhere, too.
So I guess I couldn't even think about it.
That tomorrow's pageant could have created distortions in previous routines.