In the courtyard, the only central and reason for the connection, Makoto leaves, leaving us alone.
We had nothing to say, we were gazing at each other.
From the girl's eyes, she said, "Why?," he was being asked.
But I don't have the words to answer.
No, she felt uncomfortable with the words she had prepared.
The words I said I didn't need a friend brought blunt pain to the person's chest I said at the same time.
What are you talking about, they'll think from around you.
But for the first time, the act of clearly keeping friends away brings bitter emotions that I honestly don't want to go through again.
But now I just have to push it away.
Unconsciously, I recognised in a discussion in my class the other day that this group is only made up of the presence of one person.
At the same time, I understood that if I lost him, my thinkers would never treat me the way they have been.
What a feminine man you are once said no to clarity.
He's the prince of the school. What a treat. Proof I was wondering.
I never said I wanted you to call me that.
The truth is, I wanted to relax after school with my first friend in my life and go to the games center, or invite him to my home to reveal the night with a conversation I had no other love for.
... but is this my excuse for being silent without rejecting excessive expectations from around me?
We should have done it.
If only we were walking by in a real way.
I'm aware of the influence I have around him, so I don't make him feel bad.
And he was unconsciously distancing himself from bothering me by spending more time alone.
The result was yesterday's words, which led us to become aware of each other.
Words in earnest over a few years.
Then what should I do?
Think about it, and I felt like I only got one light.
It's easy.
We were relying on each other to make sure we didn't bother, but we were finally choosing an easy path.
Don't step in deep, and don't let them.
You'd totally laugh at him with your nose if you told him this, but I wanted my best friend.
There is a being who speaks for real, sometimes fights, and still understands each other, without any hesitation.
Never, Yudo Ohara and Makoto are such a relationship right now.
At least the statue of Yudo Ogiwara's best friend he wanted is a relationship to expose more and let him in in nature without hesitation or anything.
So let's throw it away.
Reset your relationship and also liquidate all your remaining feelings for the thinker and face each other again.
You wouldn't be convinced to tell the girl in front of you that you want such a development, like a child or a comic book.
In her eyes, he was always in the picture.
I admired him, he was my best neighbor, he understood each other, and he was fiercely in love.
One way to look at me and him, and not one way I could get in, I was guessing the first time we had a conversation.
But still, I couldn't help but think.
Even now, the fact that I threw my hands off in front of you left me no words to hang on the girl who looked at me with sad eyes.
It's a sweet ideal that you'll understand someday, and I don't know until I put it into words.
And because I can't say anything on these occasions, her gaze doesn't go this way.
I get up, I see the girl running out behind the back of the boy who left, and I can't help but sigh zero.
"Ha... it would have been easier for you both to say even one of your bad words"
Words that vanished vainly never reached the two of us.
"Cha-jun!
Shizuku leaves the courtyard and grabs his arm after him before he leaves the school.
There was a seep of haste and anxiety from his expression.
He seemed unsure about his understanding of the situation and what words to hang.
So I talked to him first.
"What does Shizukuru do with the invitation from Yudo?
If the person is unwilling to do so, the conversation is frustrating.
However, if you are at all willing, the conditions are not bad for you, both schoolwise and in person.
Well, what I'm talking about is the future of insistence points, paths, etc.
But if you can join a student council as Yudo says, it's possible to avoid it from troublesome stories.
Shizukuishi showed a moment of stray in my inquiry, but the next time her gaze was exchanged, she showed her determined eyes.
"It doesn't change my mind, if you're enrolled in the student council, I'll be there, if you're not there, there's no reason for me to be in the student council."
"... he's a difficult guy"
It should never be a bad story.
But I guess the decision hasn't wavered because there's something stronger than turning down a story from Yudo.
And he said it in his voice.
If I'm not here, there's no reason to join the student council.
Why do you admire me so much for not meeting her expectations?
I guess only the person has reason to know.
I thought you were good at self-analysis, but you're going to need to change your perception.
Watch the people running the campaign in a remote location, then walk out of school and side by side.
In the back of his brain, he remembered Yudo's words and put his thoughts around him.
This is the first time Yudo has spoken to me with a chilling gaze and voice.
Somehow, for the first time in the past few months, it's all over the place.
I figured it out myself. I'm curious, and then I don't actually know anything.
Just the information on the surface made me understand, tell me.
What a nasty person.
How can I talk to childhood friendliness that makes the look difficult next door?
As a result of my thoughts, it was still the usual language that came out.
"You take it for granted that the next student council doesn't need me."
"I don't think so, though!
Words of denial containing anger.
I feel like I had a louder voice than the sound of a car passing by the side, but that would be okay.
Passing the intersection, Shizuku blocks the road as it enters the residential area.
Behind her was a Y-shaped road.
Here's Yudo to the right, and when we split up with the left, we have our house.
"Look, I'll go right as well if you go right. Go left, go left."
"The house is on the left."
"I'm talking about analogy!
Thanks for the exact scratch.
I apologize to Shizuku, who gets mucky and slaps me on the shoulder, and then I urge him to continue the conversation.
"Now, Ohara, you have moved on to the right, what will you do?
"Going left"
"Yes!
... It is.
No, I thought it was a flow of going completely right, but she was right in her inquiry.
"Nothing. I'm not beside you because you're right, because you're right. Believe me, Ohara, if you're right, but not without you, it's not the right choice for me."
"You're absolutely clear."
"This is the time, I'll tell you! I don't follow you because I'm Ohara, but I'm not running for office because the whole school wants me to."
If that's what I could say in front of the students, she wouldn't have a hard time.
But you can't do nothing with this assertion either.
There's no reason not to say anything.
Above all, the true goodness of her beliefs should not be the person who determines Danmari in this situation.
"I probably hated Yudo somewhere in my heart, I don't have anything near me, I hated myself for being jealous of the guy with everything near me and missing such emotions"
……
Shizukuishi was listening quietly to my words as she began to speak.
Until the end, my attitude showed that I would not say anything.
"I think she had similar feelings about Shizukuishi and about Kirasaka and the chairman. But more than that, Yudo had a strong consciousness... so I rebelled, and I've acted like he didn't think I would."
It's a little man.
Because this is how you tell girls that you had inferiority or negative feelings about yourself.
But the only way to be genuine is to tell the truth.
It may sound like a perky word, but at least it's courtesy.
"I've made excuses that you guys are just too awesome because everyone never told me to be clear, but I'm just refreshed that I'm not talented this time"
If shown with so much clarity and attitude, there can be no excuse or delusion.
You don't need my abilities or anything, just like they said.
I approach the vending machine at the edge of my gaze and buy two bottles of tea and offer one to Shizuku.
When she receives it, she only takes one sip.
"Your childhood is such a man."
When I tell myself I feel hurt, I turn my previously dropped gaze next to mine.
There was an unchanged look of Shizuku there.
"It's natural for people to feel inferior to people, because you can't be the same person.... I admit, I have also felt inferior to Mr. Kirasaka."
I guess I really don't like it.
Shizuku said reluctantly, with dead eyes that he would never normally show.
I can't imagine it coming from Shizukuishi, with her dark hair soaked up and her superior appearance. I laugh unexpectedly at her voice and expression.
"Let's be honest, you're more attractive from me than you've been from here lately."
"I feel like I've been denied growth..."
"If so, it would have been unnecessary growth."
What a selfish claim.
When you say confidently, you think I was wrong.
In fact, maybe I want to be making the wrong change...
But it's not me who keeps quiet here.
"I think you've grown in the wrong direction a long time ago..."
"Well, that's... admirably in the process of modifying the direction"
The end of the story is gradually smaller.
He gets poked in the pain and distorts his nibble and mouth on his shrinking appearance.
Stretch the posture you were shrinking and fix it to face.
"If I could bump into my classmates from the front, would you get along with your friends?
Meditate and think to Shizuku, who will always ask with more and more serious eyes.
I know that your highlighted friend is Yudo.
I guess Shizuku wants to say that we can fill the vacant distance from one of the amusement parks more than ever before, not a quarrel breakup or anything.
It can be a mouth fight or a worst edge off, but it's hard to understand if you don't exchange words with Yudo Ohara that much.
Whatever, just think behind the words. It's Negative Thoughts.
I can't convince you or convince you with a simple exchange of words.
"... I don't even know if it's a bickering."
"Leave it to me, I promise you accurate coverage!
... is the expression of a human being in a position to fully cover it.
This is that one, right, until Shizuku asks me to take a multi-to-one shape.
... Let's even ask Kirasaka about his effective poison tongue.
Or what is he doing?
The liquidation of the three parties from past to present was about to take place simultaneously.