Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!!

"Huh...?"

I couldn't respond properly because I came from too unexpected a place. However, it appears that my reaction alone has given the answer. Freed said in a dizzy voice.

"... after all, does that mean that Theon wants to go back to his late Liddy?"

Oh, I don't think so!

I rushed to argue.

I didn't think it would be a problem for me to misunderstand it.

"I-I was definitely named Sakura, but isn't Sion's cherry blossom me, a completely different person..."

"Isn't it Liddy? What do you mean?"

I explained it to Freed, who had no idea what it meant. It was full of feelings that I didn't want to be misunderstood.

"Well, Theon likes Sakura-san, right?" I didn't think Zion liked me, so I thought she and I were different people. "

"... more about that."

Heehee

I was scared of my voice. I continued to talk twitching.

"Well, um, when I was dating, he never said anything about liking me! Besides, I didn't feel like I had any attitude in the first place. That's why I told you to break up when I was tired, so yeah."

Anyway, I wanted Theon to understand that it wasn't me who said "cherry blossoms".

"That's why Freed's worries are worrying me!" I think it's another person with the same name! More than that! "

I'll tell you what. This should clear up my suspicions. Looking at Fried, he looked more grumpy than ever before.

- Yeah?

Why is he so frowned upon when this is supposed to be a pleasant occasion?

Fried?

I knew I was dating Theon after all.

"Ah......"

Damn it.

Hold the mouth.

I was too obsessed with explaining that Sion's cherry blossoms weren't mine, and I completely forgot to hide that I used to be with him.

When I talked to Fried before, I said that I was only a junior at the same university, so I confessed to myself brilliantly.

- Oh, my God. Oh, my God!

This is exactly what I think I'm going to do without regretting, but the past that I told you about doesn't disappear.

Freed is definitely jealous, so it would be too stupid to weep if Theon's ex-boyfriend wanted to keep it a secret until he took it to his grave.

"Oh, um, uh..."

"You don't have to fix it now." I somehow realized it. "

"That's right..."

I dropped my shoulder in a cold voice.

I didn't feel that way.

When Freed came to me, I knew that he would definitely be noticed because of the unusual surprise. After all, I was so jealous of Theon.

Why didn't you say so far?

My mouth is smiling, but my eyes are not smiling. Angry that this was the only way to speak honestly, I stated my thoughts honestly.

"... I thought Freed would be jealous!" Ah, and I don't like to hear about my ex-boyfriend, no matter how much I talked about my previous life. That's why I thought I shouldn't say it... "

I see.

Fried nodded convincedly when he heard me.

"Well, that's certainly what Liddy said." I don't want to be hidden. "

"Um... I'm sorry"

"You promised me no secrets, didn't you?" And we're a couple. "

"Yes....."

“You told me about your previous life, but you have to hide that. It's sad.”

"I'm sorry, too..."

The point is that it's too small.

Freed breathed out when he saw me grimly.

"Absolutely... so? Is it true that [Cherry Blossom] and Liddy are different people?" I thought it was the same person. "

"No, that's not it! Definitely not!"

I say it with all my might.

Really?

"Yes. As I said earlier, am I really in love with Senpai Ziyuan?" Because it was a relationship that I thought about myself. If it wasn't for the words I love, I wouldn't have been tired of breaking up, and on the contrary, I wouldn't have been able to stay. It was actually loved, and no matter what I say, I can only think of it as a lie. "

"Hmmm..."

Freed looked suspiciously somewhere. But I'm not lying about anything. If you doubt it, just doubt it. Looking back at Freed in that way, he nodded reluctantly, “I understand.”

“At least I understand that Lydie is sure she's not herself.”

Yeah! That's right!

"To be honest, I have a stronger feeling of being suspicious." I feel like the woman that Theon likes is Liddy. "

I laughed at Freed, who was suspicious.

"Um, no, no. It's impossible." Besides, if that's the case, I don't know. "

Huh? Really?

Freed reacts to my words. And nodded naturally.

“That's right, I'm married now and I like Freed. You said you liked it better now, right?"

"... do you think the old feelings are coming back?"

Freed asks with a worried look. I don't know how it feels, but I can only say this.

"No, because I completely blew away Senior Ziyuan in my previous life." I miss seeing you. I'm glad you're doing well. It's good to see you. I think so, but I don't have any more feelings. It's not like there's any. "

That's how I felt about Senpai Ziyuan in my previous life. It's none of my business as Lydiana now, and I love Freed.

"Fried, please don't doubt my feelings."

Heartfeltly, he said anxiously.

"You can't be suspicious, can you?" It's just... I'm just worried. What if Lydie were to be taken by Theon... it wouldn't happen. I know, but when I heard that you used to hang out with me, I became extra worried... "

"Come on. That's why I didn't want to say it."

I was worried after all.

Well, I think that it was Zion that inspired me when I thought of Freed.

Freed got confused and began to think that I liked Theon...

Ever since then, I feel like Freed is overly jealous of Theon.

I slapped Freed's chest. I told him to encourage him.

"Because I only like Freed. That's where I want you to stand and believe it."

"...... I believe you."

"It's a lie. It's been a while."

When he stared at the truth, he confessed that he had come.

"I want to believe it."

Yeah. That's how it is.

Freed finally spoke the truth. He looked at me like a lost child. I put my arms around his back.

"Eh...... Liddy"

“No, I don't know how much I like Freeds, but I'm worried.”

Murmuring while hugging him. I thought I had to tell you this.

"I don't want to be freed." I don't want to think of anyone else anymore. "

"... yes..."

"You know, I don't think so, but if Theon had liked me, he would have realized that I was the cherry blossom, right? And even if he says he wants to start over, I'm not going to answer. It's the end of my previous life, and what I like now is Freed. Freed is the only one who thinks it's okay to be tied up. That's why I feel confident."

Whatever happens, the past is the past. I'm alive now, and there's already someone to walk with next door. That's all.