By the river in summer, the grass grows deep green and the breeze feels somewhat cool.
After the classroom, I was walking alone on a dirt road along the river, unlike the way through the usual shopping street.
Few people, and there are only so many around as the boys play river games under their eyes.
Walking down the road and into the middle of a bridge hanging a flowing river, he stopped there.
The sound of the water flow and the sound of the wind shaking the grass.
A noisy voice from a short distance away.
The water surface that reflected the sun's light seemed to give my heart peace.
……
Honestly, I was going to refrain from any noticeable behavior or bad words or actions in the classroom.
I can't make excuses because it's my sown seed, but attending school from tomorrow will be depressing.
Zero familiar sighs and deposit your body on the railing of the bridge.
The ancient wooden bridge echoes the hints of a guillotine.
I don't want to go home in this mood and make Maple anxious.
Even so, as I stood just on the spot without knowing what to do to change my mind, a figure stepped into the bridge entrance was pictured.
"That was a bold statement to put together."
"... you're here to tell me even if you don't like it?
Yudo, who thought he was continuing the discussion in the classroom, was there after he had his luggage.
Open the space for each person and leave the body on the bridge in the same way to sigh similarly.
The sad school prince turned his sad expression to this one.
"... I'm sorry, it was really a word I had to say"
"It's not a matter of who says..."
That's how it's his bad habit to strangle himself.
It would be a statement because I am aware that it is at the heart of the class, but it is a good idea to say that I will take responsibility for that class on my own.
Whatever I say in that crap situation, be it Yudo, Shizukuru, Kirasaka, or anyone else.
I would have said if someone were to leave it to others to try to accomplish something on their own.
But I couldn't tell you, I didn't.
Each has an idea, a position, and a character.
It is obvious that we will be in a harsh position for those who want to live their student lives ahead of us without problems.
So I'm the victim...... I don't even think of fine dust.
I didn't care about my position in the bottom of my heart class until I told you.
Besides, it should have been a somewhat better result for them than for the situation in the class to get screwed, said a person with some speaking power.
"Everyone in the class was talking about reconsidering the event."
"... you can't"
"Huh?"
That is a temporary change, not a fundamental solution to the situation.
Unless we improve the situation where Yudo and the others are at the center of the class and things go on, and the class as a whole changes so that we think and strive on our own, we just end up with similar results where we redo the discussion.
But it will be difficult to create that situation unless Yudo and the others show such an attitude that they seriously refuse to compete in the competition.
And I also know it's hard for them to show that attitude.
Shizuku also had a slight change from the previous one.
Nico and I smiled and what we were asked to do was not like before we were snorting and taking on.
There was just a change to give my opinion.
But I still can't show a strong attitude until I deny my opinions around me and push my opinions through.
Possible is Beautiful Lusaka, but there are no personal rejections about her or shards of interest to others, so the class thing is out of my mind.
And Yudo can't refuse wishes from around him.
That's Yudo Ohara.
"As long as we're all trying to end the event amicably, it doesn't make sense where we've had that discussion over and over again"
"But if you think about it with Kanazaki and the others, there might be a good solution, right?
"... I'm not answering, in the end, what the class calls a" fun sports festival "will only come true in a way that you focus on and involve the whole class"
And you don't need me there.
Rather, it can only be harmful from around.
It's easier to talk to and spend more time with them because there will be no more disturbing bugs that stick around them.
When I say we will discuss it again, it is a pre-construction story and the results will remain the same.
The majority of people would consider it convenient.
"I've lost sight of my own thoughts too... good opportunity"
"What are you talking about?... Anyway, let's go back to class and we'll both be waiting for you to come back."
Yudo tells him with a smile on his face.
That said, he goes back the way he came from the bridge.
And I look back where I left off the bridge.
But I walked in the opposite direction of Yudo.
And look back in the same way.
Face to face across the river.
The river width is narrow, but the distance it falls without being able to cut across where it jumped.
That subtle distance seemed to represent my mood and my relationship with Yudo.
"I told you... just do what you want"
"So let's have some fun together -"
"That's what's wrong."
I shook my head and denied the words.
You don't understand what I'm saying.
Yudo doesn't know.
That we're standing in a different place.
He thinks he can stand in the same place and walk with him.
But I can't do that.
No, you don't have to be me to do the majority.
The place is where the spotlight hits the stage, where only allowed people can get in.
We're standing in a dark place beside it.
"... I can't go that way"
"Push..."
I can't sing about my shining student life and live a life that I can talk about with my youth.
We all want fun, a life of laughter and no need to do it.
Thus Yudo and I could meet face to face and remember again.
I laughed bitterly at just one friend who still stood up on the other shore and told him only one last word.
"... bye"
What we need now is not to be together.
It's about setting aside time, keeping the right distance, and keeping calm about the status quo.
He turns away from his friends who are trying to say something, turns himself over and walks away from the spot.
After seeing him, Yudo couldn't utter a word.