Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!!

The day passed in an instant and the last night of the masquerade came when I decided to participate.

I magically blacken my hair with little more than a sense of duty, leaving the castle for the venue.

I didn't even follow it yet, but I couldn't help but want to go home.

Before entering the venue, I put on my mask to make sure I was blind.

Available on this day in lieu of tickets is a mask inspired by a bad taste butterfly.

It was glittering and golden, reminding me of the color of my original hair and feeling depressed.

Once you've done your duty as an attendee, that's it.

I told myself and went into the venue.

The ball, which came in late, had already begun, and it seemed to me that a man and a woman wearing masks here and there were bickering.

Every face just seemed so full of greed to me right now that I struggled to hold on to the nausea that had crept up.

Fall waves are sent from all over the venue to find out I've arrived.

I want you to look me in the eye. I want you to speak up. I felt that obvious gaze.

If I had ever held someone in it, I would have appropriately chosen to speak up. But I don't do that anymore.

I silenced the gaze I felt and looked for the organizer of this ball. Only one person wears a black mask, so I can tell right away.

That's when I finished greeting him and decided to leave immediately.

My daughter in the back of the venue gave me a fuzzy look.

"Ew!!

- I thought I'd hold my breath on the shock.

Beauty without a faint color even with a mask on. Slightly stretched spine for a luxurious look. Beautiful standing behavior, one at a time. Rin and present there, she was as different from her surroundings because of the atmosphere she brewed.

She was floating from the venue in every sense, wearing a silver mask, and was alone in the place.

There is no one around. That was natural, too.

The space where she is is is a place to eat.

No one tries to enter that place, which is out of purpose, because the people who are coming to this night club are mostly like those who seek intercourse with strangers.

You can get drinks anywhere, and they're all gathered in the hall because it's more important to look for them.

Food and beverage spaces are just available in shapes because it's a night club for once.

She seemed to enjoy a pleasant and well-behaved meal in such a place, and her appearance was oddly noticeable along with that.

She's a daughter I've never seen before.

Position pattern I remember people involved even once.

It's easy to identify an individual if you combine the color of your eyes, hair, clothes, tricks, etc. in an attempt to hide your face with a mask.

But if you look at any of those memories, you didn't see her.

It's impossible to forget.

If we'd met once, we wouldn't have forgotten about such an impressive woman.

I can assure you.

Her dress, which would be made of soft material, glitters every time she moves. Long hair up to her light brown back coloured her even more.

I sighed more and realized for the first time there that I was in love with her.

When I look around in the mood I wake up from my dreams, I can see that all the men around me are just as aware of her as I am. Naturally.

I glanced at her, wondering if I could get my gaze on her somehow, but she didn't even notice how the men were like that.

That's when she stopped moving perfectly, eating indifferently.

I was really concerned about how she was, and she fluttered and loosened her mouth as she continued to observe softly.

Cute............!!

The smile I just said I was happy made me think I had my heart eagled.

I can't see my face in a mask.

But still, I felt something inside me shaken up by a heartfelt happy grin that made me understand.

I looked out for her, just stared at her.

But I didn't seem to be the only one who saw her grin, and I felt signs that the men who saw it were moving to get closer to her.

A man other than himself approaches her.

That's just what I thought, and I could see my anger creeping up from the bottom of my belly.

- I won't allow that.

I thought so reflexively and sent my gaze to restrain the men.

And move on to her.

Taking my gaze, the men stopped moving simultaneously.

Don't miss that gap, hurry up and get close to her.

She never notices me.

She looked like she enjoyed the meal until she felt comfortable, but looked up like she noticed something all the time.

Try to move to the hall in a hurry.

Such a difference between her and me for a moment.

Instead of gazing at me, I was pissed off at her for not noticing my very existence.

I want you to recognize yourself.

The thought swelled, and even though I knew it was against the rules, I was speaking to her when I realized it.

"My lady."

Reacting to my voice, she stopped and looked back.

My eyes meet with the beautiful amethyst eyes in the back of the mask, and for a moment I harden.

I felt my heart jump wide open.

"What can I do for you?

A light and soft voice struck his ear. I can also be attracted to that voice.

I couldn't feel any disgust or rush from ignoring manners in my eyes looking at me like I was confused.

And I was relieved, and I just broke my knee.

I really don't want to let her get away. I instinctively thought so.

Consciously create a laugh that people like and speak as politely as possible.

"Yeah, it's you. Good evening, my lady. I know this is the first time I've seen you, but have you been here a few times?

"Good evening. Here we go. As you said, tonight is the first masquerade. It's something I'm not sure how to do, and I was running away here. But you know perfectly well that I'm new here. Have you done anything wrong?

With that said, there was a lot of confidence from her.

I guess you don't even think as much as dew that you've committed a lethargy. Its grand standing behavior was so beautiful that it made her disappoint that she was a fairly high noble lady.

No matter what I saw, I didn't think she was the kind of woman to come to a place like this.

I wash my memories desperately again, but I really couldn't find any information that matched her.

"There's nothing wrong with it. Your manners are perfect. Because I've never seen anyone as beautiful as you."

I try to use my beauty phrase to attract her interest.

I took her hand and dropped my lips. When you touch slippery skin, your body gets hot naturally.

I've never seen anything like this before.

"... that you are good. You wouldn't even know the ugliness of your face if you were covered in a mask like this."

"Still. The elegance and tricks that engulf you tell me that you are a very beautiful person"

If I hadn't noticed her, someone else might have taken her.

I was just relieved to think so.

I don't want another man to take it. And most importantly, I want to know more about her.

I desperately appealed to her with that thought.

It's the first time I've ever known I could do as much as I want with a woman I really want.

But she went into unexpected behavior.

"... so? May I ask why you spoke to me?"

In the middle of the conversation, that's what I've told her to block.

For a moment, I thought you said no, and my spine tingled, but it didn't seem so.

Surprise enters her words urging ahead with a look that just says it's troublesome.

Sure, I was the first one to ignore the rules and talk to her, but I didn't expect her to do the same.

Not like any woman I've ever seen.

When I looked at her in disquiet, I felt that what had solidified in me was going to unravel.

"Hehe, you're a rascal. I just want to know a little more about someone named you.

I just thought. I have no further purpose. "

"Really?"

If I noticed, I would have spoken to her in my usual tone.

I hesitated to see if it would be offensive, but she looked rather relieved.

I was more and more eager to start dictating her.

Of course I mean it. I don't remember being so desperate and appealing to women.

"That's terrible. You doubt that? Really, I just want to know you.... Actually, I have a room for a break ahead of me. If you like, why don't we talk again there?

Was it just too direct? Regret blurred her chest, but it blew away when she nodded small. Good.

When I thought so, a hell of a word popped out of her mouth.

"... right. I wanted to get to know you better, too."

Would you like me to join you?

That's what I said, over the mask, and I've looked up at it with an eye for an eye.

Even if you put aside that your heartbeat jumped loud again on that upper eye.

- I couldn't believe it. I didn't think there was a woman who would ignore the rules so far.

I didn't say it was futile, but I saw a ruinous girlfriend who broke the manipulation and threw it away, and laughed why. Betrayed in a good way.

That, free place too. Everything about her doesn't fascinate me when I say I just met her.

- I already had to be aware.

I am in love with her.

In an instant, she dropped me.

Love is a good thing to say about falling.

So much so that he refused to fall in love, he blew it all up and slapped it down.

I don't even want to get out of there anymore.

Somehow, I want her to fall in the same place.

No, drop it.

- I want it. I really want her. She's the only one I want.

... This is love. I get flirted with the emotions I feel for the first time, not like they seem.

What is in the boiling chest is on the back, and a part of the head sweeps away.

I won't let you say it's just for tonight.

My head starts calculating with a tremendous amount of momentum to get a way to get her legally, as to what I can do to keep her on my side in the future.

I still don't know her name or identity.

You can't let them get away with that.

Second, I felt like she was trembling. return to me and speak to me.

I hide it beautifully in my wild heart.

"What's going on?

"Yes, no, anything"

She turned her hand around her waist, curiously shaking her neck, making it look natural and had to go to a separate room.

Aware of the unfortunate gaze of the women, the envious gaze of the men gathering themselves.

Sorry to hear that. You'll never touch her.

I thought so and deliberately shut my gaze out of my consciousness.

Her touch was soft and smelled like sweet flowers from her.

Its scent gives off its own heat.

It was incredibly expensive.

Being invited to a separate room means you can hold me.

If I miss her, I don't mind any monotonous sex.

I laugh bitterly at myself for changing purpose in such a flash that I wonder what it was before.

How fulfilling is the act of burying oneself in a loved one.

My chest trembles hot in anticipation.

But don't drown. At least not until I know her qualities.

Yes, I told myself again, and I moved to the room I had prepared with her.