Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!!

Small nods.

She wanted to be with Theon, probably the same person as the "woman who hurt him" she had heard before.

I didn't think that [She], whom Theon told that he still loved, was dead... but I still thought it was amazing that he told me that he wanted to go home for her.

Even after she passed away, she still loves you and wants to go back to where she slept.

It's very affectionate. I wonder how much Theon loved her.

I sincerely thought that people would change if I could find someone I truly loved in a passion that I didn't have when I was dating. I don't think that's too bad. I'm just saying that I wasn't the woman of his destiny, and now I have Freed.

My destiny was not in Japan, but in Wilhelm. That's all.

"So why did you tell us that story now?"

Freed asks Zion after listening.

When I heard that, I thought it was true. Because it wasn't the kind of content I was going to talk about. That's why you should have kept quiet for the rest of your life.

Freed's gaze stretched his spine.

"Yes, so let's go back to the first story. I told you earlier that I met the Knotting Witch, Maysa. This time she said something different than the last time. If I want to return to Japan, I need your help. They told me to tell you everything I know, to ask for your help, and to go with you to the witch Derris.”

"Eh......"

- To Mr. Derris?

I was surprised by Mr. Derris's name, which came out of nowhere.

Besides, did Maeza instruct Theon to accompany us? I have no idea what that means.

Friedo seemed to agree and strangely nodded his head.

“Ask us for help. Did Lord Meisa say that?"

Yes.

"So you came here and talked about it earlier." But what exactly does cooperation mean? ”

Naturally, in response to a question, Theon shook his head to the side.

"I don't know. The witch Maysa said she needed the special powers of the Wilhelm Royal Family, but she didn't tell me much more." However, it seems certain that it is the key to my return to my former world... I can only bow my head. ”

"... the special power of the Wilhelm royal family....... ah

When I thought that there was such a thing, I remembered that the Freeds were the descendants of the Dragon God. They are literally the children of God. Wilhelm's royal family has a power called divine power rather than magic power, and is connected to the queen by the secret magic called Wang Hua. When I think about it, I think there is only something special about it.

Is that what they need for the return of Theon?

- Well, what about me?

I wonder what will happen to me.

Sure, I'm Freed's queen, but I don't have any special powers. But Maeza wants me to come with her. In other words, I have a role to play. I can't imagine it at all.

--I wonder if there's anything I can do.

I could use neutralization magic, but if I asked what I could do with it, I could only answer that I didn't know, and I really didn't know.

"It's creepy not knowing what to do."

Sleigh and Freed twinkle. I also nodded loudly.

Especially from the standpoint of the prince, he cannot act insanely. I am his concubine, too.

I can't reply lightly without knowing what Meissa wants from us.

Zion said desperately, holding his eyebrows and feeling rejected by Freed, who had a difficult face.

"Please! Please, can you help me?" I know I haven't returned anything to this country. It's been a shallow day since you've been under my supervision, and your relationship of trust is far from solid. I know you should be thanking me for listening to such a suspicious story without making fun of me! ”

Theon finishes his sentence. Then he curled up his face in pain and said to spit out his heart.

“Please, help me. I have to go back to Japan anyway. To get back to where her cherry blossoms slept. For that reason, I don't care what you offer me...!"

- Eh.

Her name, which sounded like a sad cry, almost stopped her breathing.

Cherry blossoms. Did Theon just say cherry blossoms?

With an unbelievable thought, I stared at Zion, who revealed the inside of my chest.

Because cherry blossoms were my name in my previous life.

Yuki Sakura. That's my name in Japan.

Now I have a senile memory, but I lived and died as a Japanese there.

Honestly, I don't remember the cause of my death. I think I may have died prematurely because I remember so much when I was young, but I'm not sure. I don't know the truth and I didn't want to know anything else.

After all, my life as a Yuki Sakura is over. It's no use steaming back what you've done, because it's more irregular to remember the memories of your previous life, and it's something you normally forget.

But with what Theon said, it seems that I died pretty quickly.

Because Zion's age is still in his twenties. So it is likely that I died in my mid-twenties. No, maybe in his early twenties.

Since Japan was a country where life expectancy was more than 70 years old, it would be a fairly early death.

Was it an illness or an accident? No, you don't need to bother remembering because you've forgotten so much.

Now, as Lydiana, I exist in this world and live my life. Isn't that enough?

Yeah, but it doesn't mean that Yuki Sakura will come back. But what is the time difference between Japan and the other world?

It's been almost 19 years since I was born here, and I don't really know what it's like for a teenage Theon to show up...

Or rather, the problem is that Theon wants to go back for the Cherry Blossoms.

I tried not to notice, but I couldn't ignore it.

I can't believe it, but in terms of the flow of the story, the woman that Zion cares about is a woman named "Sakura".

In other words, Theon loves the cherry blossoms (me).

- What? You never told me you liked it when you were dating? No.

"It's impossible," he said.

I'm sorry, but I can't believe it.

I did go out with him in my previous life, but I ended my relationship with Theon because I didn't think he liked me in the first place. I'm sure the memories from here are perfect.

It was only a year and a half when I was in college with Theon.

At that time, I liked him and was desperate to get him to turn around. But Theon---Senpai Ziyuan was a stranger, and he didn't even look at me. You never said you liked it, and you never felt any affection for it.

That's why you pulled the curtain yourself, but you actually liked it?

- No, no, no, no.

I wish you'd told me you liked it when you were dating. There must have been plenty of chances.

No matter how much I look back, I don't think he liked me. I confessed... I didn't have any reason to say no, so I went out with him. It was like that.