Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!!

... talk about it again?

A few days ago I got a little upset when I was steamed back by a scattered angry story.

"You know your brother. Then that's enough."

"Only the facts. You went to the masquerade and slept with Fried, who was there. But that's not what I'm talking about. I mean, why did you do such a dangerous thing?"

"That was the only way"

If you can think of anything else, I hired you.

I meant to answer seriously, but my brother wasn't convinced.

"Is there a reason? You're being too forthright. Who can think of sleeping with a stranger just because you don't want to marry a royal, you idiot!!

"... me?

Tilting his neck, his brother bared his voice. Shut up.

"That's why I'm being forthright!! No one tried to stop you!!

"You can't. 'Cause I didn't even want to talk to you."

I knew you'd be flattered.

That's enough to tell Will loosely a few months ago.

My brother becomes persistent and stands.

"I would have had more other hands. If it's enough to sleep with a guy you don't even know, ask a guy you know!!

"I know you... I only know men as well as Will"

"So if you ask Will..."

"... Will again?

I'm sick and tired of the name my brother gave me.

Why would everyone try to give Will's name immediately?

"I told your father, but there's no Will. More or less, what do I look like and get Will my virgin? What can I say? It's too awkward for me to see you face to face after that."

That's more like a man who doesn't even know his face.

"No, if my wife asks me to keep it up instead of being a virgin..."

"Stupid brother. Too many jokes. I've never thought about it."

"You must be..."

I turn a frigid eye to my brother, who sighs like I'm tired.

"So? Why did you put your eyes on Fried?

Answer my brother's words, whatever comes to mind. There was no reason to keep it a secret.

"Reason? I heard you were a player, so I thought there wouldn't be any post-rot. If you want to play overnight, I'm sure you'll respond to my invitation. So, I'm sure sex is good. I thought you should feel a little better if you were going to do it anyway. Oh, I just didn't like my uncle or anything, even though I knew I couldn't see my back face. I thought it wouldn't be like remembering physiological aversion because of the high ratings of women...... and that? Was I wrong?

My brother is getting more and more frightened by my words. Now he held his temples, sighed and shook his head.

"... I don't think it's wrong given the purpose, but even with my sister, it's a standard of judgment."

What's wrong with being right?

"Liddy, what did you actually think about seeing Fried?

When I was asked that, I remembered the first time I saw it.

"Obviously only one person had a different aura. I thought you were lucky I called you from the other side if I wanted to call you?

"Voice, you tried to call me from yourself..."

My brother groaned in a desperate voice. I don't know how to do it, but I don't know.

"Brother?"

"Uh, okay. Either way, you wouldn't have been caught except for Fried. Father's, I was just taking care of it."

I don't know what that means.

My brother looked like he could tell by himself to me full of doubts.

"I see what you're saying. So promise me. Never do this stupid imitation again."

He said he wouldn't.

There is no point in doing so. I nodded that it was okay, but my brother didn't break his suspicious look.

"What do you think? I was stunned when my dad told me to look into it. You're a real loser."

"Ugh."

"So? You're saying you've been running away from Fried today using that futile power of action?

I looked sinister at my brother, who said that the atmosphere was dull and that he looked funny as soon as possible.

My brother laughs even more at me like that.

"My mother scolded me? Come on. Didn't your mother realize she had to follow you, too? My whole family knows you're wearing a cat."

"... I knew it"

When I heard what my mother preached, I thought it might not be, but I knew it.

My brother hit me in the head saying he didn't mind me looking like that first.

"I'm family. Of course they know, don't they? I'm rather surprised you haven't done it before, I am."

"... Soune"

I'm sure glad you understood, but as far as embarrassing as this one I thought you could hide.

"They pissed you off for leaving in silence, didn't they?

"Yeah. But I reflected.... That's what you're gonna do next, isn't it?

"What? Oh, yeah... is it... no, you're right. Exactly!!

To me, claiming that I understood what my mother was trying to say, my brother looked like he had been taken aback but smiled with a broken face and nodded that he was right.

"Looks like he's back this time hanging out with Will's guy, but next time, do it better, okay?

"I guess... hey... isn't that terrible??

I panic when people say words I never thought I would.

"It's not terrible, it's a fact. You must be surprised at the Fried one by now."

My brother seems kind of fun.

"It's a natural reward for anyone who tries to lock you up."

"You mean I just didn't want to let you go, right? No, you, you're seriously loved. Your brother is a surprise."

Again pointing to the mark of possession, I groaned loudly. Give me a break already.

"What, I'm more shy now. You're better marked for ownership.... Yes, what do you think of 'Wang Hua'?

I remembered the words' Wang Hua '. No, some of that stuff happened.

"Especially. If you dare, I'm glad it wasn't a bad taste symbol Hua. If it's a blue rose, it'll only look a bit like a fashionable tattoo, won't it?

There's no pain, and it's nothing to get in the way of.

If it was really a tattoo, it would have left the pain for a while.

There was no particular inconvenience because there was no such thing.

But my brother shook his head that he wasn't.

"... don't you think it's a little bit disgusting that you don't like being put on something like this?

"?? I don't know what you're talking about. Isn't that true of the royal queen? Don't you have no choice but to hate me?

The area has already been cleared.

So if I didn't know what my bottom brother was talking about and I listened to him like that, my brother kept his mouth wide open. Then I started wearing my hair with me.

"... what. Was it no use worrying?... Well, you do. If I think about it, how can I let a man touch you who doesn't even like you..."

"Brother?"

I speak to my lonely groaning brother, but he doesn't even try to look at me.

"... it is. Both thoughts after all. You didn't have to worry about anything, did you? Damn. Forced to marry. I thought you were depressed and I lost it."

"What? What are you talking about? I don't know about Fried..."

I panicked at my brother's words as if we were thinking of each other.

My brother looks strange.

"But he held you, didn't he? Again and again. Naturally, it's an agreement, isn't it?

"Huh? That's right..."

"I know how you are, but it's not like I didn't like being held, is it?

I nodded because there were no elements to deny.

"Did you tell Fried that?

"I told you."

I don't know if I like it, but I said I don't like being touched or held.

My brother, who heard it, sighed loudly.

"Uh... well, he's gonna run wild, too.... Hey, Liddy. Think about it for a second. You thought you could be held because he was handsome? If that's the case, you're gonna get handsome."

I got cocky the way my brother said it.

"What? What are you talking about? Dumb brother. I'm not interested in Fried's face."

Though I'm sure he's quite a man.

If I stared at my brother, I was forgiven for saying yes.

"I don't know if I've said this so far, or... Yeah, but depending on what you're thinking, this might be interesting. Look at the way Fried swings. Oh, yeah, I knew you could stay that way."

"... I don't know what that means, but I only understood that they made a huge fool of me"

While annoyed, he rolled out his fist in his brother's belly, but he was taken lightly. Regrettably, my brother is in a great mood.

"No, I'm not making a fool of myself. Praise you. Praise you. Just because you can swing that fried with vegetables is amazing enough. That's my sister."

"... not happy"

"Looks like we're going directly to the crime scene after all.... Ok, I've made up my mind!! I'll be back next month. For God's sake, you stay put, okay? And entertain your brother."

Don't ask me, he slapped me on the shoulder with a full smile, and I was strangely upset.

"... never come back, shithead brother"

"You're just two brothers and sisters, right? Don't be silly, my sweet sister. Besides, Fried will be back next month or so, just fine."

"... what are you talking about?

I felt uncomfortable with my brother's words and expressed my doubts. I'm coming back, what do you mean?

"You're already involved, so I'll tell you first. There's been a move on Tarim on the northern defensive line, and within a couple of days, Fried will be out in action."

"Huh?"

"He is commander-in-chief of the army. Of course, right?"

I can't get into my head the words of my brother who says so naturally.

Fried's coming out?

I repeated it over and over in my head and finally understood.

At the same time I realized it was a war, anxiety dominated my whole body.

Fried has the general command of the Knights. It is a well-known fact that Prince Wang fights Tarim, who comes south every winter.

That time of year has come again. I guess that's what this is about.

- But.

"Freed...... you fight?

If I noticed, I was holding the hem of my brother's clothes.

My hands were shaking by the look of it.

When I looked up at my brother as if to look at him, I saw him with a surprised face.

"Ni?"

Speaking up, he looks so troubled he strokes my head with gasp.

It hurt enough, but I didn't care at all.

I rather felt invisible kindness and wanted to cry.

That's how my brother says blurry.

"... uh, he's fine. As you know, Tarim's march is every year, and that's what makes him so stupid. You can't lose. I'll be back next month or so with nothing to eat, so don't worry so much."

That being said, the anxiety that arose once is hard to put away.

"Are you sure you're okay?

"'Cause it's okay. You've been rumoring about the Totally Indestructible Prince, haven't you? Just for the record, Fried specializes in combat. I saw him earlier, but he seemed to be in better shape than I'd ever seen him. I want to see you, and I'm sure I'll be back in no time to sweep. Well, it's gonna be tough for you to come back after the battle because you're really in the mood."

You're never gonna let me go until you're satisfied, are you?

He whispered so in his ear and blued. I know exactly what you mean.

Wow, that's... hey.

Return to your usual self reflexively to a terrible future.

Seeing me like that, my brother laughed with satisfaction.

"Well, that's the thing, so you just have to do what you always do. Okay, I'll go. Tell your father I'll be back next month."

"Back, I meant it."

I thought it was a joke, but apparently it wasn't.

"Of course. Bye, Liddy. Don't do anything extra while I'm gone or Freed."

"Will you not call people like troublemakers?

"Isn't it similar? Yeah, well, I think there's gonna be Will's guy in the Talim fight, so you better worry about him."

"Of course. It's not natural"

Even Will does it every year.

That's impossible not to worry about.

"... well. Ha ha. Looking forward to starting next month!! Bye."

Just like when I came, my brother leaves the room fluttered.

Drop it off and I thought.

... that brother will be back next month??

You said you've been living quietly for the past year?

I remember where my brother was in this mansion, and he gets stunned.

My brother is a truly brilliant man, but he is also a more troubled man.

Whatever it is.

For a long time. Yeah, so when I regained my memories of my previous life, I suspected my brother would be exactly the same in his previous life.

I know my brother's array is about family and around it, and the cat wear is perfect, so I have no idea for what I'm looking at from the side. But I was often secretly impressed that it was something that could serve as a proximity to Prince Wang in that character.

I love to make fun of people, and my brother comes home funnier in trouble and sticks himself in the neck.

"Mendoku..."

I can't stop sighing.

... thinking about next month and I feel heavy now.