Ore no Isekai Shimai ga Jichou Shinai!

Episode 3-7 The First Thoughts I Notice After Losing

And then, how many days would have passed? It shouldn't have been a few weeks or a month, six months, but I just spent every day eating the meal that was brought in.

That's how I got cold one night. I woke up in a rage that I could hear from somewhere.

"... what? Is anyone even fighting?

That's what I think and clear my ears. That's how I picked it up slightly: the word people scream and thieves.

"What thief... in this mansion? Such an idiot."

Not all of the knights the Granchez family holds are in this mansion. Rather, many of them are dispatched everywhere.

Still, the number of guards is different from the kind of mansion where merchants live. It's impossible for a thief to enter such a mansion.

But as a matter of fact, the stirring outside is still going on.

"Hey, somebody! Anyone out there?!?

I knock on the door and scream. It's more likely to attract thieves than not knowing what's going on out there, but staying here doesn't necessarily help.

More importantly, I'm worried about Alice and Claire. And Claire, hey, maybe the people around you can protect you, but Alice doesn't.

"Who! If anybody's here, get back to me!

A few minutes to keep knocking on the door desperately.

"- Master Lion, where are you, Master Lion!

My long-awaited voice sounded.

"Alice, over here!

"Master Lion!

Footsteps approach the door. And before long, Gachari and the door opened from the outside.

"Dear Mr. Lion, are you all right!?

"Oh, I'm fine. I heard a thief or something, but what the hell happened?

"You're all confused and I don't know the details, but it looks like a thief has attacked the mansion"

"Attack me... it's not sane to raid the Count's mansion, is it?

"Right. But there's been a lot of bandit sightings on the territory lately. So I sent a crusader and it looks like he was targeted where the mansion got thinner."

"Are you saying you were intentionally induced?

"I don't know...... it is true that the knights are being pushed. I think it's only a matter of time before a thief breaks in here."

"You have such a bad flag color..."

I wouldn't believe it if I thought about it normally, but the fact is the mansion is confusing. If we don't move now, it could be irrevocable.

"Master Lion, let's evacuate to a safe place first."

"Right...... oh no, Claire. I need to find him. Do you have any idea where he is?

"Is that Master Claire? Unfortunately, I haven't seen you in a while."

"Right..."

The last time it happened, he said he could make me train as a bridesmaid from tomorrow... if Alice hadn't seen him either, she'd probably be locked in her room.

"Okay, let's go to Claire's room first"

We made a policy. We'll go down the hall first. I borrow one of the lanterns that was placed at the main point and rely on the lights to get to Claire Hey's room.

But along the way. I found the knight of the Granchez family and the body of a thieve-like man.

"Looks like we had a fight here."

I hold up nausea and observe two bodies. I guess it was a hit. There are cuts on both sides of the body that appear to be fatal.

I don't know how powerful the knights in the Granchez family are... but even if they deal with the knights. Is it just something that a thief can get to this point?

... No, I'll pry later. I need to rendezvous with Claire first and get somewhere safe.

But before that - and I look at the body.

I'm ethically resistant, but I can't say that either in this situation. I started clawing my belongings to see if there was anything I could use.

"... Dear Lion. That's..."

"I know what you're trying to say, but be patient now. You can't just die here, can you?

"Right... sorry"

"Fine. Better watch if anyone comes."

I'll resume the body clams. Recover the sword that each had and the two oil pots that the thief had. Hand Alice a sword and two oil kettles.

"... I'm not very good at swords."

"I know. Or you know I'm not good at it, right? But it's better than bare hands. Throw it at me if you have to, and you're gonna have enough to escape into that gap."

"... ok"

Alice nods in some strange way.

Even now, Alice has a pretty good liver. He said he was traveling all over the place until he became a slave, and that's pretty rough stuff to do?

At any rate, I appreciate you staying calm - and that's when I was thinking, I heard a woman's gold cut from across the hallway.

As soon as I heard it, I ran toward the voice.

And bent over the corner. What I witnessed was my father, who lost one arm but struggled, and Mr. Caroline, who trembled next to him.

"Father, behind you!

I scream when I see enemies looming behind my father - but my father, who also has enemies in the front, is delayed in looking back. And - the red flowers on the big wheel bloomed in the hallway.

But my father had not been slaughtered, and he was stunned. And before such a father stared, there was the figure of Mr. Caroline, who slowly collapsed.

"You!

My father flashed in anger when he returned to me. Condemn the thief who hurt Mr. Caroline. But that's how the enemy in front...

"Let it be!

I throw the sword I had.

I threw it like that, and it won't hurt the thief. but my father, who regained his position, cut down the thief who stopped moving for a moment like that.

"- Caro! Hold on, Caro!

My father knelt on Mr. Caroline's side and held his bloody body up with one arm.

"Um... safe, is it?

"Ah, ah. I'm safe! But why, why did you shelter me? You must have resented me!? Why did you shelter me?

"I resented you, I was there... to my feelings, a little, notice,... give me, don't... from"

"... what, you say? What, what are you talking about? You must have had someone in mind!?

Ms. Caroline smiled weakly at her father, whose eyes were already losing their light, who gave a surprising expression that she could not believe.

"When, of... talk, are... are you there,?... wow, a long, long time ago, you... Tomorrow, and..."

"Caro!? Hold on! Don't die, don't die! Please, Caro, please! Please, just wait!

Mr. Caroline's body should have collapsed all the while my father called desperately.

"Caro! Don't die! Don't leave me! Hey, Caro? Caro, please, please... give me a response. Caro, Caro..."

Mr. Caroline is dead. I'm not sick. It wasn't an accident either.

For the first time, people's hands have witnessed the scene where people were killed. Before that so shocking sight, I'm speechless.

Still, I squeezed out a faint voice when it wasn't good to be here.

"Father... it's dangerous to be here"

"... Lion? Why are you here?

I'm here looking for Claire.

"Right. Claire's in the convent, so don't worry."

"Abbey...?

"At Caro's behest, I'm going to the bride training"

"Really..."

I know it's a lot to think about, but I don't want to say bad things about the dead. And more importantly, it turns out Claire's in a safe place.

I calmed down a little and was forced to shift my consciousness to what was to come.

"So we're the only ones left, right?

"... right. Blake put the knight on escort and let him escape, and gave instructions to his servants to escape. Only some of them will remain in this mansion."

"Really... then let's run away together. I need to stop the bleeding on my arm somewhere safe."

Blood continues to flow from my arms. Hurry up and stop the blood or it will be too late.

Besides, thieves are entering even near the bedroom, arguably the deepest part of the mansion. Even then, the fury of battle is ringing, and it will be only a matter of time before the enemy pushes over.

I don't have time to relax here.

Even though I said so, my father shook his head slowly to the side.

"I'm sorry, but I can't leave Caro behind."

"... then Father will carry the body"

Even though I'm losing one arm, I suggest it would be better than I carry it. But my father shook his head sideways again.

"It's not. He said he wouldn't let Carol travel alone."

"It's..."

You're going to die with me, are you?

"... Father. I know how you feel. We should run and survive here."

"Leon, I'm sorry, but I'm not running away."

"Father, she stood up to keep you alive!

"- I know! But I hadn't noticed Carol's thoughts, and I missed her the whole time. So at the end of the day, I want to at least stay on your side!

"-"

It would be a lie if I said I didn't understand my father's thoughts.

Because... I thought the same thing when I lost Saya. If you're going to die soon anyway, stay with Saya -.

But not my father. The bleeding is terrible, but if we hurry, we should still make it.

"Father, please reconsider."

"I don't change my mind anymore"

"What do you do with Granchez territory!

"Blake is good there if you're not involved. Plus, I've known the Spiels for a long time. Leaving me alone would help."

I bit my lip on my father's line. I wasn't seriously worried about the Granchez family. Because I wanted my father to live and I just said it that way.

"... sorry"

My father groans pompously.

As much as I apologize - and I couldn't help but swallow the words I stuck up my throat. I can't seem to afford to be guzzling any more. The hustle and bustle around us is gradually getting bigger.

Can't you change my father's mind anymore? I still have a cup to ask, but I can't believe we broke up in this way...

"Don't look like that. Millie or Claire for you. And there's Aristia, isn't there? You seem to be getting along very well."

For a moment, I didn't know what that meant.

"... hey, how did you know your father was like that?

My father doesn't answer my questions. I just got a meaningful look on my face. But when I saw my father like that, I remembered the flu.

My father then, just like he is now...

"- Master Lion, it's time for the limit."

My thoughts were blocked by Alice.

"... ok"

I have a lot to ask. There are countless things to say. But I can't die yet.

So I decided to leave my father.

"Father, I run away. Run and survive."

"Well...... that would be good. There is a hidden door in the back of the hallway upstairs. There's a staircase that leads to the basement all at once, and you should be able to run straight outside."

"... thank you"

I try to walk away. But my hair was pulled back by the fact that I said my last goodbye to my blood-connected father, and I looked back just once more.

"... anything to say at the end?

I love you - I can't believe I want you to say a dialogue like the last scene in a western film. But still, as a family for once or so - I have that expectation.

But...

"Right... Millie and Claire, you got to protect them."

"You are, that's how you end up...... Huh!

Various thoughts swell up in my chest and are about to spill out of my mouth. But I drank it desperately. And I engraved the word into my chest to fulfill my father's will.

"... ok. I'll protect you both."

"Well, if you will take it upon me, I can pass away in peace. You're my proud son."

"-"

What was the emotion I had then? Joy or anger?

... I don't know. The only thing I know is the fact that everything says it was too late.

"Come on, Lion. Let's go now. Our enemies are closing in."

I don't have to listen to my father, I hear footsteps from nearby.

It will be only a matter of time before we get here. So I swallowed up a word of gratitude for the grudge, everything I wanted to say.

And

"... Goodbye, Father"

Say your final goodbye, and I'll take Alice's hand and head the other way.

"Caro... I'm sorry. I didn't even realize how you felt or how you felt. But I finally understand. It's the first time you've lost it..."

When I left, I felt like I heard my father whine.