Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!!

I opened my eyes wide and just stared at the magic circle where no one was left.

I felt like it was the first time that the word had reached Theon's heart.

"... you noticed?"

It means that I am a cherry blossom.

He said to me, 'I'm glad to see you in this world again.' The reason why I am called 'again'. No matter what I think, there is only one thing.

"Ziyuan, senpai..."

Mumbling the names of the people who have disappeared from this world.

He was aware of it. I was aware that I was a cherry blossom.

I don't know when it started. But he knew that I was me.

On top of that, he remained silent until now.

……

The shock made me speechless.

But I was even more surprised.

It means I was loved by him.

"Shhh..."

I couldn't believe it.

Because I should not have been loved. I can't believe I loved you.

"That's why I said I thought it was Liddy."

"Ah, Freed..."

Stunned by so much shock, Freed grimaced at me. Of course, he could hear Theon's voice.

"Ah, um..."

"I've always thought that Theon's favorite person is Liddy. I mean, sometimes it was so easy to understand that I was held back."

"Oh, I don't know anything about that."

"You can't say that."

……

I was told as a matter of course. I wanted you to tell me, but if I were him, I would never tell you, so I had no choice but to agree with you.

"Maybe Theon knew that Liddy had misunderstood." He accepted it, too, and was going to leave in silence. But I guess I got greedy at the end. I think that's why I said it. I just wanted you to know that I really loved you. "

"... yes..."

nods to Fried's words. Exactly.

If you hadn't told me, I would have misunderstood Theon the whole time.

I still find it hard to believe, but I don't think that the last words he left were lies.

But then, I would be the master of the tomb he wanted to mourn.

- Yeah, how old am I?

It seems that I died fairly prematurely. I assumed that this was definitely not a busy way to die, and I never wanted to recall the cause of death.

And then I noticed one more thing.

"... that's what Zion said when he returned to protect my grave?" You don't want me in the tomb, do you? "

Did he say that he wanted to go back to the place where the shell fell asleep?

I'm not there.

Fried shook his head sideways loosely when he was still not convinced.

“It's up to Theon, not us.”

"That's true, but..."

"Theon told you, didn't he?" It has nothing to do with the fact that he's dead. Even though he knew that Liddy wasn't there, he chose to go back and keep the tomb protected. He understands everything and decides to go back. "

"... yes, that's right."

Friedo was right.

Theon knew who I was. Nevertheless, he chose to return to Japan.

I mean, that's what it is.

For him, it was I who slept in Japan who was the "cherry blossom".

I think that's true.

I'm Lydiana here, and I don't think it's a cherry blossom.

I just want to say thank you to him for telling me that he loved me.

«In the kitchen»



Immersed in a little sentiment, Friedo coughs up a really deliberate cough. Looking at him with such surprise, Freed said, turning his eyes away from me awkwardly.

I just wanted to make sure. How does Liddy feel when she finds out about it?

……

"Tsk, tsk, tsk." Apparently, Friedo is afraid of a change in my feelings.

In a way, I don't think I can react as expected. But thanks to you, I feel like I've returned to my usual self.

……

"Awwww"

Reach out and grab Freed's cheek as hard as you can. I was satisfied to see that he distorted his face.

I told you not to doubt it, didn't I?

"... I don't doubt it. I just checked."

"It's the same thing, though." How many times do I have to tell you that I like Freedo? "

"I believe you, but I want you to say it as many times as you want." I can feel safe if you tell me. "

He heard the words of the leak of desire and smiled bitterly. I totally thought it was like my husband.

“Yes, I'll say it again and again. I only like Freeds. Where Friedo is, that's where I am."

"... yes..."

"I love you, don't worry."

"I didn't.... didn't you move my feelings at all?"

Persistent.

I accidentally laughed. Once again, grab my cheek hard. I guess the only reason I can't resist... is because I have a persistent sense of self.

"It's worrying." It's okay. It's a story from the past. But, yes. At that time, I couldn't repay my feelings, but I knew that I was loved, and I felt a little rewarded. "

Communicate honest feelings.

When I was dating Senpai Ziyuan, it was always hard for me. Even if I conveyed my favorite words, the same words would not be returned, and I was worried whether it was really a relationship. I couldn't bear to say goodbye, but I never regretted it, but it was true that there was a lump somewhere in my heart.

I felt a little easier with his words.

I would have liked to hear it when the cherry blossoms were alive, but I can't help it.

I can't change the past. We live now, and only the future can be changed by somehow scratching our feet.

"--The cherry blossoms that were inside me must have returned to Japan with Theon."

Liddy?

Fried stared at me as he muttered what he suddenly thought.

"What do you mean?"

"Eh, as it is." Hmm, something happened. I felt like I could say goodbye to myself, who was really a cherry blossom. "

Until now, I was nothing but me, but I still feel that way.

What I feel now is a refreshing feeling of liberation.

I stared back at Freed with a refreshing feeling. But he was grumpy.

"...... Liddy is all mine, though."

Eh

“Everything that shapes Liddy is mine, so I can't forgive anyone, even some of them.”

"... um, uh, just now... um, yeah. Definitely! It's okay. I haven't been to Japan, I haven't been there."

I withdrew my foreword when I was stared at in protest and embarrassed.

Really?

"Really, really."

Is it all mine?

Yeah, yeah, it's all free-range.

……

Although it was difficult to understand, it seemed that the withdrawal of the foreword worked, and no further pursuit was required. As usual, Milord's desire for monopoly was too strong. I can't forgive you, even if you know that.

- Well, I guess I'd rather have about this many people.

I'm sure I won't be anxious, because Freed is the one who always tells me his feelings.

I can believe in my thoughts and love them with peace of mind.

"I only like freeds."

And he shall tell his thoughts, and shall raise up his heels, and shall overlay his lips upon his lips.

I wonder if it's finally relieved, but Friedo's expression has changed into a soothing one.