Ore wa Mada, Honki o Dashite Inai

125. I knew I loved it

I took this day's errand a little more seriously than usual.

Mistakes, listen to the report of the ministerial delegation, judge the contents and approve it.

It hardly changes what I usually do, but somehow I tried to make it look just a little more serious than I usually do.

It feels serious and normal when I first started doing my errands.

In the middle of it.

Why are you doing that - it's Sofia.

Because Sophia's in the corner of the office, and she's teasing us.

That's what I've been doing since I started as an executive, and that sword screen was like making me think "I need to do something right".

I mean, it's pressure.

To escape the pressure, I concentrated on my duties and fled.

The result is a little more serious outfit than usual.

That's how, when I finished my errand, Mimis asked.

"May I, my lord?"

That's what I say, I take a quick look at Sophia.

"Hey...... well"

"It would be rude for a Despina to behave like that to his lord, asking him to stop immediately or to impose a penalty."

"Mmm-hmm."

"In the first place, it is utterly untrue that a man of Despina should come into the midst of his lord's affairs, even though he did not call him."

"I think so, too, but I have a sister."

"Master Sora?

Yes, this is what your sister authorized.

My sister said she should take a closer look at me when I was in charge, so I gave her permission to come in.

I'm the owner of the Canoe family, but the truth is that it's hard to make sense if what your sister says isn't so bad.

That's why I acquiesced in Sofia's entry.

Now is formally my daughter, but normally I'm still my sister.

Besides, I can't get my head up.

Mimis, who knew the relationship well, was only a little convinced that it was her sister's word.

"But that attitude is still"

"That's good, too."

I sighed and answered instantly.

I have a problem with this one, too.

Sophia told me to gradually bring back memories.

I do think I said those words to her then.

The girl in black who brought me around to train martial arts...

"If you defeat a woman, say cool words about your stuff - there was an old man."

Said.

That's what they said and convinced me as part of my training.

I thought that was the right thing to do then.

Instead of being abetted, he said, "Right!" I was convinced myself.

So I still deserve this one.

I deserve enough to want to strangle myself that day if I could go back in time.

Okay, if that's what your lord says.

Mimis was convinced that I really felt that way.

"Well, I've heard the rough story."

"What?... from your sister"

"Yes."

But have you been asking me?

That's mean.

"If you said penalties to this extent, you'd be disillusioned."

"Mmm!"

That was... a waste.

If you think about penalties, Mimis will disillusion you?

Then even now...

……

When I looked at Sofia thinking about something, I had eyes.

It's been scorned, but now its eyes also seem obstinate.

I couldn't have penalized her like that.

I sighed, "It was my chance," he snapped.

The misses that picked it up.

"I don't know what chance it is... but the rest is between the younger ones"

That's what I said, I took the ministerial corps and left the office.

When the door closed with Patan and we were alone, Sophia spoke.

"Clerk, are you done?

"Oh."

"Well, then..."

"Darling!"

The door opened as much as I wanted, and Erica showed up.

Midea jumped at me and hugged me with a stormy appearance.

"Erica. Right. I thought you said you were coming today."

I was so full of heads about Sophia, I completely forgot.

"Yeah! Darling, I missed you. Have you done your job yet?

"Oh. Is Erica the one?

"Wow! Darling worried me. Glad!"

A deliberate crying imitation and a delightful look from the bottom of my heart.

Erica says as she cleverly puts those two on her face at the same time.

"But it's okay! Historians say darling is a lowered dick. No, so good luck with Erica!

"Lowering Chin"

I barged in slightly bitterly.

No, well, I know what you're gonna say.

"That's right! Hey, darling, hold Erica's hand."

"Hands?

"Yeah."

"Like this?

I held Erica's hand, as I was told.

The easy thing to respond to is that I'm getting used to Erica and this has become more everyday - more everyday than the extraordinary directly next to her.

Erica's hands were small, soft and a little cold.

"Cold."

"Yeah! If you get your temperature from Darling like this, you'll be a hundred times better"

"Right."

Is this also a contrast or a discrepancy?

I'm a little jeaned by Erica's bullying.

"... Raising Mist"

"Whew!"

Like, I avoided holding Erica.

The moment I avoided it, the chair I was sitting in and the office desk were burned.

Turn your eyes to Sophia who unleashed that magic.

She was messing with her shoulders.

"No, um..."

"Cheater!!

Throwing those words away, Sophia burst out of the room in tears.

"No, cheaters..."

Maybe that's what happens from Sophia, but I feel like shouting "no, it's not" out loud.

Meanwhile, Erica, who remains held by me, looks at the door that Sophia jumped out and left open.

"Oh, my God, that girl"

"Oh, it's called Sophia."

"Hmm, Despina."

"You know what?

I was out of my mind.

I was surprised Erica connected to Despina just because she said Sophia.

"I'm famous for Darling's house and Despina. Erica and I are distant relatives."

"Darling's house and Despena's house are famous, and they're both people who like the same person as Rica. Everybody."

"Familiar?

"Father of the Demon King"

"That's him! You didn't just give it to the first generation, but to 200 people!

"You're an amazing person."

Amazing or something.

Our ancestor, Kaori's father.

Was he even getting his hands on Despina?

It would be nice to get this far.

You get a whole lot of hands on the 200 strongest troops, so I can only get the feeling that it's already amazing.

"You're the most promising kid in Despina."

"Oh, that sounds like it"

They say it's the first place in the sequence of strength.

"How did that kid get to Darling? If you're too busy, will Erica handle it?

"Don't process it"

I'm afraid of the words that come out of it, Erica.

Even during this time, I literally "processed" Russless, and I'm afraid I might normally do it.

"Apparently, when I was a kid, I promised to be my future wife. I mean it over there... and I'll forget about it."

"It is."

That's what Erica said, leaving me holding him.

And think for a few seconds.

"That might be a little Jerrah"

"Erica?"

"But that's because she really likes Darling."

"Yeah? Will that happen?

"Then I can't help it. Erica, try to get along."

"Good luck."

"Make darling friendly with each other's favorite children. Because it's a tradition from Lord Ricca."

That's what Erica declared.

I remember something when I thought, "Why does that happen?"

Lord of the Garden of Roses.

Titles and traditions that Queen Karamba has inherited from generation to generation.

It is Queen Karamba's flurry to poke a harem and give it to her opponent for each of those harems for a man who has fallen into a gap.

I remembered asking Erica that when I met her, and I was convinced of her "get along" declaration.

When I left Erica and went out into the garden, Sophia was releasing magic into the sky.

"Silly! Silly! Ridiculous, ridiculous, ridiculous!

Strong magic is almost shot (,,,) in the sky with no time.

I know "silly" means me, but I purely thought it was more amazing than that.

"Hey."

I called from behind.

Sophia stops, turns around.

He had a bumpy face.

You look plugged up, but you haven't even gone as far as rejection.

That's what I decided, getting closer to Sophia.

Sophia wept a little again, staring at me.

"I did my best."

"Yeah?"

"I worked hard to be the child I deserved, all the time"

"... I guess so"

"I've been waiting. Ever since you took the lead!

"... right"

"I heard that I became a master and an amazing swordsman who was given the case of my first generation. Then I had to be a more deserving child, too, and I tried my best to be magical! Yet! It was all forgotten!

"I'm really sorry about that"

I gave my head up honestly.

Something I forgot, something I did when I was a kid.

It's all my fault.

I apologized because the whole thing is over here.

"I don't want you to apologize!!

More and more tearful, Sophia stepping on the estate waste.

After doing so alone, Sophia turned all the way around and resumed her magical sky shooting at the sky.

Is it stressful?

... Oh, you did.

I remember clearly now.

Even when we met as kids, this is what she was like.

Even then, I... we...

"Are you all right?

"Leave me alone! I'm just in the mood!

Yes, we had this exchange.

Get in the mood for yourself.

Ideas that I didn't have, ideas that no one else would ask for.

I guess that's why I got stronger and ranked first in sequence.

That's why I said something like a proposal then without any doubt.

I got nostalgic and intimate at once.

I approached and put my hand flat on Sophia's back.

"Hey, what are you doing?

"Fine. I feel it without defying you."

"Huh... ah"

I put magic in Sofia.

It's in the human body, letting it pass through the passage of magic.

Sophia looks surprised and impressed as she looks at it.

"That's sequence number one. Now you know."

"Ugh, yeah."

"Try."

"Here's the thing."

Once again, Sophia fired a magical sky shot into the sky.

It has become more powerful than any other magic ever.

"Magic efficiency... out of step..."

"That's what you should do when you shoot magic. Because efficiency increases power and frequency."

"... and magic... is it amazing?

"Huh? Ah..."

I had a hard time.

I did it.

I miss sticking around, feeling intimate at once.

Then I taught her how to use efficient magic.

"I knew it... it was amazing..."

Weird.

Sophia is like floating in heat.

That's how he found me.

Whoops.