Ore wa Mada, Honki o Dashite Inai

"Darling......"

Erica was hot and staring at me with her wet eyes.

I'm thrilled to get this far.

A beautiful girl like Erica comes at a favor with no multiplication.

It approaches me as I was born.

I'm determined to be excited, I'm determined to be happy.

But I am.

Close in slowly.

"Ah..."

I looked happy and hung my undressed clothes on Erica, who closed her eyes and turned her face upwards.

"Huh...?

Erica opening her eyes.

Disappointed, frightened.

A mixed look with no two emotions was on his face.

"Why..."

"I see Erica is serious. So I'm gonna take it seriously, too."

"Seriously......?

"I haven't liked Erica yet."

Gunn, I was going to hear that.

That's what happened to Erica's expression.

I was struck by despair and abandoned from everything in the world.

Such a face.

"Uh, no, no, no, that's not what I'm saying, don't get me started. My words were a little short."

"Huh?"

"Sometimes it's fun to be with you, my friend, as such, I like it. I don't hate it. But that's not as a lover."

"No?

"Oh, no"

I nodded clearly.

This is no time for deception or anything like that.

I thought I should be clear.

"Yes..."

"In that state, I don't think it's the same thing to be in that relationship. Erica doesn't just want to marry me, does she?

"Of course!"

Erica snorted loudly, as impetuous as she could eat.

Noble - well, Erica is a queen, a royal.

For the aristocracy, it is not necessarily necessary to favor the marrying partner.

Rather, it is the right marriage between noblemen to break up and use their connection to each other's houses.

It also manifests itself in a series of rituals.

The most important thing is that in the first night, the human around Baya brought a sheet of torn blood and exposed it to the crowd, and the two men who were pure were bound together - to strengthen the bond of the house as.

There's no love there, you don't have to.

Just be clerical.

That's true, but Erica should never want it.

"So not now. I don't hold Erica."

……

I said what I wanted to say.

This is what I feel because I'm starting to favor Erica a lot.

I wish I could tell you that.

Silence flows.

After about a few minutes, Erica quietly picked up the clothes she had taken off and slowly rewrapped herself.

And put it all on - after I went back to what I looked like when I came into the room.

"Sorry, darling"

And I've apologized.

"No, it's not about apologizing. This way, I'm sorry I embarrassed you."

"Yeah, I know what Darling's trying to say. Erica, I was in too much of a hurry. Right, that's not what you want, Erica."

Back off here, I got a little more fondness for Erica again.

There are men and women in the world who think that if they have a physical relationship anyway, they will fall apart afterwards -

If you're in as good a position as Erica, it's no surprise you don't have to choose the means to think about it.

Actually, I did.

I'm secretly glad you kept that in mind.

I think it's amazing to be able to push and pull.

I kind of, uh, pretty much reviewed Erica.

That Erica, until just now, was desperate, and sad, or moist

I threw down those air and laughed brightly, as usual.

"Then try harder and make Darling like you."

"Right."

I smiled and nodded.

Yeah, these looks look better on Erica.

"Don't help me if you do. This kind of thing is supposed to come from guys."

"Ahem!

Erica suddenly, as if struck by lightning, bickered and twisted with her shoulder.

"Duh, what's up?"

"Darling, that's cool! Erica, I fell back in love."

"Yeah."

"I knew I loved darling!

Erica hugged me.

Unlike earlier, a callous, pure revelation of favor.

That's about it, I accepted it.

That settles one thing - and thoughts.

This event spread among the maids at the speed of light, rumoured.

Noon the next day.

In a garden no one would visit, playing with the dog, my sister snuck in there.

"I heard you, Hermes."

"Now what, sister?"

My sister came and said strange things.

"You preached to Erica yesterday?

"To? Sermon?

I wondered what it was about.

"Oh, well. Is that a sermon?"

"The maids were rumoring."

"Were you asking..."

I laughed bitterly, but I was relieved.

Good in a way.

That's what the maids would have seen if they had lost the temptation.

No, well.

The circumstances of noble nightlife are such that every house is a messenger.

In the first place, I get 100% grasped by laundry maids who wash sheets every day.

This is already fate.

Anyway.

Now, I'm glad they haven't grasped it yet.

And I thought.

"Everybody's excited."

"Huh?"

"The queen told me she wouldn't move if she pressed me. Say you can't have that kind of relationship if you don't get it right, and you're so manly."

"Huh?

"Hermes' face looked the best I've ever seen when I said that. He said it was cooler than when he said he wouldn't let me out to his wife."

"No, wait. There's something wrong with the comparison criteria!

Was that what you were talking about?

"Many children, wonderful! Cool! I'll follow you for the rest of your life! I'm saying."

"It's unexpected..."

I'm disappointed.

I gave up on Erica's growing fondness about yesterday.

But I didn't expect that to happen to even the maids.

The damage from the unexpected direction turned my mind stronger than normal.