Such an awakening of consciousness, like unwinded, pulled back.

I was devastated.

"Gee ho... gee ho..."

Immediately afterwards I try to get my less bitter, coughing, immobile body up somehow.

Something took my hand and let me pull it up.

……

It's like, a fresh-born baby.

A baby coming out of a warm place and crying in surprise.

Don't even care if your long stretched, wet hair is on your face, crying and seeing a new world.

"Are you awake... Red Witch..."

"... you"

The first thing I saw was General Cannon. Yes, brave man.

I'm just wearing a suit for some reason, and it's not like my usual stand up.

I think I was in the capsule.

It was like being inside a Valkyrian ship, like that capsule.

……

Why would you do that?

I thought you were dead.

I'll see what I look like, mostly.

"Wow, wow, wow, wow"

It was naked.

When I was aware of it, I accidentally had a strange voice and hid my body with both hands.

The brave man had a shiatsu attitude that he said didn't matter. Though that also pisses me off again.

"There will be a towel.... put on the clothes you keep there."

"... then you, turn to the other side!

……

He turned to the other side, as he was told.

I didn't know why, but there was a towel on the side table, so I took it badly, and I got up.

I fluttered, but somehow. Wipe your body and hair and reach for the clothes that were placed.

"... sailor clothes?

It was sailor clothes.

No shit. Deep blue, red Thai.

"This is your... hobby?

"Don't be stupid. It must be what you were wearing."

"... eh"

And I noticed.

"Maybe here... Earth?

……

"Me, this body of mine... Could it be Masako Oda...?

"... you're right"

He's only affirmative.

I hurried to put on that garment and inquired before him, still facing the other side.

"Could you... Dr. Kano...?

"Oh. Sometimes in this world, that's what they called it"

……

Sometimes it seems strange.

In my previous life, I was coming back to Masako Oda's body. This man should have killed me.

Looking around, it was dim and shiny there, like a lab.

There are several other things like capsules lined up, which are just a little creepy.

And the sadness that came suddenly up.

I'm not at Mayday anymore.

Dr. Kano will take you out of the lab and up the stairs.

Then I went out into the ordinary room of a normal house.

I don't know what to say, of a normal Japanese household, living room...

That looked like a secret lab in the basement.

All I see through the window are trees, and I'm not sure if this is the planet.

……

"... eat"

For some reason, there's porridge on the dining table in the living room.

As soon as I smelled that smell, I was attacked by a hunger that wasn't half way through, and I took my seat.

"I haven't put anything in my body in almost a year... don't be too disappointed..."

"Oh, it's rice..."

Oh, it's just porridge so dazzling.

"Did you make this?

……

Dr. Kano just narrowed his eyes and doesn't even try to answer them in particular.

Well, that's good.

I take a bite of it and chew it slowly.

Too nostalgic, gentle flavor.

……

The silence continued.

I quietly ate porridge and Dr. Kano sat in the chair across the street looking at it sideways.

For some reason I come to tears and wipe that with the sleeves of my sailor clothes.

"... Ugh..."

I'm dead.

You're eating porridge here, but that sense of despair strikes your chest.

And he came out... Thor's face. I remember the dreamy days I spent with Thor at the borders of the world.

"... Tor... eh"

I can't see you anymore.

Thor will forget everything about me from now on.

"... hey, either cry or eat"

Dr. Kano finally gives a mouthful to me for crying and eating porridge.

I took the time to eat all the porridge, rinsing my nose and exposing myself to a worn out look.

Until I finished eating, Dr. Kano didn't talk about this situation at all, he just kept quiet.

I'm confused.

It's like saying it's not here.

After I ate the porridge, Dr. Kano brought it in with coffee in a white mug.

It's black...... but sips, long sighs.

Are you out of your mind?

"... Yep. I'm tired of crying...... I want sushi tonight"

".................. chi"

He openly tongues.

I came from somewhere with a flyer in front of the sushi shop and put it in front of me to blink.

"... a nostalgic letter."

Oh, I knew it was here, Earth.

Lift the flyer written in Japanese, looking nostalgic, and check the letters with your eyes.

"Hey...... it's time to tell me. Me, why are you alive? What the hell is this situation?

"... indisputable. You're Mako Oda."

……

"It's a transfer of souls. Until I put my soul as Machia Odileel into the empty flesh of Masako Oda, which I kept on Earth.... I expected this to happen sooner or later if you were reincarnated into Mayday. … so only the flesh of Masako Oda stopped time and kept it."

Put the cup of Cohee on the table, it's a cliché.

"... is that possible?

"I have the power to command soul and death. Because I can do that, I've been coming and going here and there more than once. Make a stock of flesh..."

"Of flesh...... stock?

"I came and went here and there, using the characteristics of reincarnation, metastasis. Rebirth increases the flesh. We make and store children, young people, epiphanies and other flesh here, and we use it to match the times."

……

Second, it reminds me of a lot of capsules I had in my basement lab.

This guy... that's how you've been coming and going with that world?

To just one soul, with all the memories?

"I mean, you, if you mean you can do that, you mean you can use magic over here? This must be Earth, right??

"... now I'm“ transferring ”from Mayday to flesh. If you move from there to here, you can use magic here. There's still magic in the flesh. In your case, I can't use it because it's just my soul..."

"... heh"

It's a nodding fact, though I'm not sure.

"Or maybe... you keep the permeability and the profits too?

"... there's no such thing as their share. They were buried."

……

"In your case, the way Mayday works, I needed to make sure I recovered the body once it was reincarnated over there. Because the only coffin that was stopped at the present Mayday was yours.... That's why I kept Mako Oda's flesh on Earth. I didn't expect this to happen because of the Blue General... Still, I can say it's on schedule."

He sipped his coffee as he strayed from his gaze.

Oh, this guy, he drinks things...

But right.

You've been thinking about helping me in this way since the beginning.

If you think so, a lot of questions arise.

What the hell is he...?

"Hey...... Can I ask you something? Can I ask you something now?

"... oh. You won't have to hide it. You've become someone who has nothing to do with Mayday."

……

I nodded small, leaned down for a while, and raised my face.

"Then first.... I don't know because I ended up dead like that, but who was that silver-haired girl? A fellow Blue General?

"... oh well you could say that. That girl is Istarte Sil Vis Hermédes. She is the daughter of the Hermédes Federation monarch.... and the Demon King class“ King of Silver "..."

"... King of Silver"

In Mayday, the Demon King class 3,000 years ago. King of silver and king of gold.

Are you saying that the king of silver in it was her?

"I thought 3000 years ago heroes were both men... you were a woman king of silver"

"... no, it was a man"

……

"It's nothing strange about being reincarnated and changing your gender."

"... oh. I see. So that kid, that was my daughter. I feel sorry for you."

I'm glad I'm the same girl, thanks for the one-half chance.

'Cause if I had memories, something that would definitely confuse me.

"Speaking of which... you said you were the king of gold."

"... oh. 3,000 years ago, I was called King of Gold, and I fought him"

"I see."

Three thousand years ago, the King of Gold, two thousand years ago, the legendary brave man, a thousand years ago, as nobody, this guy was recovering the body of the Demon King class.

Thank you for your hard work.

"With that said, that kid, you were obsessed with Tor. They call me Para Crondor.... I wonder if it's due to the mythological age. Though Thor didn't seem to remember it at all."

……

Dr. Kano sipped his coffee again, glanced sideways, and silenced a little bit.

And he fluttered off somewhere.

……

I'll grab a mug with both hands, too, and have coffee.

Oh, bitter bitterness.

"Look at this"

He came right back and, right in front of me, placed an old piece of paper.

There, the name of the nine Genesis gods of Mayday.

Para Acromeia, god of imagination and creation

Para Magiliva, Goddess of War and Destruction

Para Klondor, God of Space and Time

Para Utis, God of the Spirit

Para Demeteris, goddess of the earth and abundance

Para Pusima, Goddess of Destiny and Life

Para Ellis, God of Disaster

Para Tritania, God of the Sky and the Sea

Para Hadefis, God of Soul, Death and Memory

"... this"

"Oh. It's Mayday's god of creation. … you can talk a little about the Mythical Age"

……

"All the Demon King classes on record will have been face-to-face with you, but do you know who...?

Dr. Kano asked me a question, so I answered with a finger to my name.

"... you, Hadefis... right? So, I'm Magiliva. And Tor is Klondor. Ulysses is Utiz, Perselis is Demeteris. Esca... Tritania? So, Princess Shatoma is Pushma..."

"... yes"

……

I compare the remaining names with the information I know.

"Then... the blue general is Ellis? Somehow, I imagine it's a disaster. Then that silver-haired twin-tailed lady... acromeia"

"... you're right"

Oh, we have it all.

Once again, the answer match reminds me that everyone is already gathered at that Mayday.

"You said it before, didn't you? When all nine get together, when the world ends or when it begins... Is this the beginning of the world? Are you trying to finish?

"... over, about to start. At least, it could be....... Para Acromeia and Para Crondor.... that these two gods have met..."

"With that lady, Thor? Why?"

"You will know the final phase, the Battle of the Giants (Giganto Magiliva), which took place in the age of mythology. That, to a large extent, is primarily a dispute between these two pillars of God. Among the gods are the two most powerful gods."

"... heh. Thor was such a great guy."

……

Dr. Kano laughed with his nose.

"Well... you're the one who broke in to stop fighting those two great gods, Magiliva. Your power was more destructive than any of these two gods. Anyway, they say it's the goddess of war and destruction."

"Heh... don't do it, me"

"Your power is command magic that feeds on the amount of information. The greater the subject is, the more destructive it becomes. For those two gods, your power was like a natural enemy."

Oh, so.

That silver king, he was so cold to me.

I laugh bitterly.

"I mean, why were those two gods fighting?

……

But to my inquiry, Dr. Kano is silent.

"It's... you better not know"

"... what? Why? You said you'd answer anything."

……

He got up all the time and went somewhere again without saying anything.

He... ran away.

I had no choice, so I watched the sushi flyer while I waited, and Dr. Kano came back with something.

"... it"

That's what he had, a thin dirty college note.

It was familiar.

"... I was using it at a penance reunion, a notebook for the record..."

"Oh. I took it back so Mayday's information wouldn't leak."

"... I think they just think it's a painful student paranoia note that they found anyway..."

Take it from his hand and gently stroke the surface to nostalgia. Good note.

Every time I flattened out, I was struck in the chest as a remembered student, and I bit my back teeth all the time.

"I'll give it back to you. … you can use it as you like"

"... like..."

What am I supposed to do?

Dr. Kano was again looking at the sushi flyer he had on the table, about his seat.

I had more to ask him but stop asking any more and hold a note to my chest.

Me, I don't know what to do now...... that kind of anxiety comes in.

"You have... two choices"

……

Dr. Kano turned his blurred gaze to me and continued.

"Live on Earth like this, or take that flesh and get down to Mayday again"

His words were a huge shock to me at this time and I accidentally dropped the cotton and notebook on my lap.

"Uh... again... can you go to Mayday?

"... naturally. Even I have to go back from here to Mayday again. I came and went again and again. I'm familiar with the methods."

……

"Nothing...... you can live on Earth like this. Let's get what we need here. It wouldn't be bad to forget everything and live freely in this peaceful place anymore"

I blink a few times, I look at Dr. Kano, I lean down, and I look up again.

I was repeating that.

You want to put your hands on your forehead and get your head done with a little confusion.

"... nothing, I don't need to give you an answer right now. After experiencing death. You should rest here for a while and get used to that body. It's a long time ago... you can walk as you please"

……

His mouth felt uncomfortable, somewhere he noticed me, as if it didn't belong to a “brave man”.

But yeah. I've already finished what I did for you.

I answered small "yes" and decided to be sweet with the words.

At night I cried for a long time sushi. He took a proper, outgoing trip.

In the given bedroom, there is a TV, and you look at nostalgic news shows and variety shows and you realize the Earth, Japan.

Oh... it's weird.

Since then, you haven't had a year.

I checked with Dr. Kano earlier that the planet has only been dead for about ten months.

Will time flow differently?

Almost nothing has changed with the time we were here.

That's why I miss it extra.

……

I was picky, turned off the TV remote and sat at a simple desk that was in the corner of the room.

The desk is politely stocked with writing equipment and I take out a single sharp pencil.

I gently opened the notebook I had used at the Past Life Penance Sorority and confirmed the end of the record.

Naturally, it's all about resentment, jealousy, and disgust, from the Red Witch, the Black Demon King, and the White Wise Age.

I also make chronology and keep track of what happens in chronological order...

……

For some reason, I felt like I had to write more.

I don't know if it makes sense to do that, but I really wanted to leave a sign that I was at Mayday's.

Slowly, to be sure, spell the letters on the following pages.

It's been Japanese for a long time, but my body remembers it properly.

"... eh"

selflessly obsessed. Just desperately, I write down as many records as I can remember.

Born in Delia Field on the southern continent as Machia Odileel, met and grew up with Thor.

I was reunited with Ulysses at the Royal Palace. About Pericelis and Shuma.

Conspiracy in the royal palace or the end of the Tor and the Demons.

That Thor noticed my thoughts.

My ending.

Even with only fifteen years of records, if you start writing, you can't tell.

I never slept that day, but I kept keeping memories in my notebook. It is Japanese, or sometimes Mayday's language.

Really, I think it was a messed up way to write it down, but just keep the brush moving.

As I write, my eyes cloud with tears over and over again, and I still can't stop.

You can't forget. That's why I need to record it. I need to spell it.

All, all, all. Because it doesn't have to be understood by anyone.

It must be a penance from a previous life. My previous life today is not a Red Witch, Machia Odileel.

There are mountains of repentance and regret. So I need to write...

Pakin......

When I wrote the last letter, it seemed I had too much power in my hand, and the core of the sharp pencil broke.

And I exhale for a long time.

"... there are only two pages left..."

And I left my back in the chair and looked up to heaven.

Notebook of the Past Life Penance Sorority.

Perhaps I will not spell out the rest of this in this world.